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He was looking for an answer, he’s pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. He thinks he didn’t want to die without finding it, but life has given him a lot of chances already. Figures he will run out just as he begins to accept it’s time to find a life he can bear living.
He wants to drift away, but there is a weight holding his hand, and it anchors him still.
“You need to hold on,” a voice says to him, “we’re almost there, we’re so close Buck, we’re so close. You need to hold on.”
He would hold on for that voice if he could - he thinks he wants to try, if only so he never has to hear the pain laced through every syllable coming from their mouth. Distantly, he thinks the answer feels within his reach, the one he knows will let him stay, but the lines of it are blurry and he can’t really see it, can’t really figure out what it is trying to say to him.
He drifts away.
~ aka coma!buck spec fic where buck finds himself in his perfect life but can't help the feeling that something is missing
~ aka, buck finds the Answer
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“So, Eddie,” his mother says, making Eddie’s back shoot up rigidly, “it was very nice of you to come to pick Evan up.”
Eddie’s jaw clenches and Buck is reaching out to put a hand on his thigh before he even knows it. He feels Eddie relax.
“No trouble at all, ma’am,” Eddie says in his best treating-annoying-victims-voice. “It’s not a hardship to make sure he comes home to me in one piece.”
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or, eddie diaz drinks his 'i hate my in-laws' juice for 4k words
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in a faith forgotten land by firstpynch
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
24 Sep 2022
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“You found me,” Ronan said. The wind picked up a little, the tiny curls forming on Ronan’s head swaying slightly with the breeze. Adam is suddenly struck with an overwhelming feeling that he doesn’t recognise Ronan, not really. He knows him, always will know him, because every hard line of Ronan Lynch’s soul is etched into Adam’s own. Knows him, because Adam may be a cynical bastard, almost to a fault, but he thinks if souls are real, his always has belonged with Ronan.
“Did you think I wouldn’t?” Adam asks, the slight waver of his voice hinting at the unease he is feeling.
“Post tenebras lux,” Ronan whispers in reply.
Light follows darkness.
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or, Adam and Ronan, in the aftermath of everything.
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Buck blinks, “They’re my family.”
“Right, I know that!” Taylor laughs, “and I suspect I’ll probably have to like, go to the zoo or aquarium with him at some point, but that’s beside the point. It’s not like he’s your kid or something.”
“He is,” Buck whispers, so quietly he’s not sure whether he’s saying it to himself or Taylor.
“What?” Taylor asks, rubbing her eyes.
He turns, and for the first time since that day on a hospital bed when Eddie had turned his world upside down, he feels the smallest flicker of passion. He has spent the last few months sleepwalking through life, terrified of taking his eyes off Eddie, terrified to keep his eyes on Eddie.
“You said he’s not my son,” he clarifies, “but you’re wrong.”
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or, Evan Buckley has spent a long time denying himself the right to even vocalise what he wants - who he wants. But he is done now.
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She had left in the middle of the night, not turning to look at the cage where the wild beast slept for a second. She ran as far and as fast she could, and only when she reached the middle of nowhere somewhere around Ohio did she stop and think “where am I going? Where will I ever be safe?” And all at once, her heart had only uttered one name, the echo riveting through her body until she could do nothing but immediately run towards the sound.
Evan.
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Maddie goes to L.A. to look for her little brother, but what she found was more than she had ever let himself imagine.
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Iron dad, Spider son, and maybe-possibly-hopefully (Captain) Step dad Steve by firstpynch
Fandom: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
09 Jan 2020
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heart made of glass by firstpynch
Fandom: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
18 May 2019
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I'd rather be anywhere, anywhere but here by firstpynch
Fandom: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
02 Feb 2019
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i'll make this feel like home by firstpynch
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
27 Jul 2018
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Career Day by superhusbands4ever (Potterwatch97)
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Apr 2018
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“Hey, sorry I’m late,” Peter’s enhanced senses picked up the familiar voice from outside the door. “I had a meeting this morning and then I got lost looking for the class… anyway, I’m here for Peter? Peter Parker?”
He frowned at hearing his name, still unsure what exactly was going on. He watched as his teacher continued to stand and stare out the door for a minute before seemingly remembering herself and taking a step back.
“Of course! If you could just go sit next to him until your turn, he’s in the back on the right side.”
The man stepped through the door and Peter gaped with the rest of the class as Tony Stark, in his signature suit and goatee, sporting a pair of red sunglasses and carrying a suitcase walked through the door.
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Prompt: Okay but what abt Tony going in to Peter’s school for career day? Like where the parents talk abt their jobs?
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23 Dec 2024
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Eddie doesn’t love him back. Buck would know by now—he's been out for almost a year, broken up with Tommy for months, and—radio silence. Eddie has been finding joy, going after what he wants. He would have gone after Buck by now.
So Eddie is straight, and he doesn't love Buck. And maybe Buck loves Eddie but—it's okay. Nothing has to change.
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05 Dec 2024
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“Uh, I’m not much of a cook, admittedly. I’ve gotten better though. Buck, my… yeah, my Buck, he would cook for me and my kid. Great cook.”
Dan thought it was sweet, Eddie’s bashful smile that would show up on his face whenever he talked about his husband.
or; Outside pov on Eddie and Buck's situationship after Eddie moves back to Texas.
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27 Nov 2024
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Eddie impulsively drives to El Paso for Chris's chess tournament and finally manages to have an honest conversation with his son that isn't through a computer screen. Turns out a little conversation can actually go a long way, when it's about the things that truly matter.
(Or, In which Eddie has a series of long overdue conversations - with Chris, with his parents, and also with Buck.)
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- Part 1 of Choosing Joy 'Verse
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26 Nov 2024
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Brian’s laugh is startled out of him, and he slaps a hand over his mouth to contain it, but he’s still grinning, mostly directed at Eddie. “You what?”
Eddie grins back. “You told me to do something joyful.”
“Well, I’m sorry I missed it,” Brian says, his smile softening. His eyes are—sparkly, almost. Eddie stares at them in wonder.
“So,” Buck says, very loudly. “A priest in a gay bar. Never seen that before.”
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or: a firefighter, a priest, and a man dead-set on finding joy walk into a gay bar. rainbow jello shots may or may not be involved.
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26 Nov 2024