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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    There was nothing in particular wrong that day. That was half the problem. It was completely normal, from the second Andrew had been unwilling dragged into consciousness by the sound of Neil and Kevin’s dueling alarm clocks at their usual agonizing hour of the morning. But something in the pit of Andrew’s chest felt wrong. 

     

    OR Andrew relapses. Aaron finds him. A moment in time. (or something)

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    13 Nov 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    When Ronan glanced up at the mirror, it wasn’t sweat he saw on his face, but nightwash. A myriad of thoughts surged to the front of his mind. He was falling asleep; he was dying; he couldn’t remember the last time he’d slept for longer than two hours; he was going to be single by the end of the day; he was going to miss his flight; he wanted to cry; he wanted to drink; he wanted to reach out and hold Adam’s hand.

    or: ronan's always the car crash.

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    26 Oct 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    there's no guidebook on what to do to stay on the path of 'getting better.' because there is no getting better; only hanging on.

    andrew forgot that, somewhere between a lease signed to two names and a bedroom door he no longer locks.

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    30 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Say it,” Adam demands. “Say I can kill you.”

    “You can kill me,” Ronan says.

    Adam eases up with his knife. A drop of blood beads at the swell of Ronan’s throat, just above the jut of cartilage which shares Adam’s name. Adam kisses away the blood, and then he kisses his way up to Ronan’s lips.

    He whispers there, “Good.”

    or a hunger games au

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    09 Sep 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    Andrew takes Bee's advice and finds more than he thought he would

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    His phone chirruped with the notification coming through, blue light from the screen splitting the darkness of a room after midnight. For a slow moment, he watched it, breath suspended in the air like delicate shards of glass frozen at the moment they’d been shattered. A breath in might kill him, reaching forward might bleed him dry. He wanted to dive through the space and see what parts of him came out unscathed.

    The phone screen went dark.

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    16 Aug 2024