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“I’ve travelled through time? Are you insane?”
“Not travelled, regressed. You are your younger self now. It is your future, but only from your moment now.”
“I … this is ridiculous.”
“Don’t worry Jiāng Chéng, we’ll figure out how to fix you back.”
“… what’s the point? I’m useless now. You should have left me to die.”What do you do when, instead of having to bury all grief and pain in the face of a war, you have the time to live with the worst experience of your life? What can your loved ones do when they can't rip themselves open to fix things this time?
Just be there? That surely can't be enough.
Can it?
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Lost by NotActuallyaSpider
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
31 Jul 2022
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Ah, in the end you can give someone all you have to give and it still won’t be enough. Being dutiful, responsible, loyal— it can’t make people love you if what you are is not lovable. That has to be the reason. He is not loveable. There is nothing in him for someone can love.
It is an issue of personality mainly, he thinks. He is not sweet, he is not funny, he is not flippant, he is not light-hearted, he is not generous, he is bitter, and spiteful, and jealous, and intense, and cruel, and unattractively needy.
When the aftermath of the events of canon occurs in a world in which Jiang Cheng and Lan Wangji had a longstanding, undefined, and not entirely happy sexual relationship since Jiang Cheng went to study in the Cloud Recesses, a relationship that ended as Wei Wuxian rose again.
Note: Chapter one of this is largely my fic "The Death of Hope" which I have reworked and added to. From then on it will be new content.
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18 Feb 2023
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ZhanChengXian ending, I hope, I hope, I hope!
Lost by NotActuallyASpider
Ah, in the end you can give someone all you have to give and it still won’t be enough. Being dutiful, responsible, loyal— it can’t make people love you if what you are is not lovable. That has to be the reason. He is not loveable. There is nothing in him for someone can love.It is an issue of personality mainly, he thinks. He is not sweet, he is not funny, he is not flippant, he is not light-hearted, he is not generous, he is bitter, and spiteful, and jealous, and intense, and cruel, and unattractively needy.
When the aftermath of the events of canon occurs in a world in which Jiang Cheng and Lan Wangji had a longstanding, undefined, and not entirely happy sexual relationship since Jiang Cheng went to study in the Cloud Recesses, a relationship that ended as Wei Wuxian rose again.
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When Dawn was Lost on The Horizon by Crowillow (PoppyCosmos)
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
17 Aug 2022
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Anger and pride have tangled around him like weeds with sharp thorns for so many years that he has become a weed of his own.
However, when a night hunt turns into a nightmare, and he loses his life after protecting the stoic Hanguang-jun. Jiang Cheng's soul finally feels at peace, and the rest he has longed for he finds it in the arms of his brother.
However, death does not welcome him into Diyu, but instead gives him a second chance, although it is different from what everyone expected.
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When Dawn was Lost on The Horizon by Crowillow (Wafsi)
Completed: 2022-08-17
Work/Series ID: 37351966Relationship Tags:
• Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín/Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén
• Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn
• Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín & Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn
• Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín & Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī
• Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín & Jīn Líng | Jīn RúlánWork/Series Summary:
Anger and pride have tangled around him like weeds with sharp thorns for so many years that he has become a weed of his own.
However, when a night hunt turns into a nightmare, and he loses his life after protecting the stoic Hanguang-jun. Jiang Cheng's soul finally feels at peace, and the rest he has longed for he finds it in the arms of his brother.
However, death does not welcome him into Diyu, but instead gives him a second chance, although it is different from what everyone expected.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2024/01/26
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When Dawn was Lost on The Horizon by Crowillow (Wafsi) (WorkID: 37351966)
Summary: Anger and pride have tangled around him like weeds with sharp thorns for so many years that he has become a weed of his own.
However, when a night hunt turns into a nightmare, and he loses his life after protecting the stoic Hanguang-jun. Jiang Cheng's soul finally feels at peace, and the rest he has longed for he finds it in the arms of his brother.
However, death does not welcome him into Diyu, but instead gives him a second chance, although it is different from what everyone expected.
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What do you mean babies aren't grown from flowers?! by Maycrusade, PoppyCosmos
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
15 Nov 2023
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Cloud Recesses was well-known for their strict wall of rules. Less known for their insufficient sex education. Jiang Cheng happens to miss the class back home due to Wei Wuxian. 'UH OH.'
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What do you mean babies aren't grown from flowers?! by Maycrusade, Wafsi
Completed: 2023-11-15
Work/Series ID: 33808816Relationship Tags:
• Jiang Cheng/Lan XiChen
• Jiāng Yànlí/Jīn Zǐxuān
• Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian
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• Wei Wuxian/SurpriseWork/Series Summary:
Cloud Recesses was well-known for their strict wall of rules. Less known for their insufficient sex education. Jiang Cheng happens to miss the class back home due to Wei Wuxian. 'UH OH.'
(Approximate) Last Read: 2024/01/26
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What do you mean babies aren't grown from flowers?! by Maycrusade, Wafsi (WorkID: 33808816)
Summary: Cloud Recesses was well-known for their strict wall of rules. Less known for their insufficient sex education. Jiang Cheng happens to miss the class back home due to Wei Wuxian. 'UH OH.'
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Vinegar Stained Lips by zinniapetals
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
22 Jul 2023
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Jiang Cheng wondered how quickly would it take for his body to give up at the thought of never touching Wei Wuxian again?
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26 Jan 2024
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Vinegar Stained Lips by zinniapetals
Updated: 2023-07-23
Work/Series ID: 30094950Relationship Tags:
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Jiang Cheng wondered how quickly would it take for his body to give up at the thought of never touching Wei Wuxian again?
(Approximate) Last Read: 2024/01/26
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Vinegar Stained Lips by zinniapetals (WorkID: 30094950)
Summary: Jiang Cheng wondered how quickly would it take for his body to give up at the thought of never touching Wei Wuxian again?
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break my soul in two by shoelaces for sarka_stically, coldfrost
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
08 Apr 2021
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Recovering from a serious accident, Jiang Cheng is left with a sixteen year gap in his memory and a decimated relationship with his brother. As he struggles to reconnect with a family different to the one he left behind and salvage old friendships, he wonders if there are things he's better off not remembering and if it's possible to reconstruct a life from scratch.
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break my soul in two by shoelaces
Completed: 2021-04-08
Work/Series ID: 28760052Relationship Tags:
• Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín/Niè Huáisāng
• Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín & Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn
• Jiāng Chéng | Jiāng Wǎnyín & Jiāng Yànlí
• Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Wèi Yīng | Wèi WúxiànWork/Series Summary:
Recovering from a serious accident, Jiang Cheng is left with a sixteen year gap in his memory and a decimated relationship with his brother. As he struggles to reconnect with a family different to the one he left behind and salvage old friendships, he wonders if there are things he's better off not remembering and if it's possible to reconstruct a life from scratch.
Updates Thursday evenings UK time
(Approximate) Last Read: 2024/01/26
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break my soul in two by shoelaces (WorkID: 28760052)
Summary: Recovering from a serious accident, Jiang Cheng is left with a sixteen year gap in his memory and a decimated relationship with his brother. As he struggles to reconnect with a family different to the one he left behind and salvage old friendships, he wonders if there are things he's better off not remembering and if it's possible to reconstruct a life from scratch.
Updates Thursday evenings UK time