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I think of loss and I can only think of you (the world, it burns through me) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
21 Oct 2024
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〔When Jesse got close enough to see that he was using a brush to clean the little crevices between one metal plate and the other from every grain of sand he could find, he understood that someone had to do something about it.
He looked around, full of hope, but the few clones still in the hangar probably read Jesse's intentions on his face, since they acted like they couldn't see him staring at them and refused to look at his direction, and Jesse sighed heavily.
He was the chosen one.〕
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in three moments, Anakin and Jesse against the Galaxy (where one tries very hard to be friends but can't seem to accept that he's made it, and the other tries his hardest not to get in troubles as he keeps his General alive and safe from himself and everything else)Series
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darkness always finds you either way (could this be how every day begins?) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
16 Sep 2024
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⦋Rex was warmth.
But Echo was ice. What was Rex doing there?Rex was his captain. He was the memory of a heavy but careful hand that hit his chest and marked it forever, that with one gesture gave Echo a second heart, a second home, another chance at life.
Rex's warmth was warmer than the suns of Tatooine.But Fives' warmth had been the one of a thousand supernovae, explosions of hot air and energy that reached the deepest part of Echo. The warmth and energy of acceptance and fondness, of a love shared with death watching them without caring for any consequences, because they had nothing but the love for a brother.
Regardless of Rex's warmth, Echo felt a shiver run down his spine, or maybe he imagined it.
There was no warmth without Fives.⦌or
brotherhood comes first, even with the Galaxy shaken up by a senseless war and mad politicians- and yes, Fives gets to see the Chancellor die.Series
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Jon Snow was simply quiet.
Quietly he'd walked through the walls of Winterfell. He'd left them just as quietly , and quietly he'd become the brother of the Night's Watch who held the most power. Quietly, now, he was looking at them, not wanting to ask too many questions, but with his mind working to connect the few dots he had.Instead, he turned to look at her.
With no masks to hide weaknesses that she could use to beat him in a game she played alone, because at this point they knew each other's weaknesses way too well.
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Catelyn survives, and learns to love a boy and the child he once was. -
trapped within an abstract from a moment of my life by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
26 May 2024
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Obi-Wan didn't know about the way he'd given up, sinking in the sand where he was born and where, for a second, he'd thought about dying, prey to the throes of hysterical visions and images of stars that had invaded his sight.
"I accepted her death. I didn't do anything strange, I didn't- use to Force to make her come back, I didn't hurt anyone or anything, I didn't... I gave up."
"If what I felt was your pain, Anakin, the only person you hurt with your desperation was yourself."
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where Shmi survives, and why things go differentlySeries
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a job that slowly kills you, bruises that won't heal (I'll take a quiet life) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
12 Mar 2024
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He didn't need any friend.
He didn't need the awkward attempts of others to befriend him.
He didn't need to be despised any more than he already was.
He didn't need Kanae's pitying looks.He needed to move on.
To ignore everyone, to ignore everything, to do his job.
And die in peace.
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how to derange the planned suicidal life of your hot and absolutely unbearable colleague [→EDIT/ how to act around the hot, unbearable and new-found love of your life who's dealing with the failure his planned suicidal life ended up being]Series
- Part 8 of ✭KNY✭
- Part 2 of How Love Saved (Almost) Everyone (my mental health)
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I forgive and I forget (I know my place and this is it) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan
09 Feb 2024
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—Connor nodded and didn’t stop walking, out of words to say. It was strange, for him.
It was easy to feel his tongue light and his mouth filled with words, that tumbled out one after the other barely coherently, in a never-ending flow of thoughts, victims of a nonexistent filter between his brain and mouth.
He never had much to say, when it was about his father.
(It was easier this way.)—
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Connor Stoll is a white canvas made of potential and underrated angst, and author is weak. -
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"Maybe what you call a 'copy' is what you are."
"How can that be me, if I built it with things that weren't mine?"
"I don't know."
That admission was the loudest thing Chuuya had ever heard.
More than any violent explosion, more than the screams of his victims, more than his own screams. More than the end of the world."If what you are is just a lie, Chuuya" and he said it with a voice that screamed nothing but that, for him, that was the most ridiculous thing he'd ever heard "You have to teach me how to. Who knows, it might be useful one day."
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Chuuya looks for humanity, and Dazai looks at humanity in the flesh as it stands before him.Series
- Part 3 of bsd fics✮
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skinning the children for a war drum (it's quicker and easier to eat your young) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
23 Nov 2023
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"I didn't want to come here."
