Poppies_and_Lilacs
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- Hermitcraft SMP (3)
- Evolution SMP (1)
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Contains Spoilers for "What to Expect When You're Not Expecting" by ScreamingFangirl!
“I want what they have.” He whispered ashamed.
“I want it so badly, and they didn't even- they didn’t even want it! They didn't even try! Fuck, I shouldn't think like this- they’re our pack, we need to keep them safe and I am scared I’ll-” he choked on his words, not able to vocalize them.Not able to admit out loud what hid in his deepest core.
“...I swear I’m trying…” he whimpered softly.
“I am pushing the feelings all down, they don’t deserve to see this- the pack needs me, needs us and I just-”“Keralis, love-” Xisuma started gently, his hand still brushing through his hair. Voice gentle, as if he was talking to an injured animal.
Worry. Worry. Worry. Protect. Love.
The omega lifted his head to look into his mate’s eyes, inhaling shakily before he blurted out:
“Xisuma, I think I need professional help. I keep- I can’t-” he shook his head, clenching his eyes shut as he scrambled for the right words.“I want to stand proud by your side. I can’t keep bottling up. I- I think I’ll break if I keep going.”
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Grian had been running for what felt like hours, gliding through the deep void in an attempt to escape the Watchers.
After finally finding a server to hide in he quickly realises that it was, in fact, not abandoned as he had assumed.When Xisuma went to check the new Hermitcraft Server he saw an intruder hack into it - quite literally.
Though it quickly turns out that the intruder was more a fugitive, running away from the very monsters the admin hated with his entire being.Walking a thin line between truth and lie Grian tries his best to cling to the new safe haven to heal up and hide from his captors, making more connections than he had preferred.
Sadly the Watchers had their own plans with their little disobedient experiment. -
Because he is my life by Poppies_and_Lilacs for ScreamingFangirl
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
17 Aug 2024
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He had messed up, void Xisuma had messed up so badly.
And now he was left behind in their home, struggling to calm his racing mind while trying to come up with a way to fix their relationship before it fully shatters.