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    “What did you take?” Andrew demands.

    Neil wonders if Andrew will taste all that is wrong with Neil when he kisses him. He wonders if Andrew will recognize it. Andrew knows what it is to hurt himself, and this must be familiar. It’s deja vu, Neil thinks, if only a little bit worse, a little more terrible.

    Neil shakes his head, groaning into the toilet, “I don’t want to tell you.”

    Andrew pulls out his phone, and Neil can already hear it dialling when he says, “You can tell the paramedics.”

    Or; “Cigarettes,” Neil says. “I ate your cigarettes.”

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    06 Sep 2024

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    to be “doglike” does not usually connote this kind of malice or cruelty. instead, it suggests an insistent drive, to be fed or satisfied or noticed, which is impatient and oblivious to social cues and constraints.
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    It’s been over a year since he last did this, and he’s worked to find healthier ways to cope—

    And yet nothing, absolutely nothing, seems better than getting up and grabbing one of those knives. Seungmin has used those coping mechanisms before successfully, but he’s here now and he feels like he’s losing control of his mind in this kitchen. But he’d be able to control the knife, where he places it on his body, how deep he presses it into his skin. That wouldn’t be out of his control. And oh, Seungmin wants.
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    or: seungmin needs a better coping mechanism.

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    17 Aug 2024

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    They have slept together every night since the world ended in sweat-stained shirts that are never fully cleaned and pants riddled with holes from hiking through the woods. Literally sleeping together, nothing more. It is easily justified as necessary for warmth and for protection. Seungmin is the first thing Minho sees when he opens his eyes and the last thing he sees when he closes them. However, waking up next to Seungmin like this, in a bed with sheets, is different. There’s something almost sacred about it as if this moment is a fragile thing that could splinter if they move too quickly.
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    or: the world ends but minho and seungmin still survive. together.

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    14 Aug 2024

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    It was a bit like this. Minho was peeling open a mandarin orange and offering sweet little slices, but there just weren’t enough slices to go around. And Seungmin didn’t need it anyways—not the way that some of the others did—and Minho knew that. Wanting was a different matter. If it was about wanting, then Seungmin wanted the whole orange.

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    24 Jun 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    Seungmin has been dating Minho for the past month. Well, kind of dating him. He isn't completely sure what they would call themselves, but it feels like dating. He's a wonderful guy, really, he only has one major flaw that Seungmin is willing to look past.

    TLDR: Seungmin is dating Minho who keeps taking him to a random circus for some reason??? And asks his friends if that is normal.

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    23 Jun 2024