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White Noise and the Stars in Your Eyes by SquareBracketSmileyFace (MonMonniMon)
Fandoms: Marble Hornets
24 Nov 2024
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"I can't see them tonight," Tim murmured when Jay finished speaking.
Jay turned to glance at him. "What do you mean?" He asked. "The stars? They're right there, there isn't even any light pollution or clouds to cover them.”
Tim shrugged. "Sometimes I get this thing. Or... Well no, I always have this thing, but sometimes it's worse and sometimes it's better," he explained. "Tonight it's worse and I can't really see the stars. They're... lost, I guess? There's about a million trillion tiny dots dancing in front of my eyes, all crammed together until everything I see is just fuzzy through them.”Series
- Part 7 of Sorry, It's Locked
- Part 7 of "Sorry, It's Locked" in chronological order
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My Girl, My Girl, My Girl (You Will Be) by SquareBracketSmileyFace (MonMonniMon)
Fandoms: Marble Hornets
16 Nov 2024
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"That... that does it for you, huh?” Tim asked with something between curiosity and disbelief in his tone. “Being compared to a girl?”
Jay pushed himself upright more, ignoring the urge to hide his face in Tim’s chest so he could just shrivel up and die without having to look Tim in the eye. “No!” He had to look Tim in the eye and hold eye contact so Tim thought he was telling the truth.
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Something was clearly bugging Jay, it had been for a while now, ever since he and Tim had had sex for the first time, but he just wouldn’t talk to Tim about it. Not for lack of Tim trying, he’d asked about it and given Jay as many opportunities to talk about it as he could, but Jay always shut the conversation down as soon as he realised where it was heading. The closest thing Tim had to an answer was that it was something Jay wanted to try in the bedroom but was too scared to bring up. Tim had one guess he was pretty confident in for what it could be. Something that had happened during their first time together stuck out in his mind whenever he thought about it, but how was he meant to bring it up without scaring Jay off? When Jay was so scared to bring it up himself.Series
- Part 6 of Sorry, It's Locked
- Part 6 of "Sorry, It's Locked" in chronological order
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Everyone in Alex’s family kept their hair long. He’d wanted his shorter for a long while, wanted to buzz it for about the same amount of time, but whenever he’d brought it up to his mother she’d refused to let him, telling him short hair would look terrible on him and that a buzz cut would grow out to look like the head of a dandelion clock and his hair would never lay flat again, so he’d never got the courage to do it. Moving away for university made it easier to think about doing it though, with no one around him to tell him it’d look awful and ruin his hair forever.
And now here he was, a few months later, kneeling on the tiled floor in the kitchen with his eyes shut waiting for Brian to finally make the leap for him.
He couldn’t do it himself.
He just couldn’t.
He’d tried so many times and it had always ended with him almost having a panic attack in the bathroom.
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Brian cuts Alex’s hair off and puts a bleached handprint on the back of his head while he’s holding Alex’s head down on his cock.Series
- Part 5 of Mon's Standalone Smutfics
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How long can you keep crawling like this? by SquareBracketSmileyFace (MonMonniMon)
Fandoms: Marble Hornets
08 Sep 2024
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Jay couldn't keep his excitement under control, feeling it tensing his arms up and sending him along the boardwalk quicker than he meant to, Brian jogging to catch up every now and again as Jay pushed ahead and left him behind. If he'd had enough control over his feet, he'd probably be bouncing them against the footplate of his chair, but as it stood the only outlet for his excitement and anticipation that he had was his arms, and they were currently working his push rims, so all his excitement was powering him quickly forwards. Brian didn't mind though and Jay knew he was just as excited for this as he was. Both of them had been waiting for this for ages.
It wasn't technically something new, they'd done these kinds of primal and CNC scenes together before, both in the woods and at home. They'd never decided to incorporate any of Jay’s disabilities into their primal and CNC scenes before though, at least not on purpose.
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- Part 4 of Mon's Standalone Smutfics
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Alex stays with Amy for a while after the events of If It Ain't Broken, and during that time Amy helps him figure out what to do about Jay now that they (Alex and Amy) are together, she helps support him when he calls Jay to tell him their friends with benefits relationship is over, and when Jay still won't leave Alex alone, she takes matters into her own hands to tell him to back off for Alex.
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- Part 5 of Sorry, It's Locked
- Part 2 of "Sorry, It's Locked" in chronological order
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Mon's Standalone Smutfics by SquareBracketSmileyFace (MonMonniMon)
Fandom: Everyman HYBRID, Marble Hornets
18 Sep 2024
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- 32,195
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A Christmas present from Monni by SquareBracketSmileyFace (MonMonniMon)
Fandom: Everyman HYBRID, Marble Hornets
23 Dec 2024
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Mon's standalone SFW fics by SquareBracketSmileyFace (MonMonniMon)
Fandom: Marble Hornets
14 Oct 2023
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"Sorry, It's Locked" in chronological order by SquareBracketSmileyFace (MonMonniMon)
Fandom: Marble Hornets
24 Nov 2024
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This has all the Fic's from S,IL in as close to their 'canonical' chronological order as possible, which means that the story might not make quiet as much sense narratively as if you read it in the order it's 'supposed' to be read in? But I enjoy how different the story is if you read it in chronological order and how different the characters end up feeling as a reader (aka you get to see Jay the way he truly is from the get-go, rather than getting taken in by his manipulation and having your view of Alex made biased by it)
Even if this isn't the 'correct' order to read this fic series in, it is a very fun one in my opinion.
