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    Dean had said, “I’m right there with you, I don’t like loud noises either. I mean, being afraid of loud noises is a good thing, though. It’s just your body telling you something big is happening and that you might need to get somewhere safe. Is that what happened on Tuesday when all the lockers went crazy?”

    A pause.

    “Did you see anything that seemed weird, or did you make yourself safe in one of the rooms?”

    And it struck Castiel then how Dean phrased that. How he didn’t say Did you hide? as in Did you run away? as in Were you not brave enough of a little soldier to stay and figure out just what was trying to hurt you?

    He had said- Did you make yourself safe?

    or the one where dean and cas are investigating a haunting in an elementary school, things are still new between them, and cas has more love than he knows what to do with

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    11 Dec 2024

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    they love each other so much I'm gonna crash out

    absolutely perfectly written Cas. uaghhhhh

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    everyone knows the year doesn't start until april by fleeceframe
    Published: 2023-02-22
    Work/Series ID: 45236527

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    Castiel/Dean Winchester

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    Dean had said, “I’m right there with you, I don’t like loud noises either. I mean, being afraid of loud noises is a good thing, though. It’s just your body telling you something big is happening and that you might need to get somewhere safe. Is that what happened on Tuesday when all the lockers went crazy?”

    A pause.

    “Did you see anything that seemed weird, or did you make yourself safe in one of the rooms?”

    And it struck Castiel then how Dean phrased that. How he didn’t say Did you hide? as in Did you run away? as in Were you not brave enough of a little soldier to stay and figure out just what was trying to hurt you?

    He had said- Did you make yourself safe?

    or the one where dean and cas are investigating a haunting in an elementary school, things are still new between them, and cas has more love than he knows what to do with

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2024/12/11

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    It almost feels like, if Dean went to sleep right now, he could get it back. Like he would slip right back into the dream, and it would pick up where it left off. But Dean doesn’t even want to, now that he can see that world for what it is: a cheap hallucination, poking at all his weaknesses, going right for the soft underbelly Dean never shows.

    All that work. All that work Dean had done over the past few weeks, trying to numb himself and act like he’d forgotten about it. And now it feels like the Empty took Cas all of five minutes ago, all over again.

    Or,

    A post-15x19, forty one year-old Dean gets a taste of what twenty seven year-old Dean went through in 2x20, “What Is and What Should Never Be,” and sees how the shape of his own happiness has changed. Then life goes on, same as it ever was—except for the dreams he starts having at all hours of the day, and a familiar voice on the phone that's starting to sound a little too real.

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    10 Dec 2024

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    djinn dream done differently

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    The Shape of Things to Come by spiderglass
    Completed: 2021-08-03
    Work/Series ID: 31673102

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    Castiel/Dean Winchester

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    It almost feels like, if Dean went to sleep right now, he could get it back. Like he would slip right back into the dream, and it would pick up where it left off. But Dean doesn’t even want to, now that he can see that world for what it is: a cheap hallucination, poking at all his weaknesses, going right for the soft underbelly Dean never shows.

    All that work. All that work Dean had done over the past few weeks, trying to numb himself and act like he’d forgotten about it. And now it feels like the Empty took Cas all of five minutes ago, all over again.

    Or,

    A post-15x19, forty one year-old Dean gets a taste of what twenty seven year-old Dean went through in 2x20, “What Is and What Should Never Be,” and sees how the shape of his own happiness has changed. Then life goes on, same as it ever was—except for the dreams he starts having at all hours of the day, and a familiar voice on the phone that's starting to sound a little too real.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2024/12/10

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    “Me and you,” Dean blurts out. “We’re— we… ”

    When Dean doesn’t finish the question, Cas gives him a long, level look, and then he says, “Not in a while.”

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    02 Dec 2024

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    this is so delightfully doomed

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    The Chain by equestrianstatue
    Published: 2021-05-09
    Work/Series ID: 31188092

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    Castiel/Dean Winchester
    Endverse Castiel/Dean Winchester

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    “Me and you,” Dean blurts out. “We’re— we… ”

    When Dean doesn’t finish the question, Cas gives him a long, level look, and then he says, “Not in a while.”

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2024/12/02

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    When Cas comes back from the Empty, Dean has to rethink everything about their relationship, and Dean’s new, post-Chuck duty.

    He wants Cas to be happy and get what he wants. So, if he wants Dean, then he has him. Dean’s new responsibility is to be the best boyfriend Cas will ever want or need. If that means moving out of the bunker, and not driving the Impala, and letting Cas fuck him, then that’s what he has to do.

    It’s an easy deal. It should be an easy life. So how come Dean still can’t quite make sense of it?

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    18 Nov 2024

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    local area man doesn't know what bisexuality is, self-destructs over it (for a little while)

    kicks you right in the feels

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    because he wears cowboy boots by mmtion
    Completed: 2021-08-22
    Work/Series ID: 33074494

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    Castiel/Dean Winchester
    Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester

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    When Cas comes back from the Empty, Dean has to rethink everything about their relationship, and Dean’s new, post-Chuck duty.

    He wants Cas to be happy and get what he wants. So, if he wants Dean, then he has him. Dean’s new responsibility is to be the best boyfriend Cas will ever want or need. If that means moving out of the bunker, and not driving the Impala, and letting Cas fuck him, then that’s what he has to do.

    It’s an easy deal. It should be an easy life. So how come Dean still can’t quite make sense of it?

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2024/11/17

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    “For our second date,” says Cas, “I thought we could go fishing.”

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    06 Nov 2024

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    very nice workup re: Dean and his people-pleasing tendencies

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    Second Date by aeli_kindara
    Published: 2020-11-26
    Work/Series ID: 27723620

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    Castiel/Dean Winchester

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    “For our second date,” says Cas, “I thought we could go fishing.”

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2024/11/06