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Felix should’ve known from the beginning that Hwang Hyunjin would be the death of him. It was minuscule attraction, an insignificant crush that really shouldn’t have meant anything at all. Sure, it festered in the bottom of his gut, caused his heart to race and the back of his throat to itch, but it didn’t mean anything.
Hyunjin is kind to him, sure, but only because he has to be. For better or for worse, they’re not friends and they have no reason to talk all that often. Hyunjin has a boyfriend, is Felix's older brother’s bestfriend, is beloved by seemingly everyone he meets. Hyunjin has a million things going for him and doesn’t need Felix tagging like a lost dog.
Yet, a red rose embeds itself inside of Felix's lungs, forcing him to confront the fact that everything he feels for Hyunjin is far worse than mild attraction.
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06 Nov 2024
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Jisung couldn't stand Minho. He hated his shitty attitude, he hated the way he always glared at him, he hated the way he treated his brother, but most of all, he hated that he couldn't deny that he was the best baseball player he had ever seen.
Jisung hated him, and Minho hated Jisung just as much.
Or what happens when Jisung meets Minho, the ace pitcher from his brother's college baseball team.
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- English
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- 118,989
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- 11/11
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20 Oct 2024
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“You’re not a monster.”
“I can be.” Minho nudged his shoulder into Changbin's as they turned back towards the cabin. “One day you’ll be faced with a moment too quick to rationalise and you’ll act on instinct. Only in the aftermath will you realise that your instinct has become the worst possible outcome for everyone other than him.”
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- Part 6 of Fate or Something Worse
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27 Aug 2024
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Jisung wants Minho to be his new hobby. Learning each tick and hum. The way his bones creak and his breath tumbles from his lips. He wants to become an expert.
He thinks Minho could be the hobby that sticks. The thing that will finally stop the clock on his humiliating, slow demise— his deterioration into nothing but soil, and dirt, and the dust of flower petals that never grow correctly.
He’ll have to see.
(OR: Jisung is saving himself for his step-brother; Minho is home for the summer.)
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- English
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- 59,492
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 513
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05 Aug 2024
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If Felix were to make a list of the things he’s sure about, sitting on the bed in his dorm room, he wouldn’t know what to write. What is he sure about now? Nothing, more or less.
The only thing he’s sure of, though, is that he is comfort. Something new, easy, something Felix has been looking for all his life.
And Hyunjin is... well he's Hyunjin.
And it's complicated.
or; when Felix gets a match on that dating app, things take a strange turn. It's not his match, a sweet caring and way too handsome guy, the problem. But it's Hyunjin, his longtime best friend, the one making his entire world crumble down.
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03 Aug 2024
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On a training hunting trip, part of the pack spots a feral wolf that they are forced to imprison after a conflict.
The found alpha is aggressive and unreceptive, Chan trying several ways to help without success.
All that is left is putting, Minho, the pack omega, on feral alpha duty.
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- English
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- 61,909
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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23 Jul 2024
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Seungmin knew he wasn’t special.
He tried countless times to gain his members' attention and affection, however, each attempt only ended in failure. Seungmin might’ve been the second youngest member in his group but he never felt like it; compared to their maknae, Seungmin felt like nothing but a second thought.
Living unnoticed became Seungmin’s second nature— However, the longer his insecurities piled up, the further he found himself spiraling towards his breaking point, his insecurities overtaking his life and dragging his members down alongside him.
Maybe Seungmin didn’t deserve to be loved. And if no one truly loved him maybe Seungmin needed to work for it. Maybe Seungmin needed to change himself. Maybe Seungmin lost sight of who mattered most.
Maybe Seungmin lost himself in the process.
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- English
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- 120,912
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- 25/?
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21 Jun 2024
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“Does that make me a bad person?” Jisung asked, a little afraid of the answer. When he finally looked up, Hyunjin's eyes were unreadable.
“I don’t think so,” he finally said. “I don’t think you have the ability to be anything but good.”
Jisung sighed, a strange feeling in his stomach. “I don’t know what she sees in me sometimes,” he admitted.
There was a pause, like his friend didn't quite know how to respond. Hyunjin seemed to be battling with something within himself when he finally leaned over, pushing a piece of hair behind his ear. Then, quiet as a whisper, “I do.”
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At only 21, Jisung seems to have it all figured out. He's known on campus for having stellar grades, amazing friends, and the perfect girlfriend, and it's all thanks to his carefully curated life plan. So far, everything is going exactly as he planned...
Or, the one where Jisung falls in love, but not with his girlfriend.
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- 41,234
- Chapters:
- 7/7
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17 May 2024
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“You should wingman me.” Jisung peered up from Minho’s sleeve. His face was still wet and red, and it was devastating, really, how someone could be so sweet, and hurt, and gorgeous. “You wouldn’t let me settle.”
