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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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11 Dec 2024
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second child, restless child by lesbianrobin for nerdsgoquack (sexyspork)
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05 Dec 2024
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Evan hates Doug Kendall.
He isn’t supposed to hate anybody. That’s what love thy neighbor means. Doug isn’t actually their neighbor, he lives a few streets over, but Maddie said that when God says neighbor, he means like if the whole world was a neighborhood. Evan thinks that God should just say that he means to love everybody, then, but one time he said that and Mom and Dad made him pick out a stick from the yard and they hit him until he cried, so he doesn’t say much about God anymore.
He can’t say that he hates Doug, either. Doug is friends with Mr. Brooks, and Evan doesn’t really like Mr. Brooks, but everybody else does. He even gets to give the sermons sometimes instead of Pastor Daniel. Mr. Brooks is nice, and he pays way more attention to him than Mom and Dad do, which Evan likes, and he even gave him a Hot Wheels car once, and sometimes in school he has other little treats just for Evan, but Evan still—he just doesn’t think that Maddie needs a Mr. Brooks, is all.
or: how Evan and Maddie make it out of Pennsylvania, and Buck and Maddie build a family.
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03 Dec 2024
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“Asked me if I was the Chinese food delivery guy on my first day.” Chim contributed in a whisper, like he was afraid Buck might wake up and hear. Maybe he felt disloyal admitting it now. It was no secret to anyone paying attention how much Chim loved Buck, even if he often pretended to be exasperated with him.
Hen nodded solemnly. “One of the many people who wouldn’t even acknowledge me when I started.”
It was news to Eddie, and apparently Ravi too, but not Cap, who resolutely stared down at the table in front of him, shaking his head.
“Oh, so he fucking sucks.” Ravi contributed casually, never one to pull punches with his thoughts.
No one responded, but the agreement was in the air.
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Eddie starts gathering information about why no one trusts Tommy. As he grows to hate their relationship more, he learns more about himself and what he wants.
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22 Sep 2024
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Spin-off Sequel to Evan Buckley & the Coma-Verse of Madness - Chapter 7 (Land):
Grieving and tortured, Evan Buckley has been living alone in Montana in a remote cabin for nearly a decade. After an incident that leaves him missing six months of his life, and suddenly in connection with a group of strangers from Los Angeles, Evan must decide whether to remain in his self-imposed exile, or take a chance at life again.
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- Part 2 of Coma-Verse
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02 Sep 2024
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After being struck by lightning on a call, Buck experiences a plethora of alternate realities showing him different directions his life could have taken. Fighting hard to get home, Buck learns what, or who, is important to him in every lifetime.
Inspired by a mix of Marvel multiverses and The Midnight Library by Matt Haig.
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- Part 1 of Coma-Verse
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01 Sep 2024
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The chances of being struck by lightning twice are incredibly minute, but Buck still manages to pull it off. During a double date with Marisol and Natalia, nonetheless. Eddie manages to resuscitate him, but as Buck recovers from yet another trauma, Eddie can’t help but notice there’s something very different about him. He’s not quite sure what version of Buck he got back.
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26 Aug 2024
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“I get sex all the time, so it’s not like I’m missing anything,” Buck had said once. “Heatsex just gets in the way, you know?”
Eddie did not know. Eddie wanted to know less, actually.
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Eddie has convinced himself that helping Buck through his heat is perfectly normal behaviour between friends. It didn’t mean anything.
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- Part 1 of Second Best Series
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17 Aug 2024
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Freshly home from Texas and faced with the prospect of his dad's feelings for Buck, Christopher's abandonment issues surface. A conversation with Bobby, and realizing the parallels between Buck's relationship with Bobby, and his relationship with Buck, gives Chris the perspective he needs.
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14 Aug 2024
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All gammas are the same, seen as basically genderless they are raised equally before presenting as either alpha females or male omegas.
Light Yagami never really cared about his gamma status until other's took notice. Fearful of spending life as a kept omega, Light will fight against anything, including his own instincts, to be seen as an alpha instead.
But fighting one's dynamic isn't easy.
Light just hopes it isn't impossible.
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12 Aug 2024
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“Yes, well,” Margaret said with a sigh. “Evan’s always been a little tragic I’m afraid.”
Athena froze as something hot flooded her belly and rumbled in her chest.
“Tragic?”
Margaret laughed as she sipped her coffee. “You know, you would’ve expected with Maddie being the girl that she would’ve been the drama queen of the two but Evan always had a---”
It was in that moment that Athena realized that she was going to have to apologize to Buck later on.
She snapped and what little resolve she had on her self-restraint deteriorated away like dry sand in her hand. She'd had enough. She placed her mug down with an audible thunk against the wood of the tabletop.
Or what should happen after that scene in the promo.
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09 Aug 2024
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“So, a witch, huh?”
Buck froze for half a second before the irritation took over and made him grit his teeth. What was with this dude? Buck clenched his fist at his side as he turned to Eddie, who was perfectly coiffed with his stupid perfect dangerous hair and stupid pretty un-trustable smirk. Eddie waved his hand in front of him with a twist of his wrist, motioning between them.
