12 Works by celestial_sorrow

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    Dazai kills himself, and he revives himself. The life inside him forces him away from the shadows, forces him back to the surface, to the pitiful living world. Atsushi stands in the darkness, shadows looming heavily around his shoulder as he stands in the eternal winter and takes in what life has to offer.

    A god of death, so full of life; a god of life, hollowed out.

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    Statement of Laura Vanderboom, regarding a strange encounter in an abandoned cabin in the middle of a lake, known as the Rusty Lake in 1961, and the sinister events following it. Original Statement given September 27th, 1971.

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    To: Kisaragi Shintaro

    From: Kisaragi Momo

    we're alive. we survived the bomb. the address is on Telegraph. do not worry. survive.

    The war was ruthless is taking things away and not giving anything back.

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    Robert "Bob" Hill was supposed to live an ordinary life, and die as one, not knowing much about the world, living with subdued colors and feelings. But he meets her, and his life changes forever.

     

    or, a brief story of Robert's life and thoughts.

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    Even the sadness of those days, even the pain of those days
    I loved every bit of it, with you by my side
    In my heart, never coming out, is the bitter smell of lemon 

     

     

     

    (Lemon- Kenshi Yonezu) 

     

    The world ends and Atsushi tries to build his own.

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    You could never run away from your past, alive and breathing in your body and soul, pushing you toward your destiny, waiting, and waiting. 

    You could never avoid the lake. 

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    Pneumo-botanikos Parasitos (N.): A rare disease in which a botanical parasite infiltrates respiratory system. It's also known as Hanahaki Byou, since this disease first emerged in Japan. The cause of the illness is unknown.

     

    Reigen coughs petals and fights for life.

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    How can you miss something that you never had? Or maybe you had it, but never acknowledged it. The pain, the pain. The pain of losing one’s precious smile, the pain of losing your house, your safe place, your warmth. The pain of starting over, the pain of laughing with no real feelings, the pain of blades cutting skin, the pain of waking up in a cold bed, feeling even colder in the heart.
    “I’m sorry.”
    How can this be a second chance in life?

     

    Atsushi loses his memories, and Dazai loses his strength.

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    I have lived thousands of timelines. I have been the cause of the distress and pain and misery. I have been the one ending each timeline. I laugh and dance and laugh and dance when the world ends and repeats- but two souls cry soundlessly inside me.

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    "In this unnatural scene,
    The shimmering heat laughed, "This is the real thing!"
    As my vision blurred away, I glanced at your profile, and thought I saw you smiling"
    edit 21/12/2018: damn this one needs editing too *piles it up at the 'project i would never do and always feel guilty about'*

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    Written for the prompt: “I hope one day you’re as happy as you’re pretending to be.”
    Atsushi can't sleep, so he muses over his relationship and Dazai.

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    Soulmates bear the wounds of each other, in hope of finding each other through pain and agony.
    Atsushi's wrists are full of cuts, his neck purple and bruised. His own wounds, red and purple on his body.
    Do you, he wants to ask, hate me?

    AKA the angsty soulmate!au no one asked for
    08/03/2020: I edited it slightly, and I'm kind of thinking about writing this from Dazai's pov.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    5
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    265
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