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Against his own will, Eddie's body stills, every bone frozen in time, eyes unblinking, breath caught in his throat. Like a wolf preying in the shadows, not moving for fear of scaring its prey. Every one of Eddie's senses is tuned into Buck. The elevated beat of Buck's heart thrums in Eddie's ears, he can hear the racing of Buck's blood pumping through his veins. He feels the vibrations of Buck's muscles contracting around his bones. As though he's looking straight through Buck, peeling back his skin and talking apart his nerves with his eyes. It’s violating. It’s unfair to Buck, to have his friend look at him like this, to be subject to his depraved gaze, to his hunger- his thirst.
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Eddie is 8 years old sitting along the stiff and uncomfortable pews of his church during Sunday mass.
Stain glass windows stream in warm colorful light against his skin. His back pushes into the hard wood, and his small body's weight presses against the thin cushion lining the pew. His feet can't even touch the ground. He swings his legs lightly as he folds the pages of this week's bulletin into different shapes. Helena had already scolded him to pay attention to the sermon a few times but gives up in favor of letting Eddie quietly fidget to himself.
The boisterous voice of their priest thrums through Eddie's mind, with each crease and fold of the paper he resists any effort to make sense of the words the congregation mumbles in agreement with. He’s heard this sermon before, the odd names of books and verses ring familiar in his ears.
Eddie is 32 when his catholic upbringing comes back to haunt him.
Eddie is 33 years old when his gay crisis begins.
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It’s selfish for him to want Buck all to himself, to grasp at some sense of stability, to hole them up together in his house until Chris wants to come back. Like it was selfish for him to think he could have Shannon back. His delusions and yearning to find something that makes him feel normal again, even just for a fleeting second, keep leading to his world crumbling and rebuilding around him. His relationship with Buck is just another pillar in his life waiting to crash down on him, waiting for him to finally fuck it up.
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Swiss gets caught up in making Phantom jealous of him and Rain. Rain and Phantom teach him a lesson.
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A sleep deprived Phantom has a wet dream while cuddling with Swiss.
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Buck kissed him. It didn’t feel like a declaration the way kisses usually do. It didn’t feel stifling. It felt like a plea. It felt like exactly what he said, like don’t go. Buck is still getting over Tommy, and Eddie is straight, and the two of them—it’s easy between the two of them.
The engine roars and Buck turns to look at him, eyebrows raised as if asking if he’s ready. Eddie nods, swallows, and puts his head back. Buck kissed him, and they won’t talk about it, and Eddie’s fine with that because really, Buck’s the only thing that’s ever been easy for Eddie.
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or Buck kisses Eddie in LA. Eddie kisses Buck in El Paso. They figure out what that means somewhere along the way to bringing Chris back home.
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21 Dec 2024
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He wraps Mitch up in a fluffy white towel, taking the opportunity to pull him close again. The steam-clouded bathroom is warm, and smells of their chamomile shower gel[...]
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[...]Auston knows how much he loves being overstimulated, so he doesn't let up, letting Mitch writhe against him, egging him on even more. He'd stop if Mitch used his safeword, but Auston knows he won't.
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Bookmarked by Nosferaghoul
16 Dec 2024
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Mitch takes a hit. Auston cleans up.
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16 Dec 2024
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William has a sneaking suspicion that his two best friends are in love with one another.
or: Five Reasons William Thinks Auston and Mitch Are in Love (and One Reason He Knows They Are)
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01 Dec 2024
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Juniors was—Mitch would say it was enlightening, but all he really managed to do was drunkenly make out and exchange quick handies that the other boys brushed off as bros helping bros. It just left Mitch even more confused than he had been before anything happened. Then Steph came along and he could push it down, tell himself it didn’t really matter because he had a girlfriend who he thought he could love forever.
But the Leafs got the first pick, and he’d spent a little too much time watching Auston’s highlights, dreaming of what it would be like to play with him if he got the chance. It had sparked something in him that he hadn’t felt before, and then he met Auston, all shy smiles and quiet cockiness, and—.
If Mitch is being honest about it, he’d had a crush on Auston’s hockey before he ever even met him, meeting him just pushed it past the point of no return, and Mitch is pretty sure that sums up how completely fucked he is.
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25 Nov 2024