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“Are you jealous or something, hyung?” There it is. Renjun’s only bound to say something and of course, it’s only Renjun who would finally put a name to the feeling he’s been trying so hard to ignore and deny. Jealousy? Is it jealousy if he feels his insides getting crumpled at the thought of Renjun paying attention to everyone else who isn’t him? Is it jealousy when he feels as if Renjun doesn’t see him differently from everyone else, doesn’t see him as more than his leader, his hyung, or his friend? When all he wants is more?
“Why would I be?” Mark says a bit too harshly, maybe he’s defensive, or maybe he’s desperate for Renjun to see him, to look at him and only him.
“Yeah, why would you be?” Renjun says bitterly that it makes Mark flinch because yes, why would he be jealous? Is he even anything to Renjun for him to be jealous? Is he even allowed to be jealous?
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24 Mar 2024
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Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. - Carl Sagan, Pale Blue Dot
In this lonely speck in the cosmic dark, Mark has Renjun and Renjun has Mark.
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And Mark wants to allow himself to want even a little, but it doesn’t feel like it’s little at all. It feels grand, too much to ask for, that he wants to be in Renjun’s life again.
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In which no matter how many years of being apart, Mark sees Renjun and the whole world still reduces to just him.
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Mark scores what has to be his dream job. He’s getting hired by the owner and CEO of one of the top five multi-entertainment companies in the country to be his bodyguard. On paper, his job has so much promise. What he doesn’t expect is that being a bodyguard for one of the richest men in the country doubled as being a bodyguard for his son too.
His spoiled, ill-tempered, and bratty son, Renjun Huang.
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22 Mar 2024
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It’s a plate of scrambled eggs and slightly burnt toast on Renjun’s favorite ceramic Moomin plate. Granted, the eggs are a little too scrambled for his liking, and a bit runny as he takes a small bite. Mark hovers, watching his every move with tongue-in-cheek delight. “How are they?”
Renjun struggles to find his words, chewing around the last few bites fighting for their life in his mouth. With one last swallow, he smiles wryly. “Can you pass me the pepper please?”
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22 Mar 2024