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    Nicole lives past overdosing with Emily in Remedial English. It turns out it did more than give her a coma.

    Before? She dealt with the bullshit of the world with drugs, razors, and apathy.

    Now? Maybe she can figure out life with friends and family.

    Fuck, almost dying on a classroom floor really makes a suicidal girl think...

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    16 Nov 2024

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    Nicole and Jecka are not a good match.

    They enable their worst habits, hurt everyone around them, and can’t go a month without blowing up at each other. Their communication is terrible, their coping skills minimal, and their ‘solutions’ never actually fix or address anything close to the problem.

    They are, by any and all definitions, extremely toxic.

    But, really, none of that matters, because they’re gonna make it work no matter who or what they need to sacrifice to get there in the end. They’re not worth the effort? Says who? Not really for anybody else to decide, now is it?

    Being alone is bad enough.

    Being alone without the one person who really gets you, for better or mostly worse?

    Fuck that.

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    16 Nov 2024

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    Jecka goes to college and Nicole actually maybe kinda misses her and also actually maybe is kinda really gay for her. But Nicole hates feelings and it's a hell of a lot easier to push Jecka away than it is to hope for something good.

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    16 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    A few months out of high school, Nicole hears a knock at the door. Annoyed, she gets up and opens the door with a swift motion. There stands a sobbing Jecka, soaked in rain water with tears streaming down her face.

    “The fuck happened to you?”

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    16 Nov 2024

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    Nicole hasn't read that book.

    She's not a bitch who reads. She's not a bitch who does really much of anything at all. Why put in the effort if you're just going to get yanked behind the hardware store and put down like a mangy dog even if you're Mother-fucking-Theresa?

    If she's lucky, that'll happen today, tomorrow, or the next day. Someday soon so this can all just fucking stop, because doing shit is hell when nobody's gonna listen to you scream even when they do. She'd finish the job herself if she hadn't fucked it up so many times.

    Get up. Don't die. Sleep. Good job, bitch, you woke up. Do it again. Forever.

    It's easier with Jecka, so long as she keeps talking.

    Please don't stop.

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    16 Nov 2024

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