20 Works by TheAmak
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All the Smoke in the Air (Feel Hate When They Stare) by TheAmak
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types
27 Mar 2023
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Peter Parker has lost everything- or, it feels like everything. The city hates him, the press claims he is a murderer, his father figure is dead, and he just ran out of web fluid and is hurdling toward a crowd of people who want his head on a stick.
And yet, he still wants to save them. No matter what they say, he is Spiderman, a superhero who pledges to protect whatever and whoever he can.Wade thinks, correction, he knows, that Peter needs a break. So he saves him like he always does.
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Tommy always knew he didn't want to die because well, he didn't want to die. However, as he stood up and looked at the vast and empty landscape before him, he started to realize there were so many reasons to fear death. Death was cruel, and death was honest. In death, Tommy couldn't run away from his problems anymore. In death, Tommy realized everything has consequences, in death Tommy wasn't alone.
Tommy didn't want to die.
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- Part 8 of A Sleepy Bois Guide To Love and Hurt
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Tommy isn’t sure when life seemed to become monochrome to him, he wasn’t sure when he stopped forming memories- but rather relying on old ones. He doesn’t know when he got so fixated on the past. Everything seems dull now, everything seems to simply weigh him down, and frankly Tommy is so sick of caring about it. He’s made compromises with himself, he decided to get up once today before he went back to bed, which is better than most days.
Today wasn’t a normal day though, he didn’t wake up then go back to bed just to stay asleep for hours. Today he was woken up by a loud, booming voice and a sickeningly sweet song. He was woken up by his brothers whom he thought had left him for dead. Turns out they never would have dreamed of such a thing.Series
- Part 7 of A Sleepy Bois Guide To Love and Hurt
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Halloween is Tommy's favourite holiday, he and Wilbur always used to go tricker treating around the neighborhood nearby the orphanage. They would dress up like the bothers they were, wolf ears and masks alike. Wilbur never pushed him aside, coming with him every year without fail.
This year, Halloween is always going to be Tommy's favourite holiday, because this year he is getting adopted. But Wilbur isn't, and they are figuring out that that's okay- that it will be okay.Series
- Part 6 of A Sleepy Bois Guide To Love and Hurt
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Whispers of the King and his family whisk around the village, warning friends and foes to stay away. Warning those who dare ask of the unspeakable mindset the royals had, the narcissistic ideas of the boys, and the power-elusive King. The king adopted his two boys, and now he is looking for one more, sending the local home into a rustle to try and prepare, a rustle that leaves one boy not suspecting of a thing.
Tommy was born on a frozen night, the wind treating him like a jewel as it spun around him. Tommy was born alone- raised by a newfound prisoner, and whisked away to Oakridge Orphanage with a tale of being kicked out in a year once he turned ten. After trying to prepare for life on the gaveled streets, the royal family steps into the home with a presence to be dammed. He happens to catch their eyes more than he intended with his matted, destroyed, golden hair.
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- Part 5 of A Sleepy Bois Guide To Love and Hurt
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Just Follow The Broken Brick Road (Except Their Is No Wizard At The End To Grant Your Wishes) by TheAmak for purpur_xp
Fandoms: Dream SMP
27 Aug 2022
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Ponk knows so little about how life is supposed to work, and he knows so much about how it doesn't. All the running he has done has tired his legs to the point he no longer knows how to use them. The only feeling left to him is that of wet grass tickling his ankles. Ponk silently hopes that whatever this new server- this new home- has in store for him, will allow him to breathe for a bit, to feel safe. Maybe he will even find friends along the way.
Now, when Ponk gets scared, he goes to his safe place. Or, what's left of it. This safe place is as old as he is, and clearly just as broken and misshapen as him and everyone else who used to go there. He wanted to feel safe, but instead he got to go on a trip down memory lane, to the good times. The safe times. Because this isn't his safe place anymore, but rather somewhere where he can imagine it still is.
