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  1. Public Bookmark 88

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    After the winter training camp was done, all Kazuya wanted to do was rest until after the new year.

    Obviously, Eijun couldn't leave well enough alone.

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    02 Jul 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Eijun's tongue sticks to the roof of his mouth as Kazuya blinks up at him, eyes glazed, saltwater clinging to his lashes.

    Kazuya's tears have always made Eijun emotional. It's the vulnerability that gets to Eijun - the impossible, insurmountable mountain of faith that Kazuya has in him. It usually makes Eijun feel overwhelmed with emotion, heightens his feelings, but this - this is different. 

    This is a new kind of vulnerability. A different brand of trust. 

    Eijun takes a shaky breath as Kazuya blinks over at him, his mind filling with the the unbidden, intrusive thought of Miyuki Kazuya is so pretty when he cries.

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    In which Kazuya introduces Eijun to impact play and Eijun learns new things about himself.

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    08 Jun 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    And yet, despite the encouraging strength in his words, most of the team saw little more than the pale empty cheeks of their captain and the dark bags under his eyes.

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    08 Jun 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    Miyuki Kazuya has worked hard to get to where he is.

    All it takes is one picture, then questions are being asked and decisions are having to be made.
    It's not easy to know the right answer when so many eyes are on you.

    "Even when you were driving me crazy, you were still always unapologetically you. So tell me, when did you start apologising?"

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    26 May 2024

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Miyuki Kazuya is picking himself up from the aftermath of a catastrophic relationship, trying to find balance and some semblance of who he was before it. Enter the ever radiant Sawamura Eijun and his complete inability to pull himself away from Kazuya after a meeting at a bookstore goes awry. With their friendship comes the strength to face their demons and with their love comes the ability to rise above them.

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    24 May 2024