bluemantics

by ikimaru



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    Eddie is on his seventh (eighth?) beer when Buck starts making his way over to him. He’s all beautiful and smiley, and he’s the absolute last person Eddie wants to be around. Which is to say, Eddie wants to be around him always, wants to hide away in Buck’s warmth and love, and stay there forever.

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    Buck is exhausted. And he doesn't even care that he's clingy. He just wants to stay there, pressed against Eddie. That's it. That's all.

     

    Buck isn’t a particularly clumsy person. Sure he has his moments when he is tired or distracted but he usually has his limbs under control and thinks he is rather graceful. Not today though.

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    20 Dec 2024

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    Eddie’s heard these stories before. Buck has a lot of them. The random, wild nonsense that he got up to as a kid. But Eddie’s never considered who's missing from the stories until it’s pointed out to him: Buck’s parents. They should have been there to reassure him, to hold his hand. But they weren't. Buck was alone growing up. All alone.

    Eddie never wants Buck to have to be alone again.

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    20 Dec 2024

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    He doesn’t see it.

     

    He barely even hears it, the sounds of struggle on the edge of his awareness as he and Hen roll the patient onto a stretcher. Bobby will tell him later that the guy had broken free from Buck, pushed him hard enough for Buck to lose his footing and trip backwards into the skate bowl.

     

    What Eddie does hear is the sickening dull thud of Buck’s head hitting concrete.

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    Eddie insists he forgives Buck. He even does a convincing job of acting like it. But there's one thing Buck knows, and it's that things don't just go back to normal - not like that, not for him. So he sets about pushing Eddie into letting everything out so Buck can finally make it all up to him.

    He didn't expect the making it up to involve the bedroom, but if that's what it takes, he can't say he minds. The bedroom is where he's at his best. Keeping his feelings out of it, though- turns out that's the difficult part.

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    20 Dec 2024