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Years ago, almost a full decade, Shannon had asked him to move and Eddie refused because he was trying to build a life for himself again. Eddie knows if he asks Buck, he’ll get that same refusal. Worse, Buck could say yes and Eddie would be uprooting Buck from the very life he built for himself.
He doesn’t ask, and Buck doesn’t offer, and they pack up Eddie Diaz’s life in Los Angeles into cardboard boxes.
Eddie moves to Texas. Buck buys his house. There’s a love story somewhere in here.
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It’s not like Buck needs anyone to tell him what his issues are. They might as well be written on his forehead in bright red marker. He’s not ignoring it or anything; Buck just doesn’t see the point in re-litigating them every time he feels like this, every time he feels like a dog that got sent back to the pound. It’s not like he doesn’t have his friends and family, and Tommy is sleeping right next to him, but there’s a hole in Buck’s chest he’s had since he was born and he still doesn’t know how to fill it.
When the 118 is closed for reconstruction after an earthquake, Buck is a floater for different stations around the city. He tries not to let it get to him. Much.
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we won't have a hard time (you can get what you want) by littleghost
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Nov 2024
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Eddie rolls his eyes, knocks their shoulders together. “What I’m saying is that you deserve someone who wants the same future you do. You want kids, Buck. You want a family. You deserve someone who would be more than happy to let you break their heart, just to get the chance to be with you.”
or: another confession on the couch
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Some of his hook-ups liked that Buck was so much bigger than them, even though he wasn’t nearly as bulked up as he is now back when he was having casual sex. They liked when Buck held them down, when Buck reused some phrases he remembers from porn. It was all for fun. Buck never had one of them staring up at him like Eddie is now, like he’s out of his mind. It’s uncharted territory. Buck doesn’t know where to go from here.
or: Buck tries to dom Eddie.
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In the comedown, Eddie lets himself drift. He waits for it—the shame, the guilt, the panic over thinking about his best friend while he got himself off.
It comes, but not for the reasons he expects. Eddie melts into his mattress in the aftermath of his orgasm, and doesn’t stop thinking about it. He’s gay. He finds Buck hot. Buck is his best friend, his co-parent, his partner in just about everything. Buck likes men too. It’s a possibility, a real one. Eddie can see a future with Buck, and that’s when the panic hits him.
Eddie wasn’t a good husband. What he has with Buck right now isn’t worth losing. Eddie is in love with his best friend, but he thought that about Shannon too—and look where that ended up.
or: Eddie fucks an ex-priest, has a crisis of faith, and figures it out.
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au in which zoro joined the revolutionary army when he was 10
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modern au about being in your 20’s and everything being terrible and wonderful at the same time. in vaguely chronological order. continuity is mostly adhered to. title from joyce manor’s “constant headache.”
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don't deny what your poor heart needs by littleghost
Fandom: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
26 May 2023
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connected by a pure coincidence by littleghost
Fandom: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008), Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023)
09 Jun 2023
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in which the lightwoods learn how to read their own cards
in chronological order, although we are too busy dancing was the first written, and everything adds to it.
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“There’s an old saying in baseball that everybody wins 54 games and loses 54 games. It’s what you do with the other 54 games that counts.”
(or how Buck falls in love, twice, over the course of his rookie season)
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ramon's heart is giving out. eddie grapples with the loss of their relationship.
or: an exploration of eddie’s relationship with ramon and, as a corollary, helena.
tw: parent death.
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14 Dec 2024
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Carla turned off the car and turned to him. “It’s just you and me,” she said. “What happened, baby?”
Everyone said he’d been such a sweet kid. Every time he opened his mouth, he could hear himself pushing that kid farther away.
“Nothing,” said Chris.
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08 Dec 2024
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absolutely incredible character study. being a teenager is the worst experience in the world.
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All Eddie could smell was Buck. He knew Buck had just come back for a run, and the smell of his sweat hit Eddie almost like a storm front blowing over the desert. He could smell his own laundry detergent, Buck had obviously been washing his clothes here with the Tide Free and Clear that Eddie used, and even though it was fragrance free there was always a hint of clean soap about it. But over that was Buck’s own scent. Thick and masculine, salty with sweat and the citrus of the deodorant Eddie knew crusted in his pit hair. It was so shockingly different from the perfume Marisol had worn, lilac and white pine needles.
Eddie swallowed and the smell only got stronger, filling up his entire existence with just Buck for a moment and Eddie had the overwhelming urge to turn his head and press his nose to Buck’s sweaty skin.
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Eddie is injured on a call and left blinded. Buck immediately volunteers to move into the Diaz house and help Eddie out. Surely this will be a normal few weeks and Eddie's heightened senses will reveal nothing about how intertwined he and Buck are, right?(written for the 911 Gotcha for Gaza)
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04 Dec 2024
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Buck doesn’t know what he’s going to say next. All he hears is the awful sound of splintering wood, a beam emancipating itself from above them. Without another thought, Buck lunges forward and pushes Eddie out of its path.
When Buck falls through the unstable give of the floor, he feels a bone chilling terror. But it’s okay, because Eddie was knocked away. The beam missed him.
Then, a terrible noise like thunder, a mammoth of sound, and Eddie is falling too. Why is Eddie falling too?
Buck takes a great big tumble. Like always, Eddie is right behind him.
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14 Nov 2024