“That’s not a decision for me, Jisung-ah.”
“What if I want it to be?”
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07 May 2024
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“Is the seat next to you taken?”
Minho looks up, fixing the round rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and finds the guy that has clearly become familiar against his will standing there, fingers curled around the strap of his bag.
“Ah. Jiwon,” he says. “I suppose this row has enough seats for both of us.”
“Jisung,” he corrects, settling down with one chair of respectful distance between them. He sounds amused by the mistake. Minho is just happy they won’t be bumping elbows. “But you can call me anything you want.”
Minho’s eyebrows shoot up. “Does that line usually work for you?”
“I don’t know,” Jisung laughs, setting his laptop on the desk and pulling out a giant can of an energy drink out of his bag. He pops it open and takes a generous swig. “It’s the first time I’ve ever used it.”
(Minho moves to Seoul with one rule at the forefront of his mind: to not give his heart away to a hockey player. Jisung breaks it for him.)
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- Chapters:
- 3/3
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27 Apr 2024
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Mystery Work
Part of Zhyixingiehidden
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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20 Apr 2024
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03 Jan 2024
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Minho rubbed Jisung's thigh with one hand and reached for the condom with the other. “How do you like it?”
Jisung shrugged. “I’ve never done this before.”
“Wait.” Minho yanked back. “What?”
“I’ve never done this before,” Jisung repeated.
“Like, with a guy?”
Jisung shook his head. “With anybody.”
Minho groaned. He started crawling off the bed.
“I am not taking your virginity right now.”
The guy who refuses to have sex with Jisung because he's a virgin turns out to be inextricably connected to his friend group. Awesome.
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- Part 2 of legoverse
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- English
- Words:
- 59,947
- Chapters:
- 8/?
- Comments:
- 690
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- 64,099
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03 Jan 2024
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“You really are obsessed with me, aren’t you?”
“Respectfully.” Changbin nodded. “Yes.”
Hyunjin’s cheeks puffed with laughter. “Respectfully?”
“Yeah.” Changbin grinned. “I respect you, and I’m also obsessed with you.”
Changbin knows its love at first sight. Hyunjin catches up, slowly.
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- Part 1 of legoverse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 152,730
- Chapters:
- 32/?
- Comments:
- 1,618
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- 64,159
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04 Dec 2023
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So yeah, he likes Minho. He thinks what they have is good, great even. Knows they're good for each other.
Which is why the guilt weighs him down even more. Because Seungmin knows that he should be happy and content. Shouldn't want for anything else.
But he does. He just wishes that Minho was… a little more affectionate.
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- 19,806
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 407
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29 Nov 2023
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He has it all figured out. He’s going to approach Lee Minho, explain the situation, offer him the once in a lifetime opportunity to be treated to a free vacation and get back at his mortal enemy, Kim Seungmin.
If worst comes to worst and the guy spits in his face or something, he’ll simply tell his friends his dear boyfriend caught the flu right before the lake trip.
(OR: When Jisung's ex (Seungmin) says he's bringing his new boyfriend on their friend group summer vacation, Jisung decides to enlist the help of Seungmin's worst enemy (Minho) to play the part of his boyfriend in retaliation)
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- Part 1 of mitski-verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 40,505
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 484
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- 6,024
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18 Jul 2023
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It feels fitting and contradictory of Seungmin all at once, a strange impression that he should be brighter than he is warring with the reality of how he is, gentle and breathtaking and unsettling in turn.
(Hyunjin probably shouldn't ignore the warning signs. But he's smitten, and it doesn't take long to be in too deep.)
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- English
- Words:
- 12,142
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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23 Jun 2023
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"The world has been too cruel to us; it chews us up and spits us out without a second thought. It's cold and unwelcoming and downright desolate in its overflow of expectations and people. Hannie, we can't be that to each other anymore."
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Or, Jisung and Minho had met just in time to lose each other. And this is the story of how they find one another one last time.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 355,995
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 225
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- 1,164
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25 May 2023
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Magazine columnist, Lee Minho, is writing a piece that requires him to drive a man away within a month.
Music producer, Han Jisung, is so confident he can make any man fall in love with him that he bets a business deal on it.
Both of them are decidedly allergic to relationships.
Let the games begin!
(AKA: the How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days SKZ adaptation absolutely nobody asked for)
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- English
- Words:
- 47,129
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 247
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- 1,440
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04 May 2023
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“Alright, start whenever you’d like.”
Minho leans back in his chair. He crosses his arms over his chest and exhales through his nose, ready to sit through another dull audition.
That’s honestly what he thought it would be. Until Jisung starts singing.
After their former lead vocalist leaves, Minho’s band desperately needs a new singer. Han Jisung is up for the challenge.
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04 May 2023