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my tongue's forgotten how to shape your name, the way it sounds (we're nothing but myths now) by RENAscences for loser_lover89
Fandoms: The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
01 Mar 2024
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It takes Ray three years to stop walking.
Not never-endingly, obviously. He would have died by some sweet, sweet miracle, or perhaps forced Fate’s hand, shooting a damned bullet into his own skull. Maybe he would use a wish for one of the Major’s men’s guns, so he could do the deed as it was meant to be done. Maybe he still would, regardless.
But no, Ray didn’t walk endlessly. It only took a too-loud noise, a moment of sleep, a lapse in focus to force what was left of his legs down. Any slip-up, any pause in the effort, anything that was just a little too close to that moment in the dirt, his feet aching, aching, far too tensed up; his eyes pointed at the sky, gazing at that magnificent blue; his thoughts, a never-ending loop of I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die; any of it left him struggling up onto unhealed stumps and walking, walking until he was inevitably held down by someone again.
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or; i read the long walk and had too many emotions to not write about it- Language:
- English
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Hold me, love me (touch me, honey) by RENAscences for loser_lover89
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
22 Sep 2023
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“You know what? I’m coming to London tonight. Just… Hold on until I get there?” Alex’s voice was desperate, raw in a way Henry wasn’t used to. It was a plea he couldn’t bear to refuse. “We’ll figure this out.”
And Henry wanted to believe him, he really did, but his entire life had gotten upended and he felt like someone had carved a gaping hole in his heart and filled it with inky darkness and every breath got stuck to the bottom of his lungs, and he barely managed to choke out a response, and even then it was a shattered, “Hurry… please,” and Henry had never felt more pathetic in his entire life.
“I’ll break the sound barrier for you,”
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A rewrite of the scene on the stairs with a lot more angst
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Alternatively; And I'd burn so bright you'd look away (but I'd burn down for you every day) -
And maybe one day I can forget the past (And be one of those girls of honey and glass) by RENAscences for loser_lover89
Fandoms: The Owl House (Cartoon)
06 Dec 2022
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{TW swearing in the song lyrics}
"Cause life is easy when you know that you're the main character and
I'm sitting here thinking this is not fair but
Her smile makes it hard to be mad
It's not her fault that I'm so fucking sad"
-Peyton CardozaVee thought they would talk about the fact that she stole Luz's face.
Apperently, Luz did not.Or
Luz and Vee talk about camp. And Masha. And ✨️F E E L I N G S✨️.