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    “You’ve been exposed to a novel form of radiation,” M'Benga explains. “It seems to prevent you from sleeping, and yet requires sleep in order to leave your system. One thousand hours of it, by my estimate.”

    “Hell of a catch-22,” Jim jokes, but his smile feels weak.

    “Indeed,” M’Benga agrees, somber. “It’s lucky we have a Vulcan on the crew – we've found that despite the radiation, you’re able to sleep with the assistance of a meld.”

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    15 Nov 2024

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    This story picks up directly after the first story, Desire/Reserve.
    Kirk and Spock have been lovers for a few months, and on the eve of their first shore leave together as a couple, they've announced their status.
    Kirk's made reservations for an indulgent sexy vacation in a fancy hotel on the starbase. Spock's own reservations about five days away from duty and alone with Kirk are what he's trying hard to keep to himself.

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    10 Nov 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    What must Spock be going through, after all that on Vulcan? Their forced contest apart, he’d been rejected, in front of so many witnesses, by his haughty long-time betrothed. Even if a fellow wasn’t in love with a spouse, that would be hard to assimilate. Humiliating. And what about all that sexual tension built up over such a long time? Had it really been expended by their battle? Was Spock truly rid of his unsatiated need?
    If Spock had been anybody else Kirk could have approached him and coaxed him into confidence—except, if he was anybody else among Kirk’s friends, he would not be a half-human Vulcan in the aftermath of a broken pon farr. Kirk imagined going to him, making some rational argument for why they needed, freely, frankly, privately, to discuss what they’d been through.
    Talk about ... he winced at his own jargon ... possible next steps.

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    31 Oct 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    It is said that people are destined to repeat the past, and James T. Kirk already has. If time is a circle, then Jim’s life is loop-after-loop of disappointment and desertion as he’s abandoned by those he loves. Separating his own fate from that of his father’s aboard the Kelvin seems to be an impossible task, and it is hard for Jim to be optimistic when he has already died aboard the Enterprise. Jim just can’t shake the feeling that he is doomed to repeat this cycle and that soon, his own ship will go down, too.

    After all, ships go down all the time. If Jim isn’t too careful, the Enterprise (and himself) will sink.

    This work is complete! Enjoy!

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    27 Oct 2024

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    The admiralty wants Spock to captain his own ship. Neither Kirk nor Spock wants him to leave the Enterprise. When they find a regulatory loophole that might prevent their separation, they take it, and damn the consequences.

    When the implications of their fake relationship begin to unearth secrets from Kirk's past, he's going to have to choose between keeping those secrets or keeping his marriage- and the impact of that decision threatens to shake the Federation to its core.

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    13 Oct 2024