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the fear of losing hold by ambivalentangst
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
30 Aug 2019
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Tony is the first to admit that he's an absolute mess, the likes of which most healthcare professionals wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole, but in his defense, he's down an arm and a kid he saved the universe to hold again. With that in mind, he's rapidly coming to the conclusion that he either needs to chill on his caffeine intake, pain meds, or, more likely, both because said kid is standing in front of him, confused, possibly concussed from falling out of the goddamn sky, but alive, and Tony can feel his world crashing down around him.
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17 Oct 2024
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Somewhere between six and fourteen years old, Peter learned to love Ben for everything Ben had been while still knowing that someday—a day that was supposed to be a long time from now—he’d lose him. He’d loved Ben while being aware that every moment he had with him could be the last, and was therefore sacred. Peter didn’t always cherish them the way he wishes he had now, but he’d still known. He’d still understood how irreplaceable Ben is.
Was.
This loss was never going to be as easy as sandpaper scraping over wood. For Ben, the grief Peter carries in his heart is a jagged rock, and time a gently flowing river.
Peter knows he will die long before its rough edges are worn smooth.
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30 Sep 2024
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bright star (would I were stedfast as thou art) by blondsak, seekrest for Gruoch
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Apr 2021
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“Stop looking at me like that,” Michelle says, throwing Peter out of his thoughts as he follows after her.
“Like what?” he asks with a grin, Michelle waddling over to their bedroom.
“Like you love me or something. Gross,” she says with a smirk, Peter grinning back at her— filled with so much hope and so much love for the future, dreaming of all the good things that were left to come.
Or: a celebration of MJ, as told by those who love her.
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- Part 2 of MJ Week 2021
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30 Sep 2024
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more things in heaven and earth by blondsak
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
23 Jan 2021
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“You can’t keep doing this,” Tony says from where he's sitting beside the lab table, shaking his head at Peter as he watches him expertly clip a leaf so he can continue stitching up his side.
Peter shrugs, then winces when his head gives a particularly painful throb at the movement. “Why not? Grown just fine this far.”
(He doesn't mention that those born with willow cores rarely live beyond fifty. The wood is not bendy, and thus easily broken. But as the midwife reminded his mother, real strength lies in roots. And willow tree roots are very strong indeed.)
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- Part 10 of the weird ones
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29 Sep 2024
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One brief moment and all will be as it was before by Dontcryto0much for itsreallylaterightnow
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
17 Feb 2020
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Death is nothing at all.
It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Nothing has happened.
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27 Sep 2024
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Coffee, Interns, and Other Mysteries by sabertoothhousecat
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Dec 2023
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Tony stopped short as the intern shot a thin, white gooey substance out at the wall.
It stuck.
The kid tugged on it experimentally.
It continued to stick.
“Hmph,” the kid said.
And then he dropped the white sticky thread, which Tony's sleep-deprived mind was completely one hundred percent certain was a web just like Spider-Man’s, and went back to work.
Who knew such things could be hiding in Tony’s own internship labs?
OR: Tony Stark has been looking for Spider-Man for a long time. He has very, very little success in this search, despite Peter Parker working in his labs. Just some fun identity shenanigans >:)
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29 Jun 2024
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as long as i'm living (my baby you'll be) by whoglowsthere for iovewords
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
17 Nov 2020
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“Wanna trade?” She asks, running a hand over her tired face. “So you can get some sleep?” The look in her eyes, the slight uptick of her lips, feels like a warm blanket, one that Peter wishes he could be wrapped in forever.
“No,” he breathes, resting his head against their daughter’s once more. “I’m okay.”
i'll love you forever, i'll like you for always
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27 Jun 2024
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Today would be the hardest thing he’d ever have to do, Tony’s convinced of it - the most cruel, unimaginable thing.
Because today wasn’t just when he would have to say goodbye.
It was the day that Tony would have to watch Ben say goodbye too.
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- Part 10 of febuwhump 2020.
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27 Jun 2024
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a life that’s full of wonder (is a wonderful life) by seekrest for tvfanatic97
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
19 Mar 2020
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“Do not let your dad eat ice cream for breakfast.”
“I won’t.” Annie says with a grin, Michelle holding her face as she kisses her once more, standing up straight as Peter leans in, kissing her quickly before handing over the keys she’d been running around for.
“Love you.” Michelle says to the two of them, smiling at Annie then Peter before turning towards the stairs.
Peter closes the door behind her, Annie running from the door and launching herself over to the couch - Peter laughing as he walked over to the kitchen.
“What are you thinking for breakfast, kiddo?” He asks.
“Donuts?” Annie asks in earnest, Peter laughing to himself as he reaches for the carton that he’d picked up on his way back from his early morning patrol.
“Technically not ice cream.”
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25 Jun 2024
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spider-man: homewrecker by watsonmj (divineauthor)
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
13 Jun 2023
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It’s not a well-kept secret that Spider-Man is a homewrecker.
