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Cocaine, Chuuya remembers, was something Albatross had indulged in relatively often, even offering for the younger to try some a couple times. Each time Chuuya had turned him down with the same response of ‘I don’t need that shit,’ and that had been the end of that conversation.
“Suit yourself,” Albatross had said, shrugging. “But if you’re ever interested, come find me. It’s hella fun. Helpful too for those long nights, y’know?”
And now, Chuuya found himself staring at that small plastic baggie, unable to look away while curiosity and grief threatened to suffocate all the air from his lungs from the rush of memories.
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Part of Nikolai screams to push him away, delete his number, cut Fyodor out of his life so he can free himself from this disordered fixation. The other, louder part of him screams to never let Fyodor go, no matter what, because who would he be without him?
—Or, four aspects of freedom, and freedom itself through Nikolai’s eyes.
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but i need to understand when i can power through, and when i need some help from you by soukokutruther
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
16 Nov 2024
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“You’re all comfy?” Kunikida asked softly as he turned around, smiling a bit as he noticed Dazai’s hands and small smile.
Dazai remembered he had to keep himself in check as he stiffened. Not a baby.
“Kunikida picks out very soft pajamas.” Dazai hummed, hiding his hands in the pockets of the cat hoodie, unconsciously petting the soft material.
“Better than itchy clothes, I’m sure.”
How had Kunikida known Dazai was feeling all itchy? Weird. He hadn’t said anything.
“I suppose.” Dazai confirmed, letting it go. Whatever. He was tired. Kunikida wanted nap time, fine, he could get nap time.
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the baby is feeling extra tired and fussy, and needs a bottle and nap. the agency loves him regardless.
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- Part 2 of babyzai .･ﾟﾟ･(／ω＼)･ﾟﾟ･.
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08 Dec 2024
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"Oi, the fuck are you doing in there?"
The voice that interrupts his afternoon break comes from a boy standing outside the fountain. Dazai's only able to make out the obnoxiously bright ginger hair on the other side of the water that separates them, but it's annoying enough as it is. Turning his head, Dazai decides to ignore him until he leaves.
"You know I can see you, right? You were just looking at me!"
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Or: Dazai's bored and lives in a mansion, Chuuya's the mysterious garden boy working for his family, and fate brings them together over and over again only to rip them apart.A tragedy in three acts.
Now with stunning art by mafachee, lluvproof and circusfable <3
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special recognition for making me continue to cry AFTER i finished reading for over 10 minutes. not counting any crying while reading. if u need a good cry then go ahead and reread this. yay
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You Look So Sad, Boy, You Smell Like Gin and Failure by cortavenas, marsploop (cortavenas)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Sep 2024
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Well, he isn't dead. But this may be worse.
Dazai's forehead is covered in slick and sweat. His bangs are sticking to his forehead, getting wet in the process. There's a bright trail of fever-induced blush running along his cheeks and the tip of his nose. His nose is running with snot, eyes bloodshot red and sunken; ready to sleep for a millennia.
Maybe the grim reaper is at his front door.
"What the fuck, Dazai?" Chuuya says, already deciding that Dazai is coming home with him.
"Slug?" Dazai muttered, he genuinely sounds like he's in disbelief, if his eyes weren't fighting for their life right now, they would definitely be wide open.
"Yeah, it's me. What happened?" Chuuya asks, kneeling down on the floor. He doesn't care that his partner is infected with the plague itself, he needs to get a better grasp on the youngers condition.
"J'st hungover," Dazai lies, he isn't sure why, he knows it's not fucking believable, but something is telling him that he shouldn't tell the truth.
"That's bullshit and you know it," Chuuya calls him out, his hand brushes Dazai's bangs to the side, pressing his hand against his forehead.
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Day 1 Prompt: "I'm not sick, I'm just hungover!"
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04 Dec 2024
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I Don't Think That I Can Fake It Any Worse Than I'm Faking It Now by cortavenas, marsploop (cortavenas)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Sep 2024
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Chuuya really fucking hoped that this little snorkeling activity wasn't what warranted Dazai a trip to the hospital.
The redhead couldn't help but pause every couple of blocks to check on his suspiciously quiet partner, constantly keeping tabs on his fever, watching how his bandages were drenched in dirt and water. He'd have to take those off later.
There's something about Dazai being sick, though.
The idiot absolutely despises self-care, but when he's contaminated with the plague itself, he's much more docile, and easy to work with.
Chuuya can make him eat without having to choreograph a twenty page essay with citations. He can get him to sleep without much of a fight, only watching to make sure he wasn't having a nightmare. God, if he's really feeling like shit, he can even get him to take a fucking shower.
Maybe he'd try that when they got home.
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Day 3 Prompt: Campus/Con-Crud
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A little promise to keep by MiniMafioso (Ringletts)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Nov 2024
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“You back with us, Slug?”
“Yeah... ‘m fine...”
It was then that Chuuya realized something was off. As an adult Dazai had larger hands but they were now wrapped around the executive's clenched fist. Chuuya’s voice was pitched too high. It could have been due to the sudden onslaught of fatigue that was straining his voice, but he knew all too well his voice always carried a deep tone, gravelly and rough when exhaustion hit.
No. There was something very off.
“Good morning, Little Mafioso.”
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For someone who can remember nothing of their life before the age of seven, navigating through Yokohama as a young boy ends up being more of a challenge than the mafia executive expected. Unsure what is causing Chuuya to revert to a child while still having his adult mind is frustrating but when it's discovered that he could suffer permanent effects, the situation becomes a little less cute.
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02 Dec 2024