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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    After the Empty took Castiel, Dean pushed everything he felt inside a Very Secret, Very Closed Box in his head and swallowed the key. The Box had been intact and hermetic for two years in its corner of Dean’s mind, and because of that, Dean had been able to stay sane and focused. More or less.
    But now, with Cas back, with every day they didn’t talk about what's between them, the Box is starting to leak.

    Castiel isn't complaining, far from it: He has a roof over his head, good shower pressure and food. He’s so grateful he’s afraid. Because he believed to have all those things once before, human and lost and confused, only to have the rug pulled under his feet.
    And there’s the fact that, the last time he died, he carved his heart out for Dean to take, and the hunter hasn’t said anything about it.
    Maybe that’s as good an answer as he’s going to get.

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    24 Dec 2024

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    Before Jack fades into a glowing light in the middle of the crowded street, Dean has one last demand. The kid owes them, dammit.

    “You’re bringing him back, right? Cas?”

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    08 Dec 2024

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    tears in my destiel eyes

  3. Public Bookmark 75

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    There’s so much Dean wants to say that Cas deserves to hear. Dean wants to tell him everything, to tell him I wanted this. Nothing but a stupid friggin beach vacation. It was the biggest dream I could think of for us, and I wanted you here, almost more than anyone.

     

    Dean gets his toes-in-the-sand ending, but there are still some things he needs to work out.

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    07 Dec 2024

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    “Are you serious, Dean? Your djinn-dream started with you dying?” Sam asks incredulously from the passenger seat on the way back to the bunker.

    “Well, technically it started with us going on a hunt,” Dean points out. He licks his lips, jaw clenching. “I mean, there was Heaven, too, and that was pretty cool.”

    Sam stares at him. “Unbelievable,” he breathes, scrunching his face up in distaste. When Dean glares at him, he holds his hands up defensively and chuckles weakly. “Sorry, man, but that just sounds pretty lame.” He leans back and folds his arms. “It just…I dunno. Kinda sounds like something Chuck would cook up. Just you and me. No one else. I mean, really?” He scoffs, slumping.

    *~*~*

    In which some people come back, Cas learns to be human (the right way, this time), Dean Winchester finally realizes that good things do happen, and they all get their version of the post-credits, apple-pie life they deserved.

    AKA: Screw Chuck's narrative.

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    06 Feb 2023

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    ok

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    How can he say more than the words that don’t even capture a fraction of the pain. You were dead. Three words that are too weak to hold up the agony. Cas, you were dead, and you weren’t coming back. I know because I burned the body.

    “Okay, alright. You don’t need to speak. It’s alright- I’ll- I’ll just-” and then Cas is holding up a glowing hand that he moves over the vague shape of Dean’s body under the tangle of his bedsheets. “I can’t sense anything wrong. Nothing malignant, or even duress of natural causes. I don't- I don’t know what’s happening.”

    Cas, man, it’s actually not as bad as it seems. I think I’m having a panic attack.

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    07 Dec 2024

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