17 Works by holdinggrudges
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"Chain keep us together." - The Chain, Fleetwood Mac
“Thanks,” Dean mutters, knocking you with his shoulder.
You’re still not sure this is a good idea. You can't shake that feeling in the back of your mind, that sense that something isn’t quite right. But when you look over at Dean, he’s smiling—a small, earnest thing that you rarely ever see on his face. And isn’t that why you left Sioux Falls with him in the first place? “‘Course.” You lean over to knock your shoulder against his too.
You think you’d probably ignore every instinct if it meant helping your boys. -
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Working your way through college, you find a secretary job with great pay and more than enough downtime on the clock to get your coursework done. The only downside is that it leaves you with no choice but to attend night classes. But it's not so bad, especially with Mysterious Hot Guy attending them as well. Oh, and there's been blood bags going missing, but you're pretty sure that's not going to be relevant to your life any time soon.
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am i homophobic? (URGENT) (PLEASE HELP) by holdinggrudges
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
27 Aug 2023
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Now, it might be pretty early in the morning and Alex’s brain functions might not be working as quickly as they normally do, but he can still put two and two together. There's a strange man in their kitchen. Henry is shirtless, rumpled, and holding two pairs of boxers. Henry and this Sam guy slept together. Which… obviously is fine because Alex is not an asshole, but he’s definitely feeling something about this development that he will examine at a later date. But of course, instead of saying something normal, you know, like a normal person would, he says, “Ohh.” Like a fucking weirdo.
or: the "am i homophobic?" roommate au that no one asked for
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Arthur doesn’t know how it happened, but he thinks the smiles Merlin keeps throwing him might kill him. Perhaps he’s been cursed, some sort of spell has been put on him that makes him lose his breath every time he catches Merlin’s eyes.
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Mike used to dream about the day he would gain a love mark. When he was little, he was obsessed with them. He used to draw his books on every piece of paper he could get his hands on. After the fire, Mike never gained another mark, and he thought maybe that was for the better. He was broken now, damaged and scarred. He was sure that he would never see his books on anyone else’s skin.
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- Part 2 of love marks
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Eddie was perfectly content with only his own mark, a lion frozen mid-roar. It sat on his ankle, just like everyone else's. He didn't need anything else. He didn't want it either.
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- Part 1 of love marks
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Remus smiled at him, genuine despite his sulking. Sirius had a way of doing that, making Remus smile, really smile, no matter what was going through his head. “Just…some last minute packing.”
Just like Remus knew he would, Sirius got the message. He nodded, moved from his position in the doorway to shut the door. He opened his arms. “Come here.” -
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“Remus,” James began, and James never called him that. Something was very, very wrong. “Remus, before I tell you this, it’s important that you know that no one was hurt, okay?”
And that’s when Remus saw it: a gash, right down the side of James’ arm. His blood ran cold. “James. Where is Sirius?”
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you showed up just in time by holdinggrudges
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
03 Feb 2022
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Jason nodded and sat on one of the beds in the cabin, patting the space across from him. “Come sit, tell me everything.”
And something about him made Percy want to. So he did. -
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Mike remembered wondering how long it would take for Bill to get tired of fighting the current. Turns out, the answer was 7 months.
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They could imagine Richie's reaction before everything happened, could almost hear him saying, in the same tone of voice he said 'I love you', "You kidding me, Stanley? What do you even have that watch for, man?" Now… well, if Stan was in Richie's shoes, they weren't sure they would've waited.
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world still spinning by holdinggrudges
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
14 Mar 2021
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On his own, he never would've left without Eddie. As it is, he isn't sure he wouldn't rather be down there anyway.
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Richie could see on Eddie's face the exact moment his eyes locked onto Richie. His smile widened, and his eyes lit up, and for a moment, it felt like they were the only two people in the world.
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"all i know at the end of the day is you love who you love, there ain't no other way. if there's something i learned from a million mistakes; you're the one that i want at the end of the day"
Mike had sat watching the sunset with Bill a million times before, but now, knowing with almost certainty that his feelings were reciprocated, it was different. As he watched the wind move through Bill's hair, the words slipped out, easy as breathing, "I love you."
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'i've never seen stars that shine as bright as the ones in your eyes'
Stan frowned at the strip of paper they pulled out of their bag. The message was written with a green pen in what was clearly not their handwriting-- too rigid to look anything like Stan's curling cursive.
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stan gets a secret admirer -
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Eddie couldn't help but think it was ironic, that the one person he counted on to be there every time was the one causing it this time.
a series of eddie's three biggest heartbreaks
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Sometimes when Bill sleeps, he dreams of half remembered faces in places that look hazy but feel like home. When he wakes up he finds himself struggling to recall the names he knows went with those faces, the names that went with the feelings those faces drudged up.