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    The hooting and wolf-whistling has started up again, the video making its way around the table. “Come on Wille, we caught you red-handed this time. No more hiding. Who is she?”

    In his stomach, the pasta churns.

    “So are you guys together now?”

    “What’d you do? Come on, man, give us the details.”

    “I can’t see shit, August. What kind of a fucking angle is this?”

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    Or: A S1 canon divergence fic where Simon is not visible in the tape and August uses it as he originally intended - to force Wille onto the table.

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    10 Jan 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    It doesn’t have to be like this, him pining and torturing himself with what can never be. He could simply enjoy this time with Simon. They could be friends. He could bask in Simon’s light for as long as he’s allowed and use those glowing memories on his cloudiest days, the ones yet to come.

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    Wille never returns to Hillerska after parents weekend. 5 years after Erik"s death, he is contemplating abdication and Simon is straining under the weight of his father"s addiction. They reconnect, finding comfort in friendship... and perhaps more.

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    09 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    One message. One message on Christmas Eve is all it takes to turn Wille"s world upside down once again. He hasn"t spoken to Simon since they wished each other a nice summer on graduation day. With Hillerska closed, they"ve moved on to different schools and on with their lives. Or have they?

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    30 Dec 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    When Wille and Simon meet at thirteen, they find out they were born on the same day. As best friends it isn"t even a question that they celebrate their birthdays together - until they move to different cities after school. Twenty is the first time they are apart on this day and it leads to some realisations on both sides.

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    22 Nov 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    How fast can you fall in love if you don’t hide who you are?

    “I don’t know…” He tailed off, searching for words, his pupils widening as his gaze turned inwards. “I always felt so wrong. There are these broken parts of me that …,” He paused, looking for words as his eyes teared up. “That will never properly heal, or, if they do, there’ll always be scars. But I feel like there’s something fundamental inside me that is broken.” He turned to look at Wille, tears streaming down his face towards the pillow which was Wille’s arm.

    “I’m not sure how to say this but what you said, that’s exactly how I feel. About myself I mean.” Wille held his gaze, and adjusted his body so he could caress Simon’s back and neck as he spoke. “It feels like you’re speaking words and thoughts and feelings from my own mind. It’s…it should be eerie, except it feels the complete opposite.” His mouth twitched, and a muscle in his chin kept moving. “It feels like you’re looking right into the deepest, darkest corners of my soul. Such a cliché.”

    This is a love story written to my young self, and to everybody who has ever felt unlovable and wrong and broken.

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    01 Oct 2023