"Why not?" Kix didn't move, relaxing further and tapping his fingers in a rhythm only he knew the sense of against Rex's closed hand.
"Because I'm afraid I'll change my mind if I spend another second here with you."
Jesse smiled.
"If you try to change your mind we'll kick you out of here" at the stunned look Ahsoka gave him he raised an eyebrow, the tattoo almost invisible under the dim light "What, you thought Rex made you come here to convince you to stay? We're not that mean, kid."The tears came unexpectedly, but none of them were caught off guard.
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the Child and the SoldiersSeries
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your hand in my hand, so still and discreet (I'd be home with you) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
13 Nov 2023
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"General, Commanders."
“Captain, what happened to your armor?”
"Yessir, it blew up, fortunately without me in it. A mine, sir. What was I called for?"
"Commander Skywalker will infiltrate behind enemy lines, blow up their shield generator and a high number of those clankers with it. Willing to assist him, private?"The clone frowned, and turned to look at Anakin again. Then, surprising everyone but the Commander, he nodded with a firm "Let's do it."
For a second Anakin thought about asking if he was sure, but he stopped himself before doing it.
The lake had become agitated, and the air filled with singing birds, and the colors became more vivid, alive. A voracious glint flashed through the clone's eyes.Truth is, he had asked for a crazy enough soldier.
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how famous war hero Jedi Knight Anakin Skywalker and renowned ex-queen senator Padmé Amidala found themselves wrapped around the little finger of a defective and tired clone, and how- despite the hate the galaxy feels so deep for them everything managed to work out.Series
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your hand in my pocket to keep us both warm (the moment I knew I'd no choice but to love you) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
08 Oct 2023
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Quin stood still, looking at him, something incomprehensible in his eyes.
"What if he's hurt and doesn't want to tell me- what if he fears my reaction? It has happened before, and I told him he shouldn't be afraid, but what if he doesn't understand? What kind of Master am I if he's afraid to tell me things like that? What if he wandered around at night and they attacked him? He's already done that too, and he's already too mature for his age, how-"
“I don't know man, have you tried just asking him?”
The dirty look that came Quin's way didn't move him, but only because he had been receiving similar ones for twenty years by now.
"Of course I have, otherwise why would I be here complaining that he isn't talking to me?"
"The boy is smart, as stupid as he is. He will tell you if something is wrong. And you should ask him seriously. Something like, sit down and have some tea, look serious and contrite and ask him. He loves you too much to say no to your big sad eyes."
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that time a young padawan said "no" to his master's big sad eyes and fixed everything with tea- and that time his master fixed everything with honestySeries
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you know I'm good on my own (do you know, I could break beneath the weight) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
06 Oct 2023
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«Wolffe had commed him, one night.
From Coruscant Fox had smiled at him tiredly, and Wolffe had felt his heart sank at the sight of the ugly eye bags that seemed to scar his face, the dark bruise on his cheekbone and the exhaustion in his eyes. In the eyes of the only brother he thought as safe.
Fox said it was nothing, that everything was okay, and Wolffe cried.He cried, and told his twin how he knew that his anger would have been his demise, how he knew that his General wouldn't have waited long before requesting a new CC, maybe a CC that didn't hate him so strongly.
He cried in the way he was able only to with Fox, ugly and freeing, wet and rare.»or
Wolffe and Fox, their life together, their life a galaxy from each otherSeries
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you will squeeze the life out of me (maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
08 Aug 2023
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«There was Satoru Gojo, with his back to them.
Looking back after years, Suguru Geto still remembered the thing he noticed first. His messy hair was blowing in the wind, and at his feet was a small mass of white bandages.
Then Satoru Gojo had turned around, and Suguru had perhaps met him for the first time.
Suguru Geto was a romantic, and he believed in many things. With Satoru Gojo he didn't know what to believe. But if it was true that eyes were the mirror of the soul, Satoru Gojo had the purest and sharpest soul in the universe.
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hot on the run from the grip of the power game (he is burning, fire in the twilight) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Movieverse)
14 Jun 2023
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Because Pietro was fifteen-year-old, he had been an only child for just a year, pissed off at the world, hated by everyone around him, with a heart full of anger inhabited by a tiny and pathetic hope; and he had no trouble following three strangers and helping them to break someone out of prison, someone dangerous enough to be locked up in the fucking Pentagon.
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the comfort of finding someone that holds in his heart the same hate you try to ignore
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sometimes it gets hard to watch you when I know I can't have you, to call you my own, but you should be my boyfriend, girlfriend by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
02 Jun 2023
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Admiring someone was normal, right?
