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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    Mu Qing kicks him.

    “What the FUCK—”

    “Dinner’s ready.”

    “You could’ve just said—”

    “Do you want to eat or not?” Mu Qing has already turned away. If he has to watch Feng Xin’s t-shirt go tight across his shoulders as he pushes himself up something will snap in his brain. He spent an hour making the salmon dish from that ridiculous clean-eating cookbook; they are going to fucking eat it.

     

    Mu Qing and Feng Xin get together, and it is every bit as awful as Mu Qing always assumed love would be.

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    24 Jan 2024

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    hjfjjjjjddsfhskjkk i love you ! ! !!!

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    Hua Cheng is glad he doesn't have a heartbeat. "Ah, I see now," he teases. "Gege just wants to snuggle with me, I understand, ahaha."

    Hua Cheng is joking, but Xie Lian is conspicuously silent. Hua Cheng ducks closer to look at his face. His expression of embarrassment is so cute, his eyebrows high curves over wide evasive eyes. Again the urge to kiss him. Again resistance. Hua Cheng clears his throat. "Ah… I was right??"

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    Xie Lian catches a cold.

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    10 Jan 2024

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    oh...it's so sweet...it's so perfect

  3. Public Bookmark 74

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    Shi Qingxuan hummed, nodding. “Ming-jie,” she said, smile shy. This close, Ming Yi could smell the sweetness of her perfume. In the flickering candlelight, the blush spreading across her cheeks was harder to discern, but it was there, darkening as Shi Qingxuan slid one hand over Ming Yi’s waist. “Tell me if you want me to stop,” she murmured, eyelashes lowering, and Ming Yi’s false breath caught in her throat.

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    10 Jan 2024

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    YEAH IT'S BEEN FIVE YEARS BUT THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

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    Ling Wen and Shi Qing Xuan establish the communication array, and then Ling Wen leaps into the well and disappears. Shi Qing Xuan walks over and sits in front of Xie Lian and Hua Cheng. "So," she says. "Dianxia. Crimson Rain Seeks Flower. Fancy meeting you here."

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    Book 1 ended on a cliffhanger. I fell off.

    Alternate summary: "Xie Lian's Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day" Slowly Animorphs Into "Xie Lian And Hua Cheng Have A Nice Day, Actually"

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    10 Jan 2024

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    this made me so ah. thank you. ahhhhhhh

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    "Really, Xie Lian, you don't even jerk it??" Shi Qingxuan insists. "I mean it's none of my business and you can tell me to fuck off, but holy shit, lady."

    Xie Lian laughs, feeling her cheeks color, and shrugs again. "I don't know, something about the mechanics of it just never made sense to me," she admits. "And anyway that's time I should be spending studying."

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    It comes out that Xie Lian's never had an orgasm. She goes to Hua Cheng for help.

    • theyre lesbians

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    10 Jan 2024

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    YAY YEAH i love this !!!

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    Shi Qingxuan is about to point out that, as Ming Yi said, the jade pillar has no sensation and there's not really any point to sucking her off like that. But then Ming Yi slinks onto the bed and pushes their way into her lap and licks a smooth stripe up the jade pillar, and, okay, Shi Qingxuan can see the appeal here.

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    shi qingxuan... with a strap

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    10 Jan 2024

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    YEAH!

  7. This has been deleted, sorry!

    10 Jan 2024

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    hey author btw this is canon. to me. :)

  8. Public Bookmark 3

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    Art. Yushi Huang getting some rest with her ox friend.

    For day 5 of Yushi Huang Week 2023: Modern AU

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    10 Jan 2024

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    i love finding art on ao3 it’s like looking for a pencil in your pocket and finding money

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    Hua Cheng finally had the chance to move in with the love of his life, and for the first time, he thought he knew what it felt like to come home. Everything was perfect.

    Except for the hair. Xie Lian’s hair.

    It was everywhere.

    But that was okay. Hua Cheng had a plan.

    More to the point, he had 14 Hirsute Hacks to Hinder Hair Loss.

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    Alternatively: a chronicle of Hua Cheng’s secret mission to improve his boyfriend’s hair health. (Completely readable independent of Part 1)

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    10 Jan 2024

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    aw. <3.

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    After Hua Cheng is called in to do a rather simple task at a rather decrepit home, he finds himself replacing more than just the carpet in Xie Lian’s home—for example: the stove, the cabinets, the walls, the roof, and his heart (in Xie Lian’s hands).

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    10 Jan 2024

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    cute cute CUTE

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    The accusation gets to Mu Qing. Feng Xin can tell. He may hate the guy with every fiber of his being, but he and Mu Qing were two planets orbiting the same sun for the majority of their lives. Two planets that clashed together every now and then, an eclipse gone wrong, but Xie Lian had kept them upright. Xie Lian had kept them steady.

    And now, with Xie Lian gone, their solar system is devoid of all the light it has ever known.

    (Or: Feng Xin, Mu Qing, and 800 years of regrets.)

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    10 Jan 2024

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    this fic has:
    -fengqing
    -xianle trio angst
    -800 years of dear lord
    -my eternal love

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    “Gege!” The stranger says, cheerful and incredibly familiar. “Is the water warmer on that side?”

    Not thinking much about it, Xie Lian sticks his hand in the river. The fish scatter underneath him. “I can’t say if it’s warmer but it is quite warm.” He doesn’t explicitly mention that it’s been almost a year since he’s felt the current on the other side and so would have no way of knowing.

