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    Buck hadn’t wanted someone to tell him that he’s in the right, that it’s not his fault. Because everything with Daniel sure as hell feels like it’s his fault. He tells himself that if his genes would have been just a little stronger, if they would have matched just a little better, then maybe his parents would have loved him.

    (AKA the breakdown after 4x05 that Buck deserved to have.)

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    “Eddie,” Buck says, crouching down, hand to Eddie’s cheek. “There’s nothing you can do here, now, that will make me leave, you understand?”

    set post-eddie begins.

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    03 Dec 2024

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    The apartment was silent as she entered and it didn’t take long to find her brother, sitting frozen at the table. He was in the same clothes she’d seen him in when she’d gotten to the VA hospital, same dirt and blood covered skin and angry looking wounds.

    She sucked in a breath at the sight of him and dropped her bags on the floor, making her way over to him and dropping to her knees at his feet. “Oh my god, Evan. Have you been here since yesterday?”

    Yes. Yes he had.

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    27 Nov 2024

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    "Cap?" Eddie's voice breaks them all out of a trance.
    He looks wretched, wrecked in much the same way they all do, but it's deeper, something much more hollowed out and ragged, a feeling that Bobby knows is mirrored on his own face.
    It's the haunted look of a father who'd almost lost his son.

     

    bobby's exhausted, and at first he thinks he's having another nightmare, the image of buck reaching out and covered in blood forever etched into his memory.
    it's not until a shivering buck's crashing into his arms that he realizes that this is actually very, very real.

     

    (aka the post-tsunami firefam fic i have been itching to write for months where everyone's kind of going through it)

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    27 Nov 2024

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    Buck didn’t believe in much, not in God and certainly not in his parents. But for some inexplicable reason, he believed in the utter goodness of Eddie Diaz.

    It started with a grenade in a man’s chest. It started with jokes during shift and the absolute love and adoration on his face when Christopher was around. It started with the way he made everyone feel at ease, the bloody and injured people he was helping, those working alongside him, anyone and everyone.

    It started with a million little, bright things, but Buck has always been - oblivious. So he finally realized it, the trust he had, the love he had for Eddie in the worst moment. With a gun to his throat and a very angry man talking calmly in his ears.

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    Buck and Eddie have always been inevitable, they just needed a shove, or a near death experience, to figure things out

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    21 Nov 2024

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