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Crowley had a speech prepared, is the thing. A second speech, technically. But then, the wisps of demonic smoke around Dean clear for a brief, shining, moment, and he sees the breadth and depth of the hunger that’s been hiding inside of Dean all along, and—well. “Come run away with me,” he says instead.
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- Part 8 of Verses
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Dean’s stomach growls, empty. He stares at his boots, panting, hacking up a gob of spit. And Dean―he read this book about the Donner party, once. How they got so desperate they ate their boots before eating each other. And, well. He wonders how much milage he can get outta all that leather.
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- Part 5 of Verses
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Crowley laughs, and buries his face in Castiel’s hip. “Oh, you want it all, don’t you?” He mouths at Castiel’s belly, and laughs, again, when Castiel desperately bucks his hips. “You’d better be careful, Castiel. Don’t bite off more than you can chew.”
Castiel pants, and strains against Crowley’s magic. He could break free in an instant—the both of them know it—but for now, he pretends that he can’t. “I don’t care. I want it anyway.”
“Of course you do,” Crowley says, soft. “You can’t help it, can you.”
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- Part 4 of Verses
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It wasn’t always like this, is the thing. There used to be a time when caring about Dean was more than just a habit. There was a time, once, when seeing Dean with demon-black eyes would’ve been the worst thing in the world.
But that was a long time ago. Now, he looks at this black-eyed version of Dean—wrapped in layers of chains, in pain, sobbing quietly—and he feels nothing. Nothing at all.
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- Part 9 of Verses
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Fill Thyself with the Word of God by lowkey_existential_despair
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Dec 2022
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Castiel knows many things about Biggerson’s. He knows the original restaurant was a roadside diner opened in 1964. He knows that Biggerson’s is one of a handful of national restaurant chains with a location in all forty-eight continental states. He knows that the fry cook in this particular Biggerson’s is named Rob, and has a nicotine addiction. He knows that his waitress goes by Gerry, even though her full name is Geraldine, and she is angry because his coffee refills and late afternoon pancakes won’t make her as much money as the family of four seated at the next table. He knows Dean’s usual order by heart—the heart attack burger with a coke and a side of fries.
And, most importantly, Castiel knows that all of these things make a Biggerson’s restaurant an excellent place to hide.
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- Part 6 of Verses
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A teenage boy is left to die in a shallow grave and something slithers into his bones. Devotees of an ancient god work to bring Her into the world, as with equivalent fanaticism, a man on a mission picks them off one by one. A lonesome drifter crosses paths with a mysterious stranger and finds himself inexorably drawn into the middle of it all.
Dean Winchester is adrift. All he has is his car, the next hunt, and a conversation he doesn’t want to have waiting for him in California. Then a case involving mangled bodies washing up on shore in an idyllic lakeside community puts him on the trail of a man calling himself Castiel, and the dangerous web he’s entangled in. Dean is used to living in a world of monsters, but the End of Days is a little out of his wheelhouse. Especially when his only ally is determined to keep his secrets behind his teeth, even as they draw closer together. Still, he intends to see things through, no matter how dark the path ahead gets.
It’s either that, or call his brother.
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18 Oct 2024
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The Exception by Threebea (Beewaggle)
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
30 Jun 2024
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Cody gets a new Jedi assigned to the 212th Attack Battalion after he is forced to execute his last one. He has enough experience to know how this new Jedi will behave.
But the Sith Slayer proves himself to be the exception to all of Cody's expectations.
Cody leads his unit, fights a multi-front war, and tries to figure out JM-031.
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02 Jul 2024
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Ashes To Ashes, Dust To Dust by Livsy
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
08 Mar 2023
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In which Old Ben has time travelled back to the clone wars era, but twenty years on Tatooine have left their mark. Anakin notices.
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- Part 1 of Ashes Verse
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eleutheromania by JewFlexive
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
01 Nov 2020
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There's a rumor going around the Quarters that there's a general in the Republic Army who was seen wearing the Amarattu, a general who calls himself Sky-Walker and Rain-Bringer, a warrior unfettered and fearless. They say that he’s a Jedi Knight, that he wields a blue lightsaber and calls the slave-clones by the names they chose for themselves. It’s probably bantha shit, but Nima has to admit that even if it is a lie, it's by far the prettiest one she’s heard in years.
With Anakin off-planet on a mission and her anti-slavery bill being blocked at every turn, Padmé is feeling useless, exhausted, and very, very alone. Enter Nima, a twelve-year-old Amivakka slave of one of Orn Free Taa's aides. After being freed, Nima forces Anakin to remember that which he'd rather forget-- and in doing so, saves Padmé, Anakin, and the galaxy.
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- Part 1 of desert children
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patron saint by spqr
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
03 Mar 2021
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Funerary practices? Master Ti writes back. I’m not sure what you mean, Master Kenobi. Used biomass is the property of Kamino and thus is recycled into the cloning process.
So that’s how the revolution begins—with dead brothers, but not the way you might expect.
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- Part 7 of ladies!!
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