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voices in your mind by ever_squish
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
25 Sep 2024
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He wants to become something untouchable. A god, a blazing sun, out of reach from humanity. Plastic smiles and shining eyes. He"s broken, but if he"s not human, it"s admirable. Broken and human, he"s just a tragedy. A half-wasted attempt at greatness.
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blue superiority by ever_squish
Fandoms: 피와 나비 | The Blood of the Butterfly (Webcomic)
04 Jun 2024
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His mother had wanted death. And he’d taken away her one perfect son, destroyed her idyllic Garden, and taken her life.
But she’d also neglected him for years, made him partake in a risky experiment, let a monster take his eye, and used him as a human weapon for most of his life.
She’d ruined him as much as he ruined her. And yet, she’s deceased while he lives on, having been given a second chance at this life.
Who decided that he deserved it more than her?
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character study of Seo Hajin and my interpretation of the aftermath of the ending. -
let me hold your breath, now by ever_squish
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
04 Jan 2024
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Death is an option, of course.
He doesn"t know when it started, but it"s been there in the back of his mind at some point.
He"s thought about methods. There are plenty of tall buildings in the area, and he has his razor. He could slit his wrists, but that one has a low success rate. He"s better off throwing himself off of a roof. It wouldn"t be pretty, sure, but it"s not like he"d be around to see.Or: hitoshi struggles with suicidal thoughts and I throw dadzawa at him to make it better
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share a face and share a last name (we are not the same) by ever_squish
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
14 May 2023
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He has more reasons to hate himself than not, hurt more people than he"s saved. He"s painfully jealous of those who deserve to be alive, people who everyone would unanimously agree to their value.
By numbers alone, Endeavor deserves life more than he does.
All he can do is hope that when he becomes a hero and when he"s saved enough people, he can be worthy of life as well.or: hurting todoroki ft. dadzawa comfort
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cause i"ve never hated myself more by ever_squish
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
05 Jan 2023
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Denki has always wanted to become a hero.
It’s been his dream since he was a kid, back when everyone in his class still dreamt of being heroes. They’d play at being heroes and villains with their Quirks, even though it was technically against the rules to use them.
Those childhood dreams have long since been left behind, everyone, it seems, except for him.or: I project heavily onto Denki and give him all my mental problems
chapter title from trying - cavetown
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missus girl, so shimmery and kind by SpeedingCheetah
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Sep 2024
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Himiko Toga was fourteen, and she killed her middle school crush. She turned fifteen on the run, made friends with a cute girl in a cheap part of town. She drank pigeon blood and never said a word. She turned sixteen, lost connections, killed a few more people who were too touchy, too cute, too cool. Himiko never said a word about that, either. She met others—talked, laughed—and they didn’t call her rotten for the blood, or the birds, or anything else.
(or: she’s just a girl, after all.)
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29 Nov 2024
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Max always knew everything about what he was supposed to be. He was Max, the cynical rebel, the one-man hell-raiser, the bad kid who deserved every bad thing that came his way. Or well, that"s what he thought until one summer at the world"s worst summer camp with the world"s nicest camp counselor took that idea and flipped it right on its head.
Now, he"s learning that he might just deserve better than what he"s got, which is how he finds himself on a bus ride from Los Angeles to Portland in search for help from a camp counselor, and maybe even a real home.- Language:
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21 Nov 2024
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Frisk should be fine.
Everyone is on the surface, the sun is shining and bright, and their family is blissfully happy as they pursue their dreams in a world they’d thought locked to them.
Frisk is fine, because this is what they always wanted. So what if their scars ache and magic flashes behind their eyes every time they blink? So what if the copper of blood rests thick on their lips? So what if terror catches in their throat and stills their heart when their family ruffles their hair?
All those hands that have hurt them are achingly gentle now, and there’s nothing wrong anymore. There’s nothing for Frisk to fear.
It’s just the occasional (frequent) bad day, and bad days pass.
So Frisk chokes back bitter accusations that bubble up like poison on their lips, because Frisk isn’t allowed to be anything other than fine.
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“You hurt me! You killed me! Of course I’m scared of you! How could I not be?!”
The words tear out of Frisk’s raw throat, and they don’t bother to choke back their sob this time, their hands shaking too hard to sign.
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01 Nov 2024
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well i"m not the moon (i"m not even a star) by a_sad_queer
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
05 Jan 2024
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Izuku Midoriya is not the sun. He is not the moon and he is not even the stars.
It"s something he struggles accepting.OR
Izuku has been compared to many things when he was little; the most notorious being the sun. After being abandoned because of his quirkless diagnosis, he can only fill the void in his chest with convincing himself he resembles the moon more.
That"s until one night at UA, where he realizes that being the sun or the moon is higher praise than he thought, and Deku can"t seem to think he"s worthy of being compared to them. Someone he didn"t think he"d talk to about his problems comes along, softly prods the answers out of him and gives him something else, something not as extreme to associate himself with.
And Izuku... is at peace.
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30 Oct 2024
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Words Unspoken by sleepyxleaf
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
18 Jan 2025
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“We are NOT getting attached, Touya.”
Are Tomuras famous last words when Nova is pulled from a stasis chamber in a long abandoned hospital.But Touya knows the feeling of being alone, scared, and unable to speak as a youth. And Tomura secretly knows the feeling of being lost as a child, too.
They already have a happy, fulfilled life.
But will a half-completed nomu child fit into it?Series
- Part 7 of The Lost Souls series
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11 Oct 2024