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    This has all the Fic's from S,IL in as close to their 'canonical' chronological order as possible, which means that the story might not make quiet as much sense narratively as if you read it in the order it's 'supposed' to be read in? But I enjoy how different the story is if you read it in chronological order and how different the characters end up feeling as a reader (aka you get to see Jay the way he truly is from the get-go, rather than getting taken in by his manipulation and having your view of Alex made biased by it)

    Even if this isn't the 'correct' order to read this fic series in, it is a very fun one in my opinion.
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    Welcome to S,IL a fic series about Jay and Alex's toxic relationship as well as about Jay and Tim's less toxic relationship. Lots of smut and angst ensue, poorly balanced out by nowhere near enough fluff. None of these guys are having a good time, not for long at least.

    This version of the story has the fics ordered in the 'correct' order to read them in, however I have also made a version which has the fics in their 'canonical' chronological order as I think that that's a very interesting way to read them as it feels like the same events build into a very different story that way. This version of the story is the 'proper' order to read it in, and I'm hoping that it will also be the upload order for it as well, however sometimes the correct 'next fic' doesn't feel right to write and I instead focus on another. So if you find a fic ends up getting inserted into the series rather than being tacked on the end, that'll be why and hopefully it wont interrupt the flow of reading too much.
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    “Yeah, well, I don’t have a guard dog, do I? Just bad luck,” Gaz gripes.

    “Guard dog?” Soap queries, head tilted curiously.

    “Yeah,” Gaz sighs. He locks eyes with Ghost as he continues. “A guard dog.”

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    Ghost's been content to watch Soap from a distance but when someone threatens to take what's his, Ghost has a decision to make.

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    26 Jul 2024

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    COD, soap and ghost, trans soap, werewolf ghost

    Soap and Gaz are joking about fucking each other, ghost gets jealous and sulks off, soap follows him and they end up saying how they feel. Then they do basically a primal scene in the woods, soap running from ghost with ghost in his werewolf form, and when he catches soap he fucks him

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    24 Aug 2024

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    A bunch of fucked up COD, Soap/Ghost fics
    Fucked Up in the best way, but there is a lot of dubcon and in the third fic it's definitely feels a lot more dubcon than the others. Still fine, just that Soap doesn't know it's Ghost there doing all the things to him, so it's a bit precarious. He finds out it's ghost pretty quickly tho and then the dubcon's all gone.
    But yeah. Great series, lots of fun little details about the kink scene and community which is always cool to see :]
    Anyway, lots of sadism and masochism, lots of rough treatment and violence. It's great.

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    Ghost is not Simon. Ghost is not Simon. Ghost is not Simon.

    or, Simon Riley has DID.

    [a recovery story about the brightness of hope when everything else is dark]

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    22 Oct 2024

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    Ghost has DID
    He finds out

    Our therapist will be hearing so many quotes from this fic, they put us into words better than we ever could ourselves

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    “Listen,” Price starts after a long beat of tense quiet, “take a look at the numbers, Ghost. Watch some of his videos. They're good, and you guys would work well together.” Ghost goes to protest, but Price raises a hand to stop him, “Seriously. Call it a gut feeling, manager intuition– whatever you want. But I've been in this industry for too long not to recognize potential when I see it.”

    “It's gonna be a no. I'm not fuckin’ working with him.”

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    Simon Riley, aka Ghost online, has been in the adult video industry for a long, long time. It pays his bills and keeps a roof over his head, and even though the job doesn't excite him, he's content with that. There's no need to change what's not broken.

    Enter: John MacTavish, an up-and-coming solo pornstar known as Soap.

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    19 Jul 2024

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    I don't know how to explain this fic other than it's one of the best I've ever read.

    COD, Ghost and Soap, pornstar AU
    Simon has past sexual trauma, slow burn with incredible pacing, Johnny refuses to let Simon not be friends with him and is just all round a fucking amazing friend.

    I sobbed like a baby reading chapter 8.
    This fic is incredible.

    11 chapters of 11 so far, with an epilogue to come.

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    “Don’t kill me,” Soap blurts out and, Christ, that was not a good start. Ghost raises a brow, waiting for the bomb to drop. “But, uh, want to be my boyfriend?”

    when soap invites ghost back home to scotland for a week, ghost hadn't imagined he would wind up in a fake dating scheme to trick soap's family, of all people. it also doesn't help that he's head over heels in love with soap, of all people.

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    29 Jul 2024

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    Cod, Soap and Ghost, fake dating to real dating

    Soap invites Ghost to come to Scotland with him on their leave, and when they get there they run into soaps cousin who mistakes them for boyfriends and tells soaps family. They then have to visit his family and keep up the charade. Ghost slowly gets closer with soaps family and just kinda learns to be a bit softer and a bit gentler, and in the end they get together properly and admit their feelings.

    I fucking cried at this. I'm STILL crying at this. It's half one in the morning and I'm crying over this fic. It covers some of ghosts childhood and stuff in such a quiet way, doesn't delve into it that much, and it's amazing.
    One line really got to me actually, the line about how as a kid Ghost wanted to kill his dad and his mum and his brother and then just fly away. It made me stop reading for a little while, because god if that isn't relatable, and god if that didn't hurt. We didn't think we'd ever make it past 16 unless we killed our dad, otherwise we were convinced he'd kill us first. Obviously we were wrong, but jesus if we didn't believe it with our whole heart and soul.