Or: Ponk walks into the Dream SMP in hopes of a new life. Here are the four times Ponk made new friends, and the one time he takes time to question where everything went wrong.
All chapters are done ahead of time, so this work will not be abandoned!
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Foolish is lucky, and he knows this. But sometimes he has time to acknowledge it in more depth and contemplate how he got here. Sometimes he feels so loved that he can barely focus on everything else around him. Today is one of those times where he is awake first (like always) and he has time to appreciate his new life. Because sometimes Foolish is able to be happy.
And sometimes he wonders what the fuck Ricotta is.
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When all is said and done, is there anything left for Ponk? He has said all his words, done all his deeds, and fucked up so many times along the way. When left alone with their thoughts bleeding, with full access to medical care right through the nether portal beside him, he chooses to stay. To stay where he is, and to leave this cruel world behind.
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Someone has passed away on the server, and while everything is torn apart, tonight they are together. In memory of the blood god, Technoblade.
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“Yeah, you promised you would make it back with all your fingers and your toes. I mean, I know it’s a figure of speech but-”
“I’m fine, ‘Lyss."Ponk can't decide if he's ready to see Alyssa again. When he sends him a message asking to meet up while she's back in town, he has no idea how to respond. Not because she doesn't want to see her, god no, but because she can't bear the 'I told you so' look that they would get. When Alyssa ran away, Ponk is starting to think he should have joined her.
Alyssa thinks Ponk is the strongest person she has ever met. She reminds him that he is more than just a regret. Alyssa thinks they made the right choice to stay on the server.
Foolish is ready to shoot his shot.
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“Tommy, we should make a treehouse.”
“Yeah, Tubbo. I’d like that.”Are they best friends? Of course, but Tommy prefers the term 'brothers'. Ever since that horrible night when he finally found out why Tubbo was so skittish at home, Tommy always considered Tubbo a brother. Because, well, they were. Philza had adopted him and Schlatt got put behind bars, and Tommy really thought that everything would be okay from then on. It wasn't. When is it? Still, they are brothers, and brothers get through everything together, go everywhere together. Protect each other.
On that horrible night, Tommy vowed he would never leave Tubbo again. He never did.
"I'll see you Tuesday."All Chapters are completed, so this work won't be abandoned! Also, if you don't want to read the suicide part, skip the last chapter. You can still read the first three without the fourth and have a complete ending!
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- Part 4 of A Sleepy Bois Guide To Love and Hurt
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Tommyinnit is famously known for his red bandana, right? Nobody ever really considered where he got it from, did they? Nobody ever wondered why he mysteriously stopped wearing it. Nobody really pondered beyond the fact that it was simply an article of clothing. Well, it isn't, not to Tommy. Tommy remembers how he got it, he remembers it so well it hurts. Technoblade remembers too, and it hurts him to see just how hard it is for Tommy to move on. Now that he is living back with his brother, Tommy doesn't expect to be caught hanging from a ladder in Techno's basement at 12am. And he surely doesn't expect that 12am interaction to mean so much to them. He supposes they have a lot of catching up to do, and now he has a new bandana.
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- Part 3 of A Sleepy Bois Guide To Love and Hurt
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Parents Always Yelling (Telling Us To Get Our Act Together) by TheAmak
Fandoms: Dream SMP
06 Jun 2022
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Older people think they know what's best, think they know damn well what Ranboo wants to do with his life. Quite frankly, if he did what he wanted, he would have taken Tubbo far, far away from this place by now. He would have hissed and scolded anyone who hurt him. But he hasn't (yet), and after everything they've gone through together, the fact people try to convince him he's not in love bewilders Ranboo beyond belief. Because he is in love, and so what if he's a bit protective, and so what if he's done with everyone telling him what's good for him. He's sick of it. He's sick of it, and he thinks Tubbo is too.
'Forget about Tommy, Fundy, Schlatt, Sam- forget about it. Forget about them, what they said, what they think.'
