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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    Seven days before Christmas, six before Eddie’s supposed to move back to El Paso, Buck calls to tell him his father died.

    When Buck is forced to return to Hershey for his father’s funeral, Eddie and Christopher go with him.

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    24 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    “Buck. You were not the one I was jealous of,” Eddie admits.

    Buck stops, he’s stunned. “What?”

    “I was jealous of Taylor, okay?” Eddie clarifies for him. Buck doesn’t speak, his eyes don’t meet Eddie’s either. It’s time for Eddie to be truthful. “I mean, how could I not be jealous of her? Like I said, she had you. That’s all I wanted, it’s all I still want.”

    “Eddie, you have me! If anything, Taylor always complained that we were too close.” Buck breaks his silence.

    “T–That’s not what I mean. She had you… differently.” Eddie lingers, trying to find the right word to describe how he feels. Truly, there are no words that can articulate everything Eddie feels about Buck.

    “Differently?” Buck whispers and drifts a little closer to Eddie. Eddie looks up into his eyes, his piercing stare.

    “Y–Yeah,” Eddie is at a loss for words, too distracted by Buck before him. How can he say what he means to Buck when there are no words in any language that could ever explain how he feels for Buck? “Just like Abby, Ali, Natalia, and Tommy.”

     

    OR: Eddie Diaz is depressed and alone on Christmas without Christopher while Buck spends his holidays with Tommy.

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    23 Dec 2024

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    “I can explain,” Buck starts, launching into his plea for forgiveness the second he’s alone with Eddie.

    “You told Chimney?” Eddie bursts into incredulous laughter, and Buck is—relieved, mostly, that Eddie isn’t genuinely upset at the idea of anyone else knowing, just—just the fact that it’s Chimney.

    “I promise I didn’t mean to.”

    Buck and Eddie attempt to keep their relationship a secret. The universe conspires against them.

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    20 Dec 2024

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    The one where Evan Buckley has gotten hurt (…again) and struggles to accept any kind of help, but Eddie just takes over, so there's really nothing he can do about it.

    Or the one where Buck can't shave his own beard, leading to Eddie Diaz's full-on proper gay crisis.

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    20 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    Buck’s been having a really weird year. Buck died, and he realised he was bisexual, and he got a boyfriend, and Christopher left and went to Texas after he walked in on Eddie kissing his dead mother’s doppelganger, Eddie had grown a depression mustache, and Gerrard was back at the helm of the 118 and Buck felt like he was starring in a Netflix Original about how a perfectly normal, functional, member of society was driven to commit murder.

    - or, Buck's got a boyfriend, Eddie comes out and starts dating men, and Buck loses his entire mind, actually.

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    20 Dec 2024