oceanicblues
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What was he supposed to do though? Scream and beg Eddie to stay for him? Tell him not to go to save his son? Buck and Eddie had so rarely talked about the Chris of it all, and he himself had had no communication with Chris, so who knows what point they were at now? Eddie had mentioned they were better, but was it Chris who had asked him to move? Was it Chris who told him his home was El Paso and he wouldn’t uproot to LA again? Surely moving his entire life back there was the last resort, surely Eddie couldn’t have thought of this before begging Chris to come back to LA?
Would it be fair to tell him to stay?
[Or, Buck's internal monologue from 8x08]
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A tear slips down his face, but he’s too caught up in everyone else to notice.
“Josh, you need to…”
“Buck? Buck you need to stay awake for me, your team is 1 minute out, can you stay with me?” The voice gets more urgent, more panicky, “What do you need me to do?”
“You need to-“ A hacking cough escaped him, and great, add that to the list of injuries, “You need to tell Bobby to keep Eddie away. He can’t see me like this, please Josh.”
“Buck-“ His voice is full of sympathy now, and Buck hates it.
“No, Josh, you need to promise me, you need to-“ his eyes are too blurry to ignore the tears now.
He’s stressed, in too much pain to try and catalogue for Hen and Chim, tired, cold, anxious, scared, terrified-
[Or, Shannon Diaz accident but make it Buddie]
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The thunder from the storm cracks, and Buck folds himself into Eddies arms, hauling him up, supporting him.
With lightning comes thunder, and with Eddie comes Buck.
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[or a 5 1 of every time Buck and Eddie are the ones to save each other and have to get an outside perspective to see it, and one time they don’t need to]
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Hen reaches out of her bunk to turn off the overhead light. Buck’s face is illuminated by the glow of his phone. After a minute or so, he locks the screen, his face disappearing into the darkness.
“So what was everyone’s first kiss like?”
The Station 118 bunkroom has witnessed a lot over the years. Private conversations, spats, occasions of affection, joy, and anguish. It’s seen pranks, and games, and camaraderie. It’s even been privy to an unfolding love story or two.
It holds the memory of each of these moments.
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12 Dec 2024
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silly little fics like this have MY ENTIRE HEART
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“So where do you want to start?” asks Frank, and god, even the simplest questions are tough. How to even begin explaining the details of how you methodically destroyed every aspect of your own life. How do you explain chasing your own son out of the state? How do you explain burning your life down in pursuit of the ghost of your late wife?
“Buck got a boyfriend,” Eddie hears himself say, and then pauses, frowning in confusion at himself. “That’s not actually– I didn’t–” He lets himself take a breath under the heavy weight of Frank’s unwavering gaze, “It actually started with Pepa.”
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While Chris is in El Paso, it’s Eddie’s summer of Realizing Things, such as comphet, what Buck means to him, and how to let himself be happy.
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26 Nov 2024
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season 8 spec fics u will forever hold a special place post 8a ohmygod.
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She turns to Eddie and says something else, but Buck is busy fighting the headrush he gets at the sound of Ana Flores calling Eddie and Christopher 'the boys'. Like they belong to her already.
God, what’s wrong with him? What is this?
or, eddie cooks, chris domesticates a slug, and buck tries to figure out why he hates his best friend's girlfriend. to everyone's immense shock and surprise, it goes badly.
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19 Nov 2024
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everytime I remember they were supposed to go canon I cry. absolutely BREATHTAKING GAHHHHHHH
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The memories aren’t fully fleshed out, only flashes of places, people, and feelings. Sometimes they’re tangible, so much so he feels like he can reach it within his fingertips and hold them there.
He’d be washing dishes, and he’d feel the phantom arms of Eddie around his waist, the junction of his neck and shoulder feeling warm. For a flash, he’d see a different kitchen than the one he was in. He’d be looking at a menu in a restaurant, and he thinks he’d hear Eddie’s voice asking, ‘You gonna order the usual?’ When he glances down at the table, he’d be surprised he’s not seeing a deep green tablecloth. He’d doze off on the couch and feel his cheek land on Eddie’s chest, arms wrapping around him, and he’d open his eyes to find himself alone.
How do you explain that away? Missing something you can’t fully remember having?
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Or, Evan Buckley wakes up without eight years of his memories with some guy named Eddie Diaz on his bedside. Which could mean nothing.
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16 Oct 2024
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i fear this fic will forever be burned into my eyes oh my god it’s beautiful
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Finally back with the team, Buck isn’t going to let anything tear him away again. He has to prove his place, his part in the family, even if that means smiling through the pain.
Or, Buck gets hurt on a call and doesn’t tell anyone.
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11 Oct 2024
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post lawsuit buck and eddie will always be special to me