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He's staring again, he realizes. He keeps catching himself, old habits screaming at him to look away, stop being obvious. But he doesn't have to stop, not anymore, not ever—so he looks. And when Cas meets his eye, instead of deflecting or snarking out a joke or excuse, he just smiles. It's already getting easier.
Cas smiles back and tilts his head. "What is it?"
"Nothing, just... can't believe we get to have this, you know? It's—I never thought I’d have… with anyone, definitely not with you. I just—I keep looking up expecting you to be gone. I’m gonna open my eyes and none of it was real. Gonna be like that for a while, probably.”
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- Part 2 of to be free
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These are the things you hide, when you’re John Winchester’s oldest son:
A feather Sammy found and gave you.
A piece of satin you cut from a nightgown you swiped from the thrift store. You like to keep it in your pocket and rub it between your fingers.
A romance novel left behind in a motel. You tape the cover of a Stephen King novel on the front.
A picture of Robert Plant hidden under the fabric on the bottom of your toiletry bag.
A cassette of Queen, a cassette of The Beatles.
You like to draw. Knights and dragons and cowboys. A mockingbird. A lily. A boy in your class.
You rip that one up and burn it.We follow Dean through important times in his life as he slowly learns to accept who he is and figures out what a happy ending means for him.
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And when he’s alone, when Sam’s gone, or he’s lying in bed… no matter how hard he tries to avoid it, every time he closes his eyes Dean keeps flashing back to that last, horrific moment—Cas smiling as he’s consumed by darkness. “You changed me,” and “I love you,” and “goodbye.” He tries to reconcile it in his head, Cas loving him so much that just expressing it was enough to trigger his deal. He tries—and fails. He must have missed a step, lost in the grief and horror of the moment, because it just… it can’t be real. Every time he tries to take it out and examine it, his mind shies away, throwing up an impenetrable wall of “impossible.”
In the weeks following Chuck's defeat, Dean tries to come to terms with Cas's confession and death. But having your kid become god turns out to have some perks.
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- Part 1 of to be free
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as long as my heart still beats by deansnuggles
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: Shattered Empire
24 Sep 2020
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There are few things that make Poe Dameron nervous. He spends his days—and often his nights—on high risk missions where the difference between life and death is a matter of a millisecond delay in reaction time. Sure, he worries, especially during downtime. Worries about his friends, about making the right choices, keeping his people safe. But he’s very rarely nervous.
He’s really, really nervous.
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reviviscence by deansnuggles
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
09 Sep 2020
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“...-old on, Po-… just hold… st-… with me, okay?... -oe, I got you, I go-…”
Everything is blurry, his hearing cutting in and out. He can’t feel his… anything. That’s probably bad.
“C’mon Poe… -ork with me here, I ca-… too goddamn heavy…”
Someone’s talking. Sounds upset. Sounds important. If he can just focus—if he can just focus—if he can just—
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Poe is critically injured when their ship is shot down. Finn has to leave him to get help.
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moments of transition by deansnuggles
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
31 Aug 2020
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Follows Poe post-tlj as he comes to terms with what's happened and grows closer to Finn. Gen to start, finnpoe later.
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what is loved endures by deansnuggles
Fandom: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
08 Apr 2020
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Codas to The Rise of Skywalker. Technically finished but may add more if inspiration strikes.
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take me back by deansnuggles
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Aug 2019
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Peace of Mind by Sineala for phoenixmetaphor
Fandoms: Marvel (Comics), Marvel 616, Avengers (Comics)
25 Dec 2022
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Steve has picked up his shield again, left the Secret Avengers, and rejoined the main Avengers team at Tony's side. He is, in fact, literally at Tony's side, as he finds Tony suffering from a migraine and takes care of him. After their many disagreements, Steve is grateful for the chance for the two of them to be friends again, with no secrets between them. But if there aren't secrets anymore, then how in the world did Steve not know Tony has gotten migraines since childhood?
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28 Aug 2024
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your fool in this game for two by abillionstars
Fandoms: Deadpool - All Media Types, X-Men - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Deadpool (Movieverse)
04 Aug 2024
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“Have you ever lived with anyone before?”
At Wade’s question, Logan pauses to think. Scratches his balls for a second, and says, “I lived at Xavier’s school for a while, before I left. Lived in a clapboard boarding house about seventy years back. A couple of times, I slept in a park with other people nearby. Do those count?”
“That was a rhetorical question,” says Wade. “Some might even call it an accusatory one. Mostly because—dude. I’m a fucking mess. But you’re even worse.”
(two loser loners, falling in love.)
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A Question of Mortality by itsallAvengers
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
07 Dec 2019
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On a cloudy December afternoon, Tony Stark lies dead in Steve Rogers' arms.
On that same cloudy December afternoon, someone takes the bullet meant for Tony and saves his life.
But playing with fate comes at a cost.
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29 Jan 2024
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Truth or Dare, Do or Die by itsallAvengers
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
31 Dec 2023
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Honestly? He'd brought this whole debacle upon himself. It was Friends With Benefits rule 101: whatever you do, don't get attached. Don't become too familiar. And do not, under any circumstances, fall in love.
Tony Stark had always been a bit shit at following rules, though.
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29 Jan 2024
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When Tony starts replying to a "daily deals" donotreply email address from some random security supply company, he finds shouting into the void soothingly cathartic.
Less so when the void answers back.
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26 Jan 2024