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    “Y’know,” he said. Shrugged again. “That last call? I kind of thought I’d have that by now.”

     

    “What,” Eddie raised his eyebrows at him. “A roof collapsing on you?”

     

    Buck grunted, elbowed Eddie. Lightly, because he did appreciate the humour in Eddie’s voice. “No,” he said. “Just - married.”

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    14 Dec 2024

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    “So where do you want to start?” asks Frank, and god, even the simplest questions are tough. How to even begin explaining the details of how you methodically destroyed every aspect of your own life. How do you explain chasing your own son out of the state? How do you explain burning your life down in pursuit of the ghost of your late wife?

     

    “Buck got a boyfriend,” Eddie hears himself say, and then pauses, frowning in confusion at himself. “That’s not actually– I didn’t–” He lets himself take a breath under the heavy weight of Frank’s unwavering gaze, “It actually started with Pepa.”

     

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    While Chris is in El Paso, it’s Eddie’s summer of Realizing Things, such as comphet, what Buck means to him, and how to let himself be happy.

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    12 Dec 2024

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    “We were friends in high school,” Eddie says, and the words seem to warp in his mouth with how much he’s not saying. “We had a fight, then Shannon got pregnant and we stopped talking. It’s the first time I’ve seen him in years. Probably the last time I'll see him in my life. Okay?”

    “Eddie, I don’t know what you think ‘friends’ means, but that was not friendship I saw.”

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    In which Eddie keeps secrets and Buck is incredibly normal and rational and even brave about his reaction to this.

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    10 Dec 2024

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    There’s something wrong with him.

    Like, massively, catastrophically wrong with him. He should probably be studied, Buck thinks. Studied and locked far away from everyone else to stop him from doing stupid shitty things that hurt the people around him.
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    Eddie gets another new friend. History repeats itself.

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    27 Nov 2024

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    “Which do you think makes you feel most loved?”

    Eddie thought for a long moment. Too long, maybe. Then he shrugged, “Honestly, Buck? I have no idea.”

    Buck’s brows pinched up. “What do you mean? When have you felt the most loved?”

    “Don’t make a big thing of this, Buck. Promise?”

    Buck made a show of crossing his heart, brows still raised curiously.

    “I’m not sure I’ve ever… really felt loved in a relationship? I’m not convinced that I know what makes me feel loved…”

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    After finding out that Eddie doesn't know what his love language is, Buck sets about finding out for him. He begins a five week experiment, one for each love language, to figure out which will make Eddie feel the most loved.

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    27 Nov 2024