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Welcome to S,IL a fic series about Jay and Alex's toxic relationship as well as about Jay and Tim's less toxic relationship. Lots of smut and angst ensue, poorly balanced out by nowhere near enough fluff. None of these guys are having a good time, not for long at least.
This version of the story has the fics ordered in the 'correct' order to read them in, however I have also made a version which has the fics in their 'canonical' chronological order as I think that that's a very interesting way to read them as it feels like the same events build into a very different story that way. This version of the story is the 'proper' order to read it in, and I'm hoping that it will also be the upload order for it as well, however sometimes the correct 'next fic' doesn't feel right to write and I instead focus on another. So if you find a fic ends up getting inserted into the series rather than being tacked on the end, that'll be why and hopefully it wont interrupt the flow of reading too much.
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“Yeah, well, I don’t have a guard dog, do I? Just bad luck,” Gaz gripes.
“Guard dog?” Soap queries, head tilted curiously.
“Yeah,” Gaz sighs. He locks eyes with Ghost as he continues. “A guard dog.”
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Ghost's been content to watch Soap from a distance but when someone threatens to take what's his, Ghost has a decision to make.
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Bookmarked by Monni (MonMonniMon)
26 Jul 2024
Bookmarker's Notes
COD, soap and ghost, trans soap, werewolf ghost
Soap and Gaz are joking about fucking each other, ghost gets jealous and sulks off, soap follows him and they end up saying how they feel. Then they do basically a primal scene in the woods, soap running from ghost with ghost in his werewolf form, and when he catches soap he fucks him
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Violator Remastered (Depeche Mode fics) by SharkNoises
Fandom: Call of Duty (Video Games)
19 Apr 2024
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Bookmarked by Monni (MonMonniMon)
24 Aug 2024
Bookmarker's Notes
A bunch of fucked up COD, Soap/Ghost fics
Fucked Up in the best way, but there is a lot of dubcon and in the third fic it's definitely feels a lot more dubcon than the others. Still fine, just that Soap doesn't know it's Ghost there doing all the things to him, so it's a bit precarious. He finds out it's ghost pretty quickly tho and then the dubcon's all gone.
But yeah. Great series, lots of fun little details about the kink scene and community which is always cool to see :]
Anyway, lots of sadism and masochism, lots of rough treatment and violence. It's great.Currently has 3 works
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The Many Masks of Simon Riley by asparasa, slightlysmilingface
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games), Call of Duty: Modern Warfare (Reboot)
19 Oct 2024
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Ghost is not Simon. Ghost is not Simon. Ghost is not Simon.
or, Simon Riley has DID.
[a recovery story about the brightness of hope when everything else is dark]
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- Part 1 of masks, memories and other impossibilities
- Part 1 of many masks and its au's
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 254,546
- Chapters:
- 34/35
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Bookmarked by MonMonniMon
22 Oct 2024
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Ghost has DID
He finds outOur therapist will be hearing so many quotes from this fic, they put us into words better than we ever could ourselves
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real love, baby (cut the cameras) by ClosingStatement
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
30 Aug 2024
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“Listen,” Price starts after a long beat of tense quiet, “take a look at the numbers, Ghost. Watch some of his videos. They're good, and you guys would work well together.” Ghost goes to protest, but Price raises a hand to stop him, “Seriously. Call it a gut feeling, manager intuition– whatever you want. But I've been in this industry for too long not to recognize potential when I see it.”
“It's gonna be a no. I'm not fuckin’ working with him.”
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Simon Riley, aka Ghost online, has been in the adult video industry for a long, long time. It pays his bills and keeps a roof over his head, and even though the job doesn't excite him, he's content with that. There's no need to change what's not broken.
Enter: John MacTavish, an up-and-coming solo pornstar known as Soap.
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Bookmarked by Monni (MonMonniMon)
19 Jul 2024
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I don't know how to explain this fic other than it's one of the best I've ever read.
COD, Ghost and Soap, pornstar AU
Simon has past sexual trauma, slow burn with incredible pacing, Johnny refuses to let Simon not be friends with him and is just all round a fucking amazing friend.I sobbed like a baby reading chapter 8.
This fic is incredible.11 chapters of 11 so far, with an epilogue to come.
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“Don’t kill me,” Soap blurts out and, Christ, that was not a good start. Ghost raises a brow, waiting for the bomb to drop. “But, uh, want to be my boyfriend?”
when soap invites ghost back home to scotland for a week, ghost hadn't imagined he would wind up in a fake dating scheme to trick soap's family, of all people. it also doesn't help that he's head over heels in love with soap, of all people.
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Bookmarked by Monni (MonMonniMon)
29 Jul 2024
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Cod, Soap and Ghost, fake dating to real dating
Soap invites Ghost to come to Scotland with him on their leave, and when they get there they run into soaps cousin who mistakes them for boyfriends and tells soaps family. They then have to visit his family and keep up the charade. Ghost slowly gets closer with soaps family and just kinda learns to be a bit softer and a bit gentler, and in the end they get together properly and admit their feelings.
I fucking cried at this. I'm STILL crying at this. It's half one in the morning and I'm crying over this fic. It covers some of ghosts childhood and stuff in such a quiet way, doesn't delve into it that much, and it's amazing.
One line really got to me actually, the line about how as a kid Ghost wanted to kill his dad and his mum and his brother and then just fly away. It made me stop reading for a little while, because god if that isn't relatable, and god if that didn't hurt. We didn't think we'd ever make it past 16 unless we killed our dad, otherwise we were convinced he'd kill us first. Obviously we were wrong, but jesus if we didn't believe it with our whole heart and soul.