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    Hiding in plain sight as a beta, omega Soap leads a lonely and sexless existence, trying in vain to ignore the urges threatening to unravel his identity.

    When Alpha Ghost strikes a bargain to give Soap a taste of what he's missing, he can't help but give in.

    In exchange, all Soap has to do is pretend he's his omega; no more, no less.

    But he has no idea that Ghost's doing anything but pretending.

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    16 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    When his world crumbles around him, left with nothing but ashes and memories in his hands, John 'Soap' MacTavish is thrust to the head of his deceased father's criminal empire, far too early. The mourning alpha finds himself faced with more challenges than he'd anticipated, left with connections and messes he now needs to navigate with no guiding hand.

    In what has to be a cruel joke, Soap is left with a gift from his father, stating that his first challenge as head of the MacTavish pack will be arriving within the day.

    And that's when Soap, already gutted, is strung up by his heels to bleed.

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    Simon 'Ghost' Riley has always been a mutt - an attack dog meant to serve and obey. His life has been nothing but pain and humiliation. Just when the beaten down alpha thinks it can't get any worse, as a prisoner of his family's debts, he's proven wrong, yet again.

    Purchased like a head of cattle, he's traded from one gang to the next, with no say in the matter.

    Now a prisoner to another mob, Ghost prepares for the worst, body wounded, but spirit still fighting.

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    01 Dec 2024

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    He still doesn’t look up as Soap slips in his room and is shutting the door behind himself before Ghost can even say “come in”. The Scot stands quietly just inside the room for a moment before–

    “What helps?”

    Standard Johnny. Straight to the point with no preamble or hesitation. The question shakes Ghost to the core. He can’t answer it, not really. He can’t answer it with a simple solution like he wishes he could because he’d waited too long to deal with this.

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    06 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    03 Nov 2024

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    Soap swings the door wide and gestures him through, ushers Ghost to stand in front of the wardrobe. Twin mirrors hang on the doors, full length and in Soap’s opinion, particularly flattering. Ghost’s gaze darts to his nervously, twitching as he starts to get an idea of what Soap intends. He looks terrified, but to his credit he stays standing there, lets his focus land on Soap’s reflection over his shoulder.

    “I’m going to prove you wrong, Ghost. Want to show you what a good omega you are.”

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    31 Oct 2024

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    “Johnny.” He attempts again. “I came to you.” He’s unhurried, “I’m in pre-rut, ruts gonna take me down any minute… and I came to you.”

    “I-“ he begins, “I don’t really know where you’re going with this, Si.”

    “Jesus fucking Christ.”

    And then Ghost is clutching both sides of his face and kissing him.

    ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰

    Ghost’s rut is near, causing achy fangs and an ill attitude. And Soap wouldn’t be a good friend if he didn’t help.

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    31 Oct 2024

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    “And what about the alphas on base? I’m on leave, Laswell,” he grumbles.

    “I wouldn’t call you in early from leave, especially right before your transfer, if I had any other options, Soap. I sent the two alphas on base that I trust. One walked out with a busted lip and the other a dislocated shoulder,” she explains

    “Steaming Jesus,” Soap says around a wry smile. “You should’ve led with that, Kate. This omega sounds fun.”

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    30 Oct 2024

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    Ghost huffs, a small glint of what Soap dares to call amusement in the golden light of his eyes. “Are you so afraid to die?” Ghost asks. He sounds curious, inasmuch as his flat voice can show emotion. Soap has heard him exasperated and annoyed and even fond when he’s speaking to his mount, but the curiosity is new.
    “I’m no’ afraid of death,” Soap spits, baring his teeth. “I’m just no’ done livin’ yet.”
    “Oh? What is there in life you’re not done with?”
    And isn’t that the question. Ghost must take Soap’s silence for hesitance, as he adds, “You wake up. You fight. You bleed. You eat. You sleep. What else is there?” He’s asking like he’s desperate to know, challenging Soap and everything that he is, and Soap has no serious answer to give him.
    I live because I want to live, he senses, would not satisfy Ghost as an answer.

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    30 Oct 2024

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    But Soap thrived in the unknown, loved the way danger tasted on his tongue, and this time, it was no different.

    This was Ghost.

    This was Simon.

    And they were friends.

    “I’ll do it,” Soap stated, barely giving Ghost a moment to respond, golden honeyed eyes darkening at the edges, a faint tick in his jaw. “I’ll help you through your rut, Simon.”

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    28 Oct 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 84

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    “Home sweet home.” Soap grins, elbowing the front door open. The air is a little stale, and there are still dust sheets covering most of the furniture, but there’s a warm light trickling through the windows, and a view out across the Cotswolds.