“I figured that’s what got you all riled up about me being here.”
Witch!Buck Vampire!Eddie
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09 Aug 2024
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Most of the time he’s fine, most of the time it doesn’t really bother him, especially since he’s been able to ignore it most of his life. But becoming a first responder meant there was a little more interaction with those on the brink of death and those who succumb to it. It was harder to ignore when he was trying to save the people in the first place.
But he’s not good at this part, the moving on part. Maddie was the one who got the guidance from Grandma, who’d gotten the ‘special education’. Evan, meanwhile, had made the snap judgement to try and get some measure of approval from their mother and declared that he had no idea what they were talking about.
Not that it worked.
It was fine until Devon. Devon who Buck almost saved, Devon who was frozen in terror, Devon who had taken to haunting Buck.
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Buck & Maddie can see spirits; not that Buck ever told anyone he could. As he settles more into firefighting, Buck's quickly realising that ignoring them isn't going to work anymore.Maybe he should've gotten the basics from Grandma after all; then again, he's always been good at winging it.
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- Part 2 of buddie bingo 2021
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04 Aug 2024
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“It’s just…” Connor shrugged. “No offense, man, but… you’re twenty-five. Do you really want to be spending so much time falling for a guy with a kid?”
“I’m not falling for him.”
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A month away from graduating the LAFD Academy, Evan Buckley gets introduced to new recruit Eddie Diaz and things certainly change for both of them after that.
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Another season one rewrite.
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- Part 1 of Rewrite
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28 Jul 2024
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Buck and Bobby's text messages through the years, from
[Sent 16:37] Hi Evan, please make sure you bring photo ID on Thursday. We will need it to complete those last pieces of onboarding paperwork
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[Sent 13:17] Yeah well you are my kid.–
Or, the progression of Buck and Bobby’s relationship from probie and captain to father and son as told by text messages (and the occasional missed call and draft message they can't quite bring themselves to send).
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23 Jul 2024
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It was Claire, a girl in his class, who had first broached the subject, who had planted the very idea, which obviously meant all the scheming Christopher had done over the last month was entirely down to her. Besides he didn’t understand what his father could possibly be so upset about? He certainly hadn’t been complaining during their dates. In fact, given he hadn’t once thought to question the situations they found themselves in- even during the candle lit dinner, kind of said it all.
His dad wanted Buck.
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Chris gets involved in Eddie's dating life.
What follows is a story of them falling deeper in love, and maybe finally realising it
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- Part 1 of Getting a clue
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18 Jul 2024
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Eddie came for him.
Even if it was his job and he had no way of knowing Buck was in the tree, it still felt like fate that Eddie was the one who rescued him.
“My, nigh’ in’ armour,” Buck slurs out. “‘Lways saven me.”
“I’d always save you, Buck,” Eddie whispers honestly, his hand coming up to cup the back of Buck’s neck and redirects his head so their eyes are meeting.
“Always.”
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Or the one where Buck isn't a firefighter but he is just as accident and danger prone, causing a lot of funny and sometimes sad incidents. These are the different times Eddie and his team have to help him and then one time Buck helps Eddie.
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- Part 1 of 911
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14 Jul 2024
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I keep these longings locked (in lowercase inside a vault) by Bow_of_Artemis
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04 Jul 2024
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When Eddie has another panic attack, he goes back to therapy to make them stop. That's all. Instead, therapy unravels a tangled mess of identity, autonomy, masculinity, sexuality, and love.
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The deconstruction of Eddie Diaz
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11 Jul 2024
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“In the event of their untimely death,” the lawyer tells him, “the McCallums listed you as the legal guardian of their daughter.”
Well. That doesn’t clear things up in the slightest. “They have a daughter?”
“Yes. Cassandra. She’s three.”
Before he’s even begun to process that, Buck blurts out, “And they chose me?”
In which Buck becomes the guardian of the daughter he never knew he had. Together, they discover what happiness truly means to them.
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- Part 1 of what a heart can do
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06 Jul 2024
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when you're lost in the universe, don't lose hope by desert_moonchild
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23 Oct 2023
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As tired as he looked, Eddie had never seen Buck look so soft or in love before. The only other person Buck had ever even remotely looked at like that was Christopher. And that’s when it hit him.
This was Buck’s baby.
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Buck had never felt so alone in his life, in the weeks after he dropped the lawsuit, when he gets a call letting him know he was never going to be alone again.
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03 Jul 2024
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When the 118 find out about Buck’s secret thirst account on Instagram – to raise fire safety awareness, obviously – they make fun of him the appropriate amount and move on. Eddie, who has had some recent and birthmark-shaped revelations about his feelings, finds it a little harder to do the same.
Of course, Eddie would never invade Buck’s privacy by searching for and finding the anonymous account. Or looking at all the uploaded photos late at night. Or even directly messaging Buck’s secret account. That would be weird, because he’s certainly not planning on doing anything about his newfound attraction.
However, anonymous account @elbombero118 has no such limitations.
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29 Jun 2024