Watching them just do and talk and laugh and yell, thinking "Fuck, what would I do to be them".
Ganke would have told him that it was normal to admire someone, but that staring at someone as if they were the only source of water in an endless desert might not be admiring. Miles would have ignored him, as now he ignored Ganke's voice in his head.
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being young and through puberty, real puberty, is hard. Even more when you only seem to know hot people, who can also play instruments
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I feel soon I will sink into you (hoping, praying for you to justify my love) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Apr 2023
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He went to the park near the town church, and climbed up one of those trees, stretched out on one of its branches like a king slumping on his throne.
The man found him like that, an exhibition of elegance and carelessness, illuminated by the feeble light of the street lamps, just as decadent as he was bright under the stars.
The man found him, and sat down on that bench.
"Enchanting night, don't you think?"
Nikolai didn't move, his legs swinging now moving the air and disturbing the night, and let out a deliberately dramatic sigh "Enchanting, for sure!"
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the price of freedomSeries
- Part 1 of bsd fics✮
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you've been locked in here forever (sharing all your secrets with each other) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
10 Apr 2023
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Only shortly after the mission that had seen them collide with two Uppermoons Muichiro had looked for him, and had looked him over, registering with an impassive gaze the semi-destroyed uniform, the scars scattered over any part of his body now exposed to the world (in an extremely embarrassing way, but by now he was able to ignore that burning shame in showing anyone that destroyed and cursed skin, those tattoos and wounds and gashes) and had approached without saying a word.
Genya had turned pale and stepped back, muscles weakened by the fight but still able to stand, wounds healed and thin scars the last reminder of the blows that had pierced him from side to side, and Muichiro hadn't stopped.
He had planted himself a few centimeters from him, observing him from below with his head tilted like a cat's, and had spoken in a firm voice.
"I'm tired. Carry me on your back"
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Genya struggling to remain sane while a boy that-could-kill-him-in-three-seconds is flirting with him in an awkward waySeries
- Part 5 of genya&sanemi】
- Part 7 of ✭KNY✭
- Part 3 of How Love Saved (Almost) Everyone (my mental health)
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you go and I stay, it's always right person and wrong way (love you like oxygen, you don't know what I'd do for you) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Mar 2023
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And as time went on, as he found himself paired again and again with a reluctant and annoyed Jouno, he found himself more and more drawn to this man who seemed to hate him.
And Jouno probably really hated him, seeing how he acted. Or, at least, Jouno despised him, and had no problem pointing it out.
Tecchou instead continued to stubbornly encourage that path of redemption, dreaming of a Jouno who didn't think it was necessary to be so cruel, that felt free to be kind and appreciate the kindness in his life.
Everyone knew it, perhaps only Jouno himself was unaware of it, but Teccho didn't really care.
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loving despite every strong wallSeries
- Part 2 of bsd fics✮
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but no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep, maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
05 Feb 2023
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His hands were calloused, the fingertips rough and the skin like armor, and he felt where a few hours earlier he'd cut his index finger rolling down the mountain, the cut covered with a thin but strong gauze that Tomioka himself had wrapped around the flushed finger, a rare worry stirring in his chest as he warned the boy to be more careful.
(who had looked at him in surprise, his eyes watering, as he remembered how his father had done the same for him when he was barely six and through his explorer phase, as he remembered the way he himself had done the same with Rokuta on an afternoon when the boy had felt so energetic)or
the path of feeling again (giyuu finding himself as a parental figure for two traumatized children)Series
- Part 6 of ✭KNY✭
- Part 1 of How Love Saved (Almost) Everyone (my mental health)
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and if we die, we die together (I can tell you now, without a trace of fear, that my love will be forever) by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
23 Dec 2022
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He felt like he could do it again when Clary disappeared, and Magnus stood in the center of the room, smiling as only he could smile, and he looked at the real Magnus as confused as he was, who didn't return his gaze (yes, Magnus may have loved him, but could he aspire to be his first choice? No, and he wouldn't blame Magnus for it) but he kept staring at the body that Alec knew was Magnus only to him.
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Alec Lightwood through the years, living the not so sad life he learned to divide as "before Magnus" and "after Magnus" -
make me baby, make me know you really care, make me jump into the air by abstract_psychopomp
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
08 Oct 2022
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But Tengen hated the silence, the flat calm.
The numbness of hot training days, which left him exhausted and sore, he hated it. So monotonous it made him want to throw up.
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learning how to love freely in a world where you're only supposed to be what you're told toSeries
- Part 1 of ✭KNY✭