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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Buck moves toward Eddie until he’s directly in front of him, and raises his hands to cradle his face. Eddie looks away, bravery gone, but Buck guides his head straight, forcing Eddie to make eye contact.

    “Do you trust me?” Buck asks quietly, gaze piercing.

    Eddie swallows. “Of course I do. Of course.” His heart pounds so hard that Eddie thinks it may burst out of his chest.

    Buck is so close, and Eddie’s eyes fall to his lips. Buck leans forward as if to kiss him, and he tilts his head up to meet him. He didn’t get to kiss him yesterday. Maybe today, he thinks, tilting upward. But then, Buck changes course, his lips ghosting over Eddie’s ear.

    “Then get on your knees,” he whispers, and oh fuck.

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    When budget cuts force the 118 to find other ways to make money, Buck and Eddie decide to create an OnlyFans account. They're best friends, and they're both straight. What could go wrong?

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    18 Dec 2024

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    "Night, Buck.” Eddie whispers into the darkness. He listens to Buck’s breathing even out, feels his own eyelids get heavy. And maybe it's the lingering tequila in his blood, or maybe it’s the exhaustion tearing down all his walls of shoulds and shouldn’ts. Either way, he barely even thinks. He just rolls over and drapes a heavy arm across Buck's waist, like it’s muscle memory. The front of his knees press into the back of Buck's, and his nose brushes against the soft skin of his neck. Buck sighs and practically melts in his arms, and before he knows it, Eddie’s falling asleep faster than he has in years.

    or, five times buck and eddie cuddle drunk and one time they cuddle sober

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    10 Dec 2024

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    He knows that Maddie basically raised the man Eddie’s fallen in love with. He knows that every little way Buck shows up in his life, every display of love he gives to Eddie and Chris, he learned from Maddie.

    He remembers what he said to Buck that day on the loft balcony, a bag of ice blocking blue eyes from his sight. That Buck had always known Maddie as his strong big sister, but she might need to be the one taken care of for once. Maybe he'd been speaking slightly from experience.

    So, yeah. It doesn't matter that they've never really talked or hung out like this before. Maddie is Buck's family, which makes her Eddie's family. If what she needs is a wine night, Eddie's gonna make it the best damn wine night of her life.

    "I'm in."

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    OR: Months after the shooting, Eddie and Buck dance closer and closer to confessing their feelings for each other — until Eddie agrees to wine nights with Maddie and Karen, and Buck thinks he's dating someone new.

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    05 Dec 2024

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    My own personal canon fr

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    The birthmark is technically an imperfection. Buck is full of those but this one is visible and prominent; having it ignored or ridiculed hurts in the same way. The only thing he wants—the only thing he’s ever wanted—is for someone to see his imperfections, acknowledge them, and love him, anyway.

    It’s stupid, it’s so fucking stupid, but that’s how it feels when Eddie’s lips press into his birthmark and then he smiles at Buck just as fondly as he did before. It feels like Eddie is seeing him, all of him. Acknowledging those imperfections and loving him, anyway.

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    OR: 5 times Eddie kisses Buck's birthmark & 1 time he doesn't.

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    28 Nov 2024

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    I weep

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    “It’s just that—I died,” Buck continues, voice unsteady enough that Eddie wonders if this is the first time he’s acknowledged that out loud. “I died, and there’s so much more. There’s so much more I want to do, things I don’t even know I want to do yet, and I almost had the chance to have and live them taken away. I don’t want to die and regret missing out on everything else, Eddie.”

     

    “So let’s make a list,” Eddie says. “Let’s do them.”

     

    or, a bucket list that’s really about buck needing to make a change and an eddie who’s ready to do anything to see him fall in love with life again. it takes some crossing off for eddie to realise—the thing at the top of the list in his own heart? it’s been right here all along

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    23 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Stunning stunning stunninggggg