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His first mistake was coming to California. Sam had made it pretty damn clear he was done with them and yet, Dean was here. Right back to the beginning, right back to drawing Sam out of his new life.
He didn’t know why he broke in; it didn’t seem like a particularly smart idea to just sneak up on his fucking ninja of a brother. But right now it wasn’t Sam that he was looking at, it’s this clueless white girl and she’s scared and Dean knows what this looks like, what he looks like but all he can think about is the fact that there’s a girl living with his brother and Dean didn’t know about it.
Basically a rewrite of Dean breaking into Sam's apartment with Jess but if they were Black. Read author's notes for more context!!
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how many stars will i need to hang around me (to finally call it heaven) by bekaar
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
11 Oct 2022
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Here is what he knows (what he believes in as much as it is the start of his ruin): Every time he meets Gojo Satoru, he falls in love. Like a puppet controlled by invisible strings, his heart falters, and stops. And, like clockwork, every time that Gojo looks at him, his heart restarts.
Here is what he knows (and this one will kill him, it does and it has): They are never meant to be. He has stopped keeping track of the lives he has lived, of the universes there are. He has stopped keeping track of how it happens (how Gojo kills him), when and where. (He had, at first, thinking there was a way out, but all his organised efforts did nothing for his cause. No matter what he said, or did, Getou knew he would never survive.)
Or, the one where Getou keeps getting reborn into different universes, and all of them end the same way: with Getou’s death.
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None of them believed it, but they had to, eventually.
Only one of them could have stopped it.
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Kevin dies, and suddenly, nothing makes sense anymore.Read at your own risk:
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Warning: Brief mention of bruises, choking
Kevin deals with the aftermath of the choking incident.
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- Part 3 of AFTG Bingo 2020
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Kevin and Neil have kind of given up
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- Part 14 of Aesthetic (AFTG Summer 2020)
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AFTG Bingo 2020: I did five works, one them is a shitty fanart, the other is an equally shitty moodboard, and these are the three fanfics.
You can find the rest on my tumblr with the same name
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Neil and Kevin are hellbent to get Andrew to compromise his aesthetic. Fourteen plans and many shenanigans later, will Andrew compromise his aesthetic?
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“Nonsense.” Jane turned to Dean. “You are a boy, yes?” Dean nodded. “You want to dance?” Dean looked at Mary, who froze then looked down. Dean shook his head. “Listen,” Jane said. “Dancing will be good for you. You will get all the ladies. You will get big and strong. Like a man.” Dean’s eyes were getting wider and wider, but he didn’t move. Waiting for Mary.
“Jane,” Mary said, stepping in to rescue Dean. “He’s a little shy. Maybe you can convince him tomorrow.”
Or, the 1980s is the peak of the Jazzercise craze. When Dean is four, Mary starts taking him with her.
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10 Jun 2024
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In Which Dean Has EDS by Butterbeerandbutterknives
Fandom: Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
12 May 2023
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09 Jun 2024
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Dean and Cas versus food, dinner parties, and each other.
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03 Jun 2024
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Dean looks at Jack, and he sees Cas in him, and he thinks: I can't fuck up the way Dad did. So he asks Sam for some advice.
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01 Jun 2024
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Dean’s pretty sure the definition of true love is pausing Die Hard to read an article about potting soil drainage.
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01 Jun 2024