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  1. Summary

    sunghoon sits on the old instrument through every universe, and that's all he ever was,
    the piano man

    (a story told on 6 parts about the pianist falling in love, and all the happiness and pain).

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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    “Uh, second of all,” Jo continues, “how would we pretend… to be… boyfriends? I told you, I’m bad at lying.”

    “Well, I’m good at lying, so I’d do most of it,” Yuma says. “Maybe I’d tell people that one day, I saw your contact and hit you up out of the blue, because I always thought that you were attractive back in university. And then we went on a couple of dates, and I ended up really falling for you, and you returned my feelings. All you would have to do is look at me like you like me.”

    Jo frowns.

    “Yeah, that might be too hard for you,” Yuma concedes.

    [Yuma needs a fake boyfriend. Jo is a terrible actor.]

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    27 Sep 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Hanbin gets a tattoo. Hanbin gets two tattoos.

    He kisses Matthew under the covers of his bed in their cramped dorm room at Cube. He takes Matthew out on walks to the Han River. They leave Cube together. Hanbin drives him to Busan to watch the stars. Hanbin kisses him again.

    or; five lifetimes of loss and one lifetime of gain.

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    17 Sep 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Matthew looks at them both eagerly. “Our package finally came.”

    Instantly, Taeri is blushing and so much wetter than she was before. “Your package, you mean,” she still has the presence of mind to joke.

    Jiwoo adds, “The package that you’re putting in Taeri’s mailbox.”

    Matthew seems significantly less excited. “Neither of you are getting my strap, actually. You both suck.”

    “Oh, I’ll show you suck.” It’s still intended to be joking but Taeri can’t help but sound desperately horny. Sue her. She wants her hot butch girlfriend to fold her in half.

    Or; Matthew gets some gender euphoria, Jiwoo gets a show, and Taeri gets strapped down.

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    09 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is great z great just great everything ive ever needed also sorry writing through my tears this is very special to me

  4. Rec 69

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    “Your nickname is Matthew?” Gyuri asks from across the way, loud and obnoxious. “Isn’t that, like, just a regular name?”

    Ricki adds, "A guys' name." More people laugh. How funny is that. A girl named Matthew.

    LipJ packages it nicer. “How did you get a nickname like that?”

    Matthew hesitates.

    That's just the way the cookie crumbles.

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    16 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    for me for me it’s for me it’s literally for me hi matthew i’m in love with you also i am you Hi Author i love your writing style and the way you pick apart all those words and specially how you fall into those stories but like i Really love how intimately fragile and rich this is . again this is for me and it’s me i’m crying it’s a bit hard to handle

     

    okay back in like . a month? its 09072024 and i just thought to myself why am i rereading this . because its kind of like me and it aches so much but its also so lovely to see the whole process into this weird level of acceptance queerness takes you and then i remembered. hard reads means i care too much about it and So. here i am back to reading this. thank you author

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    Hanbin watches half of his dorm sleep with Myung Jaehyun.

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    09 Jul 2024

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    crying this is so fun like the most fun read i had in a while but also so heartbreaking as a. like heartbreaking as a story that’s not supposed to be but also its a bit supposed to be because you just cant help it . im sorry myungjae my love youre a dear dont let it get to you but also please just let it get to you a bit .

    anyways i love it also the writing is so great i love the difference of eager, sex stupid gyuvin and jaehyun and fair, mean, classy, experienced zhang hao and jiwoong. its so on point with the characters and sets the mood so well— too well sometimes, and you cant help but ache (even if its clearly a comedy)

    i guess the greatest point about this is that it is what is says it is, but it has so much undertone to the entirety of feelings that makes it so great

    oh my god author please ure my savior i need everything bonedo/zb1 of yours like no pressure but if you could. write anything else i would eat anything up