Peter and MJ are married. MJ’s a famous actress. Peter’s still Spider-Man. People think Spider-Man and MJ are together. The problem? Everyone knows MJ is a married woman.
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22 Jun 2024
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midtown high’s alumni by watsonmj (divineauthor)
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
12 Jun 2022
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It’s a truth universally acknowledged, that Midtown High’s staff is filled with a bunch of alumni.
Nobody knows who Mr. Parker’s wife is and three teenagers are determined to figure it out.
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22 Jun 2024
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And it's just around the corner, darling ('Cause it lives in me) by abcd_em for seekrest
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
29 Mar 2022
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Peter finds ways to accept his lot in life.
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The tug on his heart is still there, every step is still hard and he wishes it could be different, but it’s not and maybe that’s okay because they are safe and he will find a way to continue on like he always does. It will take time. It will hurt. But he will try. And for now, every step is for them and the future he will never get to see for them. For now, maybe that’s enough.
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- Part 13 of Meet Me at Midnight
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18 Jun 2024
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I said, "Oh my, what a marvellous tune" by abcd_em
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
20 Mar 2022
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A few missing moments from NWH that make up the soundtrack of Peter and MJ's relationship.
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“Maybe Itsy Bitsy Spider could be our song.”
He levels her with a look through the camera and she’s struggling not to break her composure and laugh outright at him. “I’m not that much shorter than you.” She breaks. “I’m gonna find us a song. We need something to dance to at prom.”
“Gotta ask me first.”
“First webbed prom-posal on the Brooklyn Bridge coming right up.”
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- Part 14 of Meet Me at Midnight
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18 Jun 2024
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Giving my 5 green tiles to you by abcd_em
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
12 Mar 2022
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Michelle and Peter’s last day together told through his wordle guesses.
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17 Jun 2024
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You can hear it in the silence by abcd_em
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
24 Feb 2022
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Little moments of love between Peter and MJ as they come back together again.
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- Part 17 of Meet Me at Midnight
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17 Jun 2024
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Sigh No More by blondsak
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
17 Aug 2019
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“So if he wasn’t your son, what was he?”
Tony finally turns to meet the man’s gaze.
“Everything.”
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In the first few years after the snap, Tony gets to know his neighbor.
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- Part 1 of Irondad Bingo Fics
- Part 3 of the weird ones
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My Home is Yours to Settle In by perfectlystill for Machiavelien
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
24 Dec 2020
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What does she expect Peter to do, really?
Does she expect Spider-Man to wrap her in a hug? Grab her hand and take her someplace private? Pull his mask above his mouth and kiss her?
Obviously not.
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28 Feb 2024
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between one breath and the next by blondsak, Klloggs, mjonesing (klassmartin) for seekrest
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Dec 2021
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Peter's heard that your life flashes before your eyes just before you die. And maybe that's true, for some. But Peter knows his people, and he knows that there has been nothing left unsaid, not between any of them. He doesn't need to see his life flash before his eyes because he knows beyond a doubt, without thought, that he loves them and has been deeply loved in return. It's written in his bones, and laced in his veins. Threaded through every fiber of his heart.
But what Peter doesn't know is the life that is still to come. The events that now, will never come to pass.
So, no. It's not Peter's life that flashes before his eyes.
It's his dreams.
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20 Feb 2024
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What it means to be living by mjonesing (klassmartin)
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
27 Jun 2020
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"Are you serious right now? You want to run away?! Why would you possibly want to -"
"Would you, please, shut up?" she hisses at him, leaning forward like she's panicking, and he realises he'd gone from quiet, appropriate library level of talking to a level of screeching that possibly only dogs could here.
"I'm not suggesting running away," she says exasperatedly, hands waving around in a way that was more like him than her, "It's more… It's half road trip, half…"
"Running away?"
She snarkily pokes her tongue out at him. "You haven't said no."
"I assumed that was implied with the very minor freak out at your proposition."
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Or: A story of Michelle Jones and the Lost Boy finding meaning, understanding and joy - and maybe even each other - on a trip that will change their lives.- Language:
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18 Feb 2024
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without fears, without tears by mjonesing (klassmartin)
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
29 Jul 2020
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"We keep meeting each other. Over and over. We've lived a hundred lifetimes together. We've danced through the streets of Pompeii, inspired Shakespeare, fought monsters and destiny and the New York Public Transit System." He chuckles but his humour is eclipsed by the memories. She holds his hand ever tighter and, for just a moment, they breath together in the corner of the hospital room, basking in the feel of being together until he brings whatever shred of reality he can find crashing down.
"But whether it takes twenty minutes or twenty years, the same thing always happens—I remember. And every time I remember, I lose you in the worst possible ways. Over and over. And I can't do it anymore. I'm so tired. You always tell me to keep going, to keep trying, but what kind of an existence is this? I can't keep finding and loving and losing you through all of history. How is all of this pain really worth it?"
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16 Feb 2024