    “I could’ve carried one of the bags, Johnny, I’m not a complete invalid.” Ghost sulked for most of the drive, tutted when Soap had needed to lean over to do his seatbelt for him.

    “No, ye couldn’t.” Soap chides, dropping the two duffels in the hallways and rounding on Ghost to coax him into a hug. “Doctor’s orders, remember?”

    “Fuck doctor’s orders.” Ghost grumbles, he won’t though, he’ll listen and obey and heal properly even if Soap has to tie him down and make him.

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    27 Oct 2024

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    Ghost and Soap take their time moving too fast, and Ghost learns to accept what he already knows. Fifteen thousand words of domestic porn.

    (Part Two of the Familiar series, which starts with Familiar as a Bottle and a Glass)

     

    Ghost was helpless against his own smile. His hands itched to grab at Soap, itched to pull him in, he wanted to bury his face in the crook of Soap’s neck and breathe in all the deep, sleep-warm scents of him, wanted to throw him up against the wall, wanted to rip him apart from the inside out, find a place in his body and make a home there, break him into a million pieces and patch him back together using himself as the glue.

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    18 Sep 2024

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    There’s a teddy in Soap’s bed; a beaten-up, old brown bear. Well-loved, if the state of the fur is any indication. Ghost lets out a choked laugh, mostly at his own expense. He wishes he was there, suddenly, wishes he was by Johnny’s side as he walked through the doorway and realised that his childhood room was waiting for him like a time capsule. Wishes he got to see the embarrassed scrunch of his face, the way the tips of his ears would flush red.

    Soap has a whole second life, outside of the SAS. He’s got a mother, and a poorly-decorated bedroom, and a bear. All Ghost has is a flat that will be the same it is today as it will be the day he dies, like he was never even here at all.

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    12 Sep 2024

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    Soap was the only person to notice that Ghost skipped breakfast.

    He doesn’t question it, though, knows better than that, but he does keep it in the back of his mind. It’s easy to rationalise, though – it’s likely something Ghost had to do, decided to just eat on the go or skip and have a bigger lunch.

    However, he does especially notice how Ghost didn’t come to warmups. How he skipped drills, debrief, lunch.

     

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    Ghost goes into heat, and Soap helps him through it.

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    06 Sep 2024

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    It should be easy. The mission’s meant to be easy, a quick in and out, as routine as a covert infiltration of a foreign territories’ secret research facility can possibly be. Which is, of course, why it goes wrong. Now, Ghost is dosed up with truth serum and he can't seem to stop confessing to anyone who'll listen that he's in love with Soap.

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    01 Sep 2024

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    Simon "Ghost" Riley is stuck in a shared hospital room, which has been fine up until then. He'd been alone, alone to fight the shame of having his face uncovered and having failed his team.
    But they bring someone into his space, a younger soldier, temporarily blind.
    Simon discovers being near someone that can't see him negates his need for the mask and he slowly relaxes. Quickly, he discovers they have more in common than he'd thought, and it turns out fate had filled all the other hospital rooms after all to force them together.

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    30 Aug 2024

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    Ghost comes back to a gift by his door, a fleshlight. Giving in to temptation, he uses it and unknowingly gives Soap the time of his life on the other end. What happens when he finds out its strange secret?

    Update!-
    Chapter 2: Soap gets a dildo and decides to give back what he's gotten.
    Chapter 3: Extra using both toys

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    04 Aug 2024

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    It's been fifty four days since Ghost shut down, cold and silent as he stormed out of his quarters. Soap fucked up, plain and simple. He said something he shouldn’t have, didn’t give any thought to how it could be taken, and he knew it the moment it left his lips. Some nights he wants to barge inside Ghost’s room and beg him to just end it all, to smother Soap's misery gone. Soap can’t recall how he went through life before Ghost, but he can’t go on after him.

    There is no after Simon Riley.

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    02 Aug 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 89

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    Soap gets told to shut up but make it Omegaverse

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    01 Aug 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 88

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    An expansion on the Twitter thread I wrote.
    John Soap MacTavish is flustered after watching Simon Ghost Riley take off the iconic skull mask and balaclava. As they prepare to storm Alejandro's base to take it back from Commander Graves, Soap and Ghost have a private moment together. A moment where Ghost helps Soap apply the grease paint around his eyes, and where Ghost tells Soap /exactly/ what he would do if anyone dared to touch him.

    Title from Sleep Token's - Give.

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    27 Jul 2024

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    Or: John "Soap" MacTavish's extremely case-specific guide to wooing an idiot dragon.

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    22 Jun 2024

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