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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Two years ago, Harry Styles came out to his best friend, Louis Tomlinson. But what should have been a moment of support turned into an unexpected kiss and a painful distance between them. Now, as bandmates in the spotlight, Harry and Louis are stuck in a cycle of bickering and unspoken feelings, struggling to navigate their past and what they might still mean to each other.

    With the pressure of fame, their own fears, and a growing tension neither can ignore, will they ever confront the truth of what happened-or will the space between them be too much to overcome?

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    24 Dec 2024

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    While Louis had to try so hard to stay focused and be the best, Harry somehow did the same things with ease and confidence. He hated how Harry glided through life, carrying happiness on his shoulders like it was nothing when it was arduous for Louis. His carefree demeanor made Louis feel crazy.

    But that feeling just motivated him to always keep his eyes on the prize. Number one in the class rankings every year and the valedictorian spot the next year when they graduated. He was so close he could taste it. And if the only thing in his way was Harry Styles, then Louis was willing to up the stakes to figure out what made him weak just to beat him.

    “Whatever,” Louis eventually said to Liam. “He’s a fucking cliche.”

    or a boarding school AU where Harry and Louis are academic rivals until they realize they’re more similar than they thought.

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    22 Dec 2024

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    Written for the Aro/Ace Fest 2024.

    Prompt 12: Gray-Asexual (demisexual) Harry falls in love and gets attracted to his best friend Louis after fifteen years of friendship.

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    13 Dec 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Fourteen years ago, Harry and Louis were wide-eyed boys on the X Factor stage, full of promise and hope. Harry was idealistic, tender-hearted, and desperate to believe love could conquer anything. Louis was sharp-tongued, quick-witted, and quietly convinced he wasn’t worth the kind of devotion Harry offered so freely. They crashed together fast and hard, all sharp edges and soft smiles, building something too big to control. For a while, it worked. Until it didn’t.
    The weight of secrets, fame, and their own flaws dragged them under. They fought like their lives depended on it, drew blood with every argument, and kept coming back for more. They loved too much and too badly, turning their relationship into a toxic mess of longing, miscommunication, and destruction. By the time they fell apart, their connection was fraying into something unrecognizable.
    Now Liam is gone, and grief forces them back into the same space, staring down years of unresolved tension and guilt. Louis is steadier, quieter, ready to let go. But Harry still clings to the belief that love is enough.
    They grieve, they argue, and they unravel all over again. In the end, one believes in forever, and one can never stay. And nothing ever changes.

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    09 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    After Liam Payne’s death, Louis Tomlinson reunites with his former bandmates to navigate their shared grief. Staying with Harry, Louis begins to rebuild his life, finding comfort in their deepening connection and the support of his closest friends. But just as he starts to find his footing again, a horrific night shatters his fragile progress, forcing him to confront old wounds and unimaginable pain. Together, Louis and Harry must face the aftermath, leaning on each other as they fight to reclaim hope amidst the darkness.

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    08 Dec 2024