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    Alternatively titled: This is going to ruin the tour.

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    21 Jan 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    Eddie"s new apartment is small. The walls are too bright, the furniture too new. He misses his couch. He made up the one bedroom with Chris’s stuff, so Eddie’s own bed is the new couch he mechanically turns into his bed every night. He’s got a bedroom with no walls and in the middle of the night, as he stares up at the stark white ceiling, he considers painting it black so he doesn’t notice if his eyes are open. It feels oddly like staring up at the lid of his coffin.

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    Eddie moves to Texas and pretends he"s fine until he can"t anymore. Inevitably, Buck follows.

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    20 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    a stan twitter buddie smau

    where buck & eddie have a stan accounts for each other (and fall in love)

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    20 Jan 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 86

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    Buck wasn"t really thinking when he applied to be on the reality dating show Love Island, beyond the fact that he was tired of being alone.

    Now, he"s out of the villa, trying to find some stable ground beneath his feet, but things keep getting in the way. His relationship with Taylor falls apart, he doesn"t know what he wants to do with his newfound fame, and then, his tires are slashed by what looks like a stalker.

    The answer to the last problem, at least as far as Bobby is concerned, is Eddie Diaz — a bodyguard.

    Buck"s not convinced.

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    Chapters:
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    19 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    The 118 goes out for New Years Eve and Buddie has their first kiss

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    19 Jan 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 64

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    “So what’s your real name, then?” Eddie asks, sipping on his own drink—a whiskey he’s swirling around in the glass constantly.
    “Evan,” Buck says coyly, quickly adding, “But nobody really calls me that.”
    Evan,” Eddie echoes, the sound dripping off his tongue like thick honey. “I like it.”
    It almost makes Buck regret to ever abandon it in the first place, driving a shiver down his spine. Almost.
    “And what’s Eddie short for? Eduardo?” he quickly shifts the conversation, stirring his drink and popping another peanut into his mouth. Eddie shakes his head and chuckles.
    “Edmundo,” he corrects him, then winks at Buck with a low, “But nobody really calls me that.”

    or the one where Buck and Eddie have a one-night-stand two days before Eddie starts at the 118.

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    19 Jan 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 7

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    “Eddie.” Buck’s voice softened and he reached out, placing a hand on Eddie’s arm.

    The warmth of Buck’s touch should have been comforting, but instead, it made the knot in Eddie’s chest tighten. He pulled away.

    “I’m fine,” Eddie said, too quickly. “It’s not a big deal.”

     

    (Or: Eddie struggles with his past and the pain of homophobia, but Buck helps him through it)

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    547

    19 Jan 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 68

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    Christopher is coming home from Texas and Eddie isn’t leaving. Things are looking up for Buck and Eddie.

    They’re happy, they’re in love.

    It would be a shame if one of them got hurt.

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    19 Jan 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Is that a bet,” Buck asked, ignoring the slight voice crack.

    Eddie raised an eyebrow, “You want to make a bet? Buck, you spotted me an hour ago-- you know how much I can lift.” Eddie had a point.

    Buck didn’t care.

    or; Eddie thinks they’re dating, Bucks hopelessly in love with his straight best friend

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    18 Jan 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 34

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    Bobby turns his attention back to Buck. "Hey, kid. We"ve all been there, okay? You"re still in the early stages of this relationship, and it"s natural to revert to old tendencies - including calling someone the wrong name. Hell, I"ve called Athena my first wife"s name before; there"s nothing to be ashamed of."

    Buck shakes his head and stares down at the table. "But it was... really bad this time."

    "This time?" Ravi asks in disbelief, only to be ignored as Buck continues.

    "He didn"t even look mad. He just looked... disappointed. And I thought it was something we could laugh off because really it was just a slip of the tongue! I mean, I didn"t mean to call him "Bobby!""

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    or, Buck calls Tommy the wrong name no one expects and the wrong name everyone expects.

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    18 Jan 2025

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    All Eddie wants to do is hold Buck and make him feel safe and cared for. But when he exhales softly against Buck’s neck, and feels Buck’s body shudder slightly with a tiny hitch in his breath, he can’t help it when he presses a soft kiss to Buck’s skin, just below his ear. His lips linger there, as if trying to hold onto something fragile.

    “It’s going to be okay,” Eddie whispers, the words barely audible as they’re mumbled against his skin. “I’m here. It’s going to be okay.”

    Buck doesn’t respond, but Eddie feels the slight tension in his body loosen, just a little. He kisses Buck’s neck again, this time more softly.

    Every time his lips touch Buck’s skin, he feels Buck shudder slightly, and each little tremor pulls at something in Eddie’s chest. He wants to give Buck everything—comfort, strength, whatever Buck needs to feel whole again. But Eddie knows this runs deeper than words or gestures. Buck is carrying so much, his pain tucked away in the silence, in the exhaustion that radiates from him, in the stillness of his body as though he’s afraid to break apart.

    OR

    Eddie takes care of Buck after a difficult shift.

