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  1. Rec 56

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    “Anyway. What do you usually do when you’re horny? Like jack it off on your own? Or do you have a partner that helps you?”

    Jongseