Gifts for ad_castra
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"Your powers," Jess smiled. "You've been having dreams about this discussion for months, haven't you?"
Sam couldn't speak, he couldn't find the words to describe the indignant burning in his blood. Jess' words were true, but he had never thought the dream would be real. He thought it was just that. A dream. A nightmare.
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The Absolution of Fire and Water by TaylorMay1912 for ad_castra
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
19 May 2022
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I ran toward it all, thinking the destruction might
purify me.
- Fire and Water, Part One: Absolution (Misha Collins, Some Things I Still Can't Tell You, 2021)He waded towards his river of retribution, tried to swim down into his lake of liquid loneliness. He tried to kill himself, to protect his friends, his loves, his humanity. But, instead, in his death, monsters were born.
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- Part 3 of TaylorMay1912's samcas Fics
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'but with the precious blood of Christ, like that of a lamb without blemish or spot.'
It should make an abomination like himself recoil in disgust, but the monster in him salivated at the thought.
"Sam…" Cas tilted his head to the side, eyes dropping to his lips. "That's sacrilegious,"
"I'm sorry," The hunter breathed out.
"But you might be onto something," Cas bit his lip.Series
- Part 2 of TaylorMay1912's samcas Fics
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A House Designed For Hell by TaylorMay1912 for ad_castra
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
09 Apr 2022
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Some scars are safer to stay. Attending to miniscule cracks is all Castiel can do. If he tried to fix the structural splits in the depth of Sam's soul, the hunter will surely fold.
But now Sam was speaking in Castiel's mother tongue again, and the angel found himself wishing he could reconstruct Sam in a safer space than the decaying bones of himself.
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- Part 1 of TaylorMay1912's samcas Fics
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faithful are the wounds of a friend by pilotflyingj for marichat_04, ad_castra
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
06 Apr 2022
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He’s still looking at Castiel, however hesitantly it may be, searching his face – for confusion, for disgust, for any sign that he shouldn’t be asking about this. He doesn’t find any; just a warm expression of understanding. Seeing the kindness in his eyes makes Dean wonder how there was ever a time he was scared of him, how there was ever a time he saw Castiel as anything less than a friend.
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Castiel gave Dean magic top surgery when he pulled him from Hell. They finally talk about it.
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And so it goes. Just as Dean found salvation in the arms of an angel he thought would kill him, Sam found hope in the wicked smile of a witch with a cruel heart.
At least, that's what he thought in the beginning.
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- Part 3 of Supernatural Drabbles
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All I Ever Wanted by transgenderisms101 for jenderenvy, ad_castra, mouldyfishsmell
Fandoms: Supernatural
25 Dec 2021
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Benny Lafitte and Dean Winchester Fluff.
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And Misery's No Rest For Weary Gentlemen by yan_deer for ad_castra, skepticheretic, BABYGIRLISM
Fandoms: Supernatural
04 Dec 2021
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If he cannot fill the void in his life by bringing Dean back, then he will need someone who is empty and hurting in the same way.
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The Wishes I've Made Are Too Vicious To Tell by yan_deer for ad_castra
Fandoms: Supernatural
03 Nov 2021
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Dean is dead. Sam knows that.
He’ll let him go soon.
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the night is young, weighed under muddy grey clouds. cornfields on all sides, the road seems endless. how long has it been since the sun went down, since the last gas station, motel, living soul— he could do it now.
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- Part 1 of inherent violence
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What seems like a routine salt and burn turns into a night to remember as Sam stumbles across another hunter in the old Hawthorne house.
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He doesn’t remember digging his fingernails into his thigh until Cas reaches over and gently pries them off. Old habits. Cas doesn’t let go of his hand.
“Hell’s a hard place to forget, Cas.”