lookingforatardis
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- Call Me By Your Name (2017) (13)
- Teen Wolf (TV) (13)
- Call Me by Your Name - André Aciman (13)
- Actor RPF (4)
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I need you so much closer by lookingforatardis
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
25 Aug 2024
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Henry carefully lines a shot up and shakes his head, hating that he’s come to this. He takes the picture of the gardens and sends it to Alex with a clenched jaw. I’ve been freed for the afternoon, he types. It makes it seem as though he’s having a much better time than he is, but well — Alex doesn’t need to know his entire day hinges on whether Alex is awake right now or not.
The reply comes instantly.ACD: you forgot to turn the camera around sweetheart
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Henry escapes to the gardens while missing his dad, but quickly realizes he's not the only person he misses, and reaches out for comfort he's not sure how to ask for. On the other side of the world, Alex is realizing with a quiet desperation that maybe Henry means more to him than he knows how to express. Set a bit before they go to Austin, somewhat canon compliant in book verse
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drabble based on this post I saw on tumblr - I need Buddie's first kiss to have Eddie put his hand on Buck's shoulder and slowly slide it to his neck and bring him closer until they kiss. And then afterward when they touch foreheads after the kiss he puts the hand back to Buck's shoulder as he gets his breathing back in order, and is able to feel Buck's fast pulse after/because of the kiss.
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Some nights, Buck isn’t sure he ever resurfaces from his thoughts of Eddie. The feelings run so deep that climbing out of them is too much most days. After he and Tommy part ways, after Marisol’s nothing but a memory, after one close call too many at work, Buck thinks he’ll never swim in the shallows of his mind again.
All there is to see is Eddie. All there is to want is Eddie.
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“Um,” Buck laughs, and Eddie’s slip closed. “I mean… I’m not saying I’ve checked guys out before, but I’ve definitely checked guys out before. I thought it was normal.”
Eddie wants to ask. He knows he shouldn’t, but god it’s right there. He needs to know if he’s one of the men with a sudden desperation that almost leaves him breathless with longing. His knees bend, tucking closer to his chest as the sudden quiet brings on the sound of Buck breathing in his ear over the phone. God — how has Eddie been so stupid?Or, Tommy has dinner at Eddie's and their conversation makes Eddie reconsider everything about himself and his relationship with Buck
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Inside the Fairytale of Prince Henry and Alex Claremont-Diaz by lookingforatardis
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
20 Feb 2024
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IN: So, we should move on then?
ACD: We were drunk and it was our first Pride together, alright? And not that it’s an excuse but have you seen my boyfriend? Like, actually — are you looking at him?
HRH: Alex, please.
ACD: He had on that slutty little mesh shirt, do you remember?
HRH: I will kill you.
ACD: I mean, I think anyone would have done what I was doing in that scenario. Not that anything happened that would be cause for a public indecency charge. Clothes stayed on.
HRH: Oh my god, Alex: kindly shut the fuck up.OR, the One Year Later cover story written about Alex and Henry that no one asked for but I desperately wanted to write anyway
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find your way back by lookingforatardis
Fandom: Call Me By Your Name (2017), Call Me by Your Name - André Aciman
17 Feb 2022
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"This ruined puzzle is beige / With the pieces all face down /So the placing goes slowly / The picture's of anything other than it's meant to be
But the hours, they creep / Patterns repeat / Don't be concerned / You know I'll be fine on my own / I never said, "Don't go."
I've written a note / It's pressed between pages / That you've marked to find your way back / It says, "Does he ever get the girl?"
But what if the pages stay pressed / The chapters unfinished / The story too dull to unfold? / Does he ever get the girl?
This basement's a coffin / I'm buried alive / I'll die in here just to be safe / I'll die in here just to be safe
'Cause you're gone / I get nothing / And you're off with / Barely a sigh / I never said, "Goodbye."
So I've written a note / It's pressed between pages / That you've marked to find your way back / It says, "Does he ever get the girl?"
But the hours, they creep / Patterns repeat / Don't be concerned / You know I'll be fine on my own / I never said, "Don't go."