    But his answer seems adequate enough—the youth perks up and rises to his feet. “I thought the sun shined brighter on gege’s side! Would you mind if I joined you over there?”

    “Not at all,” Xie Lian responds in turn. “I have to warn you though, it’s a long way around. And the sun is to set in a few hours, perhaps the time it would take for you to get here is better spent getting home.”

    Not a second after Xie Lian finishes his sentence, the boy laughs. Settling into a grin, he says, “Gege, what’s there to do? I was kicked out today, I’m afraid there’s no better way to spend my time.”

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    10 Jan 2024

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    i feel!!! about this!!!

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    When it comes to something like this, there are a few important steps:

    First, Xie Lian makes sure that his husband is busy. Something like that makes it sound so terrible, but it’s not—it’s really not! It’s just that Hua Cheng can be overprotective, and if he saw this he would react poorly. Xie Lian would rather spare him that.

    Second, Xie Lian puts Ruoye away. The poor thing never wants to go. He has to tie it somewhere safe and placate it with gentle touches and soothing words. Even so, it still lashes its ends and strains after him until he leaves the room. It will cling too tightly when he returns.

    Third, Xie Lian goes somewhere quiet and familiar. It can be the armory, or their private baths, or even the shrine near Puqi Village. It is never their bedroom. It is never their cottage.

    Fourth, Xie Lian draws his sword.

    Fifthly, finally, Xie Lian takes a deep breath, closes his eyes, and carves his own skin open.

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    10 Jan 2024

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    right in the feels (admirably)

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    “We talked about it,” Xie Lian says, hearing the frustration in his voice. “I want to go to the next step.”

    “It's okay if you don't—” Hua Cheng started.

    “I do! God, I want it so much. I don't want you thinking that I don't. I—I think about it all the time, San Lang.”

    Hua Cheng looks pleased, the tops of his cheekbones flushing to match his red shirt, and his thumb strokes the back of Xie Lian's hand.

    “What do you think about, gege?”

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    Xie Lian seeks a lesson in desire. And another. And another.

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    10 Jan 2024

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    i’m about four years late but BLESS THIS FIC. i love you and your work.

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    “What does gege want?”

    “I want—”

    Xie Lian has to force his thoughts to stop their panicked skipping. What does he want? He wants the dusty solitude of his room. He wants to dunk his head in the wash water. He wants Ruoye tight around his ribs and the leaves of his tree in the window. And then a series of realizations: He wants this to be over, but he doesn’t want San Lang to leave. He wants to rest his weary body, but he doesn’t want to have sex. He wants to be fed—

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    Xie Lian is cursed to need sex. Hua Cheng wants to help with that.

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    10 Jan 2024

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    *eyes brimming with tears* uhm,,,,,,,,uhgh,

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    心想事成, 一帆风顺. May all your heart’s wishes come true, and may your sails move with the winds.

    // This is Xie Daozhang’s first Lunar New Year in the Ghost City, and it’s all hands on deck.

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    10 Jan 2024

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    this was so wholesome :)

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    Xie Lian’s eyes flicked halfway up the length of San Lang’s body, sitting rather stiffly on the sofa. He looked kind of awkward, to be honest. Then again, awkwardness was probably a bit of a given when you were sex-coaching the flatmate you’d only known for two weeks.

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    Or: Jun Wu has dumped Xie Lian for being bad in bed. Desperate to get him back, Xie Lian asks his new flatmate to be his sex-coach. His new flatmate surprisingly says yes.

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    03 Dec 2023

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    the title threw me off a little ....but wow!!! that was a masterpiece ❤️

  18. Public Bookmark 1

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    She’d crawled on her hands and knees, picking up the pieces of his skull, methodically, calmly, trying not to slip in the mess of his blood mixed with hers on the slick tiles. Her hands had only shaken a little. She’d been dimly aware that most people would have been hysterical in her position, but there hadn’t been time for hysterics. He was in pieces on the floor, small enough to miss if she wasn’t careful. And so she had been cautious, and steady, and calm, and she had gathered up the pieces of her necromancer in silence.

    Those pieces rested in a pouch around her neck now, half assembled — she worked on it whenever she had time, but progress was slow, and she had to be careful. On the first day she had dropped a fragment and spent an hour searching for it, only to find it under the dresser in the sparse room she’d been locked in. It was very nearly a disastrous mistake. She wouldn’t let it happen again.

    Nobody believed her about the bones. She didn’t care. They didn’t know him. She did.

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    a collection of moments in the time between palamedes's death and camilla's meeting with harrow midway through HtN, interspersed with some memories of their time on the sixth.

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    26 Nov 2023

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    YES!

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    “Sensei, what happened to you when you were sealed?”

    “Everyone died,” Satoru says casually, putting the pot on the stove and reaching for the dial to turn the heat back on, “as I’m sure you’ve already heard.”

    ~
    Satoru escapes the seal and fights Sukuna. But after and before that, he talks to shadows.

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    14 Nov 2023

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    oh my god. oh my god oh my god oh my god.

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    Hua Cheng finally finds his god after six centuries of searching, but something is wrong. He’s not sure what, but he’ll be there every step of the way while he recovers.

    Xie Lian escaped the coffin, but his mind feels slow to react or recall. Words and social manners feel harder to reach than usual. He’ll get there eventually though, he always does. Especially since for some reason a patient ghost seems especially attached to helping him.

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    10 Nov 2023

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    hualian domestic au HUALIAN DOMESTIC AU silly little coffins

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