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Because Dream loves the feeling of power, but dear hell it felt even better when he had George by his side. Then it would wrap around him, control him in a sickeningly sweet way. He loved it.
Dream is powerful, extremely powerful. There is a reason he's locked in this prison, after all. And sitting in this obsidian cage for so long- being kept away from his lover- has left him with some pent-up aggression that needs to be let out. It's leaving a black, swirling, consuming feeling swimming through his veins that lures him to dark places of his mind. You would think that when Sam finally lets George into his cell that the feeling would subside, at least a little. Dream would laugh at you for thinking that. Because Dream is powerful, but George? Well, George has the key to his power, with a simple flick of a switch, Dreams no longer just powerful.
He's dangerous.
All Chapters are already written in advance so this work won't be abandoned!!
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You whisper to Ponk: Are you okay?
Ponk whispers to you: Yeah, just had a nasty run in with a burning zombie. I blame Ant.
You whisper to Ponk: What did he do? Are you hurt?
“Crazy to see you being so sweet with someone, Sammy. I thought your heart was black by now.” Dream paused. “I suppose it is, he just warms it.” He added.
And Sam hated to admit, Dream was right.Pandoras Vault has always left Sam feeling so alone, to the point he can feel the fizzling of his veins and hear the small faint bubbles of lava and magma a few cells down. Quite frankly Sam used to always feel alone, past tense. Ponk is back in his life, romantically too, giving Sam a second chance. And Sam has made one promise to himself after last time, Ponk is his top priority. Their happiness, their wellbeing- she is Sam's everything. He wont be caught dead losing him again.
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An old work of mine from a different fandom than I'm used too!
The knives. They were gone. Where, fuck, where are they?! I felt myself beginning to panic. They were here this morning, where could I have put them?
“So it’s true.”
Alfred- America- is considered the most egotistical, prideful, happy country in the UN to many of it's members. But isn't there a saying that the happiest on the outside are just taped up into a figure and broken on the inside? After everything he has been through, America can't bring himself to admit that he's struggling, because he isn't supposed to struggle. Or that's what he's told. To him, this is the only way to punish himself for what he has done in the past- though all that tape holding him together? It's just about to break.
And people are starting to notice.
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Tommy whispers to you: Hey, you doing okay?
Today is a special day for Tubbo, today is a very special day. One year ago he got married to someone who he would later value so much more than just a friend. It was their first anniversary- he had to get flowers, the ones Ranboo liked the best, the roses. He had to get them....
He had to get them to lay over his lovers grave.
Because Tubbo didn't have anyone to celebrate his anniversary with anymore. But he does have people who will help him mourn it.
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- Part 1 of A Sleepy Bois Guide To Love and Hurt
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“Do you think we will stay together?”
The last time Tommy was thinking about his age was when he was nine and couldn't wait to turn ten. That was the last time he worried about it. But lately, especially as he laid in bed after probably failing his last ever final exam, it's all he can set his mind to. They're growing up, and Tommy doesn't think he can handle it alone. As he contemplates the fact he and his best friend are growing up against their will, he decides it's time for one last shebang. And what better way to drown your sorrows and stress than in gas station slushies and hotdogs?
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- Part 2 of A Sleepy Bois Guide To Love and Hurt
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Karl should have known it was all going to go down in flames. He should have been prepared. He should have known. He didn't.
He tried so hard, he always tried so hard, so what happens when some part of you gives way. When the only thing holding you together snaps, like threading string. When he collapses onto the ground and the only thing running through his head is'I give up.'
Well, he ends up holding a knife in his hand, staring ahead and thinking he should have fucking known. Known what?
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Do you trust me?
Not anymore. But, I would if you gave me a chance to.Do you trust me?
I have too.Ponk never viewed himself as important to any plotline. He never thought that the most wanted criminal would intend to use him for revenge, and certainly never thought he would be running for his life trying to get to Las Nevadas in hopes of keeping his remaining lives. Trust his luck that the only person to find him is the one person he isn't sure if he hoped to see, or hoped to never run into again.
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