14 Bookmarks by NeilfuckingJosten

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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    The offer from Jean's gang-affiliated coworker is pretty tempting: kidnap rich kid Jeremy Knox and get a decent cut when his family coughs up the ransom for his safe return. Jean is positively desperate for something to finally go right in his life, so if the offer seems a little too good to be true and the abduction goes a little too smoothly, then he can't be held responsible for missing the signs that something is definitely off about this job. About Jeremy Knox.

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    31 Dec 2024

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    on god, i love this

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    "The Perfect Court walked into the hall, accompanied once again by the strange boy. Dark-haired, pale, black eyed, scared. He looked just as well-groomed as the two others, but his posture crippled any confidence he might have had. Thea calculated each feature into where it fit into The Nest. Any newcomer was a threat to the current ranking, but he was undoubtedly a child. Her guard stayed up."

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    How Thea became Jean's mentor and the fall-out of his freshman year.

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    12 Dec 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    He sips his coffee, slowly coming to his senses, and stares at Jeremy’s back. It takes a couple of minutes of thorough inspection when something in Jean’s mind clicks, and he stills completely with the cup brought halfway to his lips.

    The shirt Jeremy is wearing seems too loose. It doesn’t hug his back as his shirts usually do, and Jean can’t see the fabric fighting for its life between his shoulder blades. It isn’t snug enough around his sides. The sleeves are too long. Jean’s gaze slips further down, to the hem of the shirt. It hangs too low. It’s plain and white and looks a bit too worn out to be new.

    Which can only mean one thing.

    Or: Jean Moreau unexpectedly loves to see his closest people wearing his clothes (and has a heart attack when it's Jeremy).

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    12 Dec 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    Jean scoffed mockingly, “As long as I’m here and looking after you I say no.”

    Elodie scrunched her face up, glaring harder. “God, I hate you sometimes,” she muttered under her breath.

    Jean crossed his arms, now fuming. “Oh yeah? Well you know what? New rule. You can’t date until I do.”

    He stared down at her, his chin in the air, unwavering. Taking satisfaction in the way her eyes widened as she raised up onto her knees.

    “WHAT? You’re a mutant! YOU’RE NEVER GOING TO DATE!” she yelled at him.

     

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    The one where Kevin pays Jeremy to take Jean out so Elodie can date the boy she likes since Jean won't let her date until he does AKA The 10 Things I Hate About You jerejean au that nobody technically asked for, but I know you all wanted.

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    24 Nov 2024

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    Jeremy accidentally texts Jean instead of Kevin. Little does he know he's essentially thrown a life preserver to a drowning, freshly-abandoned Jean Moreau in the Nest.

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    01 Oct 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 9

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    Now that Mary was dying, she had room for regret.
    She regretted many things.
    Her biggest wish was that she felt regret sooner.

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    27 Jun 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 87

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    Jean is quiet for a moment, and Jeremy assumes that’s the end of the conversation until he adds, “I have never” —voice catching, he clears his throat and coughs a few times into the pillow he’d brought over— “never gotten in another man’s bed by choice before.”

    The bare admission takes Jeremy’s breath away; he’s known the truth about what happened at the Nest for a while now, but Jean never brings it up and Jeremy sure as heck isn’t going to ask about it again. He lets Jean’s words settle between them, grateful that they’re not facing each other. He weighs his own words, all of the possible responses, and finds them lacking.

    “You always have a choice,” he says, “with me. With us—the team, I mean.”

    Jean hadn’t had a choice in coming to USC, but Jeremy would make sure that he had a say in everything that happened to him here.

    “I know.” Jean coughs again, and there’s another long pause after. “You’re a good man.”

    It takes all Jeremy has not to roll over, to look Jean in the eyes as he speaks; instead, he says to the wall, “You are, too.”

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    Jean doesn't feel well; Jeremy's bed is warm and safe.

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    25 May 2024

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    Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.

     But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.

     He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.

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    10 May 2024

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    Neil's back in Palmetto with the Foxes' triumph over the Raven's, time to see how much damage has been done.

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    “Yes.”

    He didn’t remember the car ride back. Were they back? He was in a car. Yes.

    He remembered bits. Things scattered, Remembered-

    Eighty percent.

    A bullet.

    Blood splatter and Riko’s expression. Watched until eyes fogged over with death. Did he watch that long? Must have. His mother used to say-

    He blinked.

    ~

    The long-awaited Scared to Live sequel

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    09 May 2024

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    Sometimes, not often — not enough for it to be concerning — he felt too much like him.
    Andrew noticed the very moment Nathaniel walked into the locker room.

    :*:*:

    Nathaniel Wesninski had been dormant for too long.

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    08 May 2024

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    I mean, what else could Nicky have done when he spotted Andrew smiling at the hot guy making his coffee?

    Not meddle?

    Not get all the Foxes on board?

    It's like you don't even know him.

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    08 May 2024

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    In Ketterdam’s pleasure district you can find anyone. A wayward son trying to escape his past. A pampered noblewoman who chose a different life. A recovering addict who can’t turn down a bet. A stranded pirate in need of a boat. A deserter who is looking for a place to belong. A Grisha assassin who wants to be a better person. A convict looking to regain her life. A runaway who has become a killer. A survivor who has become something worse.

    These fractured isolationists must cooperate and trust each other to achieve their goals. An impossible heist with a big payout. A revenge scheme years in the making. A high stakes con that could start a war if it goes wrong. They probably deserve better, but if they got what they deserved then they wouldn’t be Foxes.

    A Six of Crows AU where the Foxes are a gang, Neil’s good at disappearing, and Andrew Minyard is the Bastard of the Barrel.

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    18 Feb 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 76

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    Olympic gold medalist and Exy goalkeeper for the LA Ring-billed Gulls Andrew Minyard breaks down his 10 essential items. Watch the full episode as the American Exy player reveals 10 things he can´t live without.

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    16 Jan 2024

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    The Pros were never in the cards. Not for an ex-medicated alleged psychotic with a dysfunctional family and an Exy career he’d rather not have. But even if it wasn't his first choice, no matter what happens, it can’t possibly be worse than that one fucked up sophomore year when he stood toe to toe with the Yakuza-and won.

    At least, that’s what Andrew thinks until a familiar face shows up.

    Another Raven!Neil AU. Or, the one where the boys don’t meet until the Pros.

     

    **Updates every other Wednesday, whatever hell may come.**

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    Chapters:
    52/?
    Collections:
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    161,694

    15 Dec 2022

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