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    15 Jan 2025

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    There are a few spam e-mails at the top, and he feels a familiar spike of annoyance at the sight - he never signed up to receive these stupid advertisement emails, why does he have to be the one to go through and unsubscribe to all of them? It’s stupid, that’s all he’s saying - as well as a few texts from the 118-group chat, somebody trying to get a day off, but at the bottom, there’s a text that came in 23 minutes ago that makes his stomach fall to his ass and static buzz in his ears.

    Christopher: Missed Call

    Christopher: Dad, I thjnk somethngs wrng

    Christopher: Dad pleas

    He knows his son is hardly one to take the time to spell everything out when he could use simple acronyms, but this isn’t that. These are misspellings, and the lack of emojis - from the kid who once spoke to him solely in the little suckers while he was on shift one day - has him immediately pulling up his son’s contact information and hitting dial, chewing on his inner cheek as he waits for the call to connect.

     

    Or: As Eddie is debating his move to Texas, a few texts from his son in the middle of the day set him on a course to getting everything he"s been wanting.

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    15 Jan 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 32

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    Some random guy has put himself in front of Eddie, and is chatting up Buck. Like obviously chatting him up. Full on "do you come here often?" hitting on Buck. And... well... Eddie is pissed. Like, he wants to grab this guy by the back of his shirt and drag him away telling him to get the fuck away from his Buck.
    Oh.
    Eddie actually forgets all about the guy for a second, because he’s realising he is in love with his best friend. Which is actually really fucking obvious now that he thinks about it.

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    Or Buck takes Eddie out to find a girl, but Eddie realises what he wants is write in front of him
    Inspired by season 6 episode 14

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    14 Jan 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 44

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    “Buck? Hey! I’m stuck in the craziest traffic, just trying to get Jee from daycare!”

    “Eddie’s moving,” Buck blurts out on the other end.

    Maddie inches the car forward as she recalibrates — looks like it’s going to be one of those conversations. She defaults to big-sister snark. “Hello, Maddie, how are you? I’m doing great, Buck! What about you?”

    He sighs gustily, making her car speakers crackle. “I just told you how I am, Maddie! Eddie’s —”

    “He’s moving. I got that. How is Buck doing?”

    Buck calls Maddie. Maddie calls Eddie. Eddie calls Buck. They get there.

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    2,172

    15 Jan 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 45

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     He waits a second but Eddie doesn’t stop typing so he answers. 

     ‘So, you’re not happy I’m single?’

    Buck nearly chokes on his laugh at Eddie’s next message: 

     ‘ God, smite me.’

    or: Jee calls Uncle Buck to pick her up from a club at two in the morning and Buck gets confused and picks up a boyfriend instead

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    14 Jan 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    It was Claire, a girl in his class, who had first broached the subject, who had planted the very idea, which obviously meant all the scheming Christopher had done over the last month was entirely down to her. Besides he didn’t understand what his father could possibly be so upset about? He certainly hadn’t been complaining during their dates. In fact, given he hadn’t once thought to question the situations they found themselves in- even during the candle lit dinner, kind of said it all.

    His dad wanted Buck.

    or

    Chris gets involved in Eddie"s dating life.

    What follows is a story of them falling deeper in love, and maybe finally realising it

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    655
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    14 Jan 2025

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    “Family doesn’t have to be you, and Christopher, and a woman that could maybe be his mother. It can just be you and Christopher. It can be you, and Christopher, and the people around you that love you enough to never stop trying.”

    “Like Buck.” Eddie doesn’t mean to voice it, but it feels nice to do it anyway.

    “Sure,” Frank nods. There is a smile on his face, one that Eddie doesn’t think he’s seen before. “Like Buck.”

    ***

    Eddie Diaz’s life is going great. He’s in therapy, he’s got a great girlfriend, a great kid, his friend is getting married to the woman of his dreams, and his best friend just came out to him.

    Now his best friend is dating their new friend.

    Things are going great. He promises.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    69,686

    11 Jan 2025

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    “I get used to it, I guess. Kind of. After a while,” Eddie says. Then, very quietly, “I’m just, uh, sensitive.”

    “Oh,” Buck says. Eddie"s just sensitive. Eddie, his best friend, who he has now seen when he comes. Who comes in under a minute if he isn’t getting some on the regs. This is – this is – interesting.

    Love and premature ejaculation.

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    Comments:
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    11 Jan 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    "Don"t toy with me!"

    He laughed, rubbing his bicep. "I"m not. You really won"t say anything?"

    "I promise."

    Fuck it. "It"s Eddie, Hen." He looked at her meaningfully. "It"s Eddie."

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    3,578
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    227
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    54,991

    09 Jan 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    "I just want to be the man you think I am."

    "You are that man. I see you." Buck"s eyes were bright. "I"ve always seen you when nobody else did."

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    120
    Kudos:
    2,774
    Bookmarks:
    139
    Hits:
    42,582

    09 Jan 2025

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