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    The Buck/Tommy break up/make up fic that literally no one was asking for but me. Things don’t always work out, the first time around.

    "We'll be friends?" Because this is the right move, the smart move.

    There's an expression he can't read that crosses Tommy's face, but then he nods, and sticks out his hand for Buck to shake. "Of course."

    Buck hates it. But he made the bed, it's his to lie in. They shake on it.

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    07 Jan 2025

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    By the end of his speech, tears are falling from Buck’s chin to where his hands are still stuck, half-reaching out for Tommy’s. “I’m so sorry,” Buck whispers, with his stupid big eyes and his stupid big heart and of course he looks absolutely gutted, because he’s never felt anything but the full weight of everyone else’s emotions, “I had no idea. You never told me.”

    “I didn’t tell you a lot of things,” Tommy says, “And I regret it. I’m sorry.”

    “It’s okay,” Buck assures him, a tinge of desperation on his tongue, “I—I—I forgive you. I wasn’t there for the first bit, but I’m here now, and—and whatever you need, whatever the—the baby needs, I’ll do it.”

    “You’re gonna be such a good dad,” Tommy smiles, and this is the part he knew was going to hurt. This is the part he almost couldn’t stomach. This is the part he knows he has to do more than anything else. “That’s why I’m relinquishing parental rights. The baby’s going to be yours—just yours.”

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    03 Jan 2025

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    Tommy's nails dug into Buck’s waist, the momentum of yanking Buck back driving his cock deeper up into him. A strangled sound burst out of Buck’s throat. He grabbed the side of the cabinet, mouth falling open.

    “Quiet,” Tommy gritted into his ear.

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    or, what if in an alternate universe babyslut Buck joined the 118 when Tommy was still in his closeted asshole era and they had a torrid affair??

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    10 Jun 2024

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    According to a Wikipedia rabbit hole he went down a few years ago, this is a textbook case of displacement: an object being immersed in something and taking its place by pushing it out.

    In this case, Tommy's dick is going to soon be completely immersed in his body and it's going to force everything else—the smell of cooked flesh, the memory of how a once-white sandal was so small that it fit perfectly into the palm of his hand, the feeling of a little body in his arms finally giving up the fight—out of his head like toothpaste squeezed from the tube.

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    27 May 2024

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    Tommy tells Buck that he isn’t ready and Buck takes it as a challenge.

     

    There is a gay club on the way from Maddie’s to Buck’s and Buck can’t stop his eyes from sticking to the turned-off neon sign as he drives past it - it’s not the first time, he realizes at the same time the car behind him honks. He speeds the rest of the way home but without conscious thought the club’s instagram page ends up on his screen by the end of the night.

     

    It takes a week until he ends up going there though, and his heart pounds with the beat of the music blasting from the speakers. He slides up to the bar with all the confidence he can muster and orders two tequila shots, and then a beer as if that will make it any less obvious that he feels like an imposter standing here.

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    20 May 2024