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stay with me (no, you don't need to run) by lonelycleanlygodly
Fandoms: Clancy - Twenty One Pilots (Album), Dema - Fandom
10 Sep 2024
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The Torchbearer finds him, always.
He’s not sure about this time.
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- English
- Words:
- 306
- Chapters:
- 1/?
- Kudos:
- 7
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His phone is ringing.
Fuck, it's like 2 am and his phone's ringing. Who the fuck is calling him at 2 in the fucking—
Incoming Call: Cas...
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15x20 fix it that I wrote for my own mental stability. Enjoy.
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The boat contains all life's memories, but when Marc and Steven stumble upon one neither of them recognize, they'll quickly learn that they're not the only life inside this body.
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A rewrite of episode 5 where they find Jake at the very beginning. -
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When their tomb raid with Bushman takes a turn, Jake fronts to find the body riddled with bullets. In an attempt to save their lives, Jake tends to their wounds, only to realize they’re not going to make it. But a certain God has different plans.
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A 3 part fic of how Khonshu became aware of Jake, their first ever meeting, and their eventual deal.Bookmarked by lonelycleanlygodly
13 Oct 2024
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One week after defeating Harrow, Jake and Khonshu arrive to finish the job. He may gotten away once, but today would be different. It was his time to lose.
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The end credit scene but through Jake's POV as well as some additional scenes.Bookmarked by lonelycleanlygodly
12 Oct 2024
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glowing (embers barely showing) by paladinavery
Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots, Trench - Twenty One Pilots (Album), Scaled And Icy - Twenty One Pilots (Album), Clancy - Twenty One Pilots (Album), BLURRYFACE - Twenty One Pilots (Album)
30 Jun 2024
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A bleak city, a home or a prison, depending on how you look at it. Surrounded by a barren wasteland, or at least that’s what they say. One body and too many forces wanting control of it. Tyler, stubborn and insistent on leaving the lies of Dema and Nico far behind him. Clancy, devoted and afraid of what lays beyond the walls. Switching, seizing, losing and regaining control. Two men living the same life, unaware of it. Tyler resents Nico. Clancy finds safety in Keons. Tyler wants to join the man with the yellow tape across his chest and Clancy doesn’t even know he exists.
And maybe, they’re equally blind to something or someone else, lurking beneath the surface.
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To put it simply this fic started from the idea that Clancy is a system with Tyler (and maybe someone else) as an alter to make sense of Clancy’s letters and Tyler’s admission of being Clancy. Tyler is our escapee and Clancy is not quite there yet. This fic explores the differences between alters, their wants and needs, dissociative barriers and your illness being used against you, both externally and internally, while detailing all of Tyler’s escape attempts and Clancy’s struggles with understanding them and finding his place in the world.
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Ten months sober i must admit
just because I'm clean don't mean
I don't miss it
Ten months older I won't give in
Now that I'm clean I'm never
gonna risk it-
January, 2000
Vienna, AustriaIn a small, dingy, under-decorated apartment a writer and a vampire sit down to have a very long talk.
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It's basically Interview With The Vampire but with John Mitchell (and an interviewer who's not an Idiot). It's based literally less than two weeks after he got clean in Vienna with Carl, so y'know, [insert implications here]. Warning, there is some heavy talk about addiction and murder and some other hard topics. That being said, enjoy!
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30 Sep 2024