Don't go"
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The Blank Years by lookingforatardis
Fandom: Call Me By Your Name (2017), Call Me by Your Name - André Aciman
25 Apr 2018
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"Then came the blank years." One paragraph, we get one single paragraph in the book about the nine years Oliver and Elio didn't speak. Two years of scattered letters/calls and then nine years until Oliver visits B. and Elio's parents call him in America to tell him. I'm filling those nine years with ficlets to get over the fact that so much time passes, that so many things must happen that we just don't know.
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Newton's Fourth Law by dilfpickles
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
15 Jan 2024
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“Alex?”
Oh. Okay. Henry is a lot hotter in person. Like, way hotter. That should be illegal. He’s probably breaking the laws of physics or something. Alex is pretty sure one of Newton’s laws is along the lines of “an object cannot appear more attractive in person than in a photograph.” Yet, here Henry is, looking like a Greek god so, what does Newton know? He died a virgin, anyway.
“Hi,” he says because apparently, Henry’s attractiveness melted his brain, and he no longer has a functioning vocabulary. How the fuck is he supposed to live with this guy? He’s going to flunk out at the end of the first semester because seeing Henry every morning will make him forget everything he has ever learned about Constitutional law. This is ridiculous. Alex isn’t even gay.
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very attractiveroommate through Reddit, downloads Grindr, and discovers some things about himself and his roommate in the process.- Language:
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Bookmarked by lookingforatardis
24 Dec 2024
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find me here and speak to me by PorcelainMortal
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
21 Jun 2024
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The thing is, soulmates are incredibly rare. As in, only around five percent of the population have one. So, most people get married and settle down and build lives based on regular love, shared goals and desires, and all that good stuff. Soulmates share a soulmark that burns into their skin the moment they meet. It alerts them of who the other person is and lets them know that they have found their other half. That they are one of the five percent.
The problem with this rarity is that most people get married and start lives with people they are not destined for. This creates problems for those who meet their soulmate later in life. Which is how Alex has found himself happily married to a wonderful woman named Hannah and meeting his soulmate the moment his palm touches that of the new writer her publishing firm has just signed.
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Alex is happily married when he meets his soulmate, Henry Fox.
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Eddie can’t move. Like this, Buck is illuminated by the sunlight streaming through the window; dust motes shimmering around his head, his hair haloed in gold. Beautiful, Eddie thinks. And to his surprise, he doesn’t feel any sort of guilt about doing so.
Except — he should. Because Buck is dating Tommy, and he’s happy, and Eddie would rather go to his grave repressed and miserable than ever take away from Buck’s happiness.
Or: Eddie starts to untangle his complicated feelings about himself, and Buck. Mainly Buck.
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Bookmarked by lookingforatardis
10 Dec 2024
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“Eddie is very good at not getting what he wants. Eddies been compromising his whole life.”
Fuck man
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Really, it was Lena’s fault. She’d been the one to demand a video when Eddie had finally caved and sent an SOS to the group chat asking if anyone was willing to trade.
“Is anyone interested in trading jerseys with me? Preferably for a smaller size,” Eddie had said because knowing his coworkers, one of them would’ve been a smart ass and gave him an even bigger size. “I ordered an XL because I’m usually a XL but… the way it fits makes me look like I’m fucking one of the players.”
Eddie wasn't trying to go viral. He just wanted to trade his jersey. But then something called Booktok got involved.
Bartender!Eddie Diaz x Hockey Player!Evan Buckley
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Bookmarked by lookingforatardis
06 Dec 2024
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Buck is a lil oc but I love him. V cute read
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He needed to breathe.
He’d been in enough pain in his life to know that.
So, Buck, taking all the experience of growing up alone and seeking the attention even if came at the price of a broken arm or a skinned knee did what he knew would help.
He exhaled slowly and melted into the table.
“Good boy,” Eddie said and all of Buck’s thoughts went silent as the buzzing that had been under his skin stopped.
Everything stopped.
Everything went still.
And Buck felt real for the first time in such a long time.
Tattoo Artist!Eddie Diaz AU inspired by the tumblr thread about praise kink discovery when getting a tattoo.