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This isn't being taken apart, it is being unfolded, unwrapped, unraveled, and Andrew signed up for this but he didn't sign up for this and it's going to take a lot of cigarettes and drinks and time alone to figure things out.
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Andrew wants to bottom on his own terms.
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12 Dec 2024
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one last time, i need to be the one to take you home
one more time, i promise after that i’ll let you goAndrew and Neil break up. About two years later, they're both heading to the Olympic Games.
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- Part 1 of One Last Time Universe
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14 Nov 2024
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“Take your shirt off.”
Andrew had walked into the dorm, just home from a stupid class, glanced around the room until his eyes caught in Neil sitting cross legged on the floor with Kevin’s laptop open in front of him, Kevin beside him. Andrew had ignored the fact that Kevin (and also Nicky) were also in the room, issued this request disguised as a demand without taking his eyes off Neil’s.
Neil had looked up when Andrew had walked in, his eyes finding Andrew’s eyes just as unerringly. His only sign that this was perhaps anything out of the normal was his left eyebrow quirking up.
Neil kept their gaze locked as he sat up straighter, and then grasping his loose t-shirt by the back of the neck, tugged it off in one movement.
Andrew struggling with wanting vs having. Sex is danced around, talked over in therapy, and also had.
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13 Nov 2024
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“I was just gonna say I’m about to take a shower.”
“Okay?”
Jeremy looks sheepish when he says, “I just thought you should know.”
There’s a tension thick enough to slice in the gaze they lock each other in.
Was that an invitation?
Jeremy helps Jean process his fear of water and they both fall into a messy habit.
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08 Nov 2024
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“You’re fucked up here,” Andrew says, prodding at the base of Neil’s skull with his pointer finger.
“Business as usual, right?”
Andrew rolls his eyes. “I hate you.”
Neil had heard somewhere of a sensation felt by amputee patients. Phantom limb. Is that what they called it? Is that what it would feel like for Neil? Would he still feel the cold ghost of Andrew at his side only to reach out and wrap his arms around nothing?
It's Andrew and Neil's last summer together before Andrew goes pro. Neil desperately searches for something to fill him in Andrew's absence.
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07 Nov 2024