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    Freed from a ruttery, Castiel longs for his former life. Unable to care for himself and deemed feral, Castiel is appointed a state-guardian… Sam Winchester.

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    31 Dec 2024

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    “But you’re not--” Cas leaned forward and sniffed again. That scent… Cas wanted to roll around in it, bathe in it, liquidize and drink it down until he choked on it. Stop. Stop smelling him, something was wrong, the very tiny rational part of his brain supplied. Dean's heat wasn’t due for at least another month, what was…?

    Cas eyed the empty whiskey glass on the table and snatched it, holding it to his nose and breathing deeply before looking around the bar, fire in his eyes.

    “I think there was something in your drink,” Cas seethed.

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    An unsuspected heat brings some shocking revelations (and a few overdue confessions).

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    30 Dec 2024

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    A spell goes wrong and Dean loses eighteen years worth of memories. The last thing he remembers is hunting solo while Sam is studying at Stanford. Sam has to fix this and calls Castiel for help.

    He doesn't expect Dean to be able to see Castiel's wings.

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    30 Dec 2024

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    When Dean comes to he's freezing and sore, and there's a vague memory of a fight that got out of hand, but not much else. He shuts his eyes with a groan, trying to remember what happened; he was with Charlie, telling some fuck to leave her alone an then- oh yeah, they got kicked out. Damn, Charlie must have been pissed at him. How he ended up in an alleyway is a bit of a blur, but he's just glad that Charlie's not around anymore to find him like this; knowing him, he probably sent her home and came up with some lie about getting home on his own. His head is pounding and when he tries to move a sharp pain shoots through his shoulder, so he just stays put and hopes that he'll just pass out again. If he was more conscious and more sober, he'd realize what a terrible idea it is because it's snowing and probably close to zero, but right now he's focused on not feeling anything, and the easier way to do that is just to pass back out.

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    29 Dec 2024

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    Dean and Castiel stay late at their FBI office to work on a big project. Castiel evidently timed things so that Dean is desperate to pee but the bathrooms are closed. Given Castiel's strategist leanings, Dean's "accidentally" spilled coffee, and the urinal-adjacent flirting that led up to this moment, Dean knows exactly how Cas thought he wanted this. Taking turns to relieve themselves in a trash can honestly isn't what Dean had in mind for their first date.
    But... Well...
    Since they're here...

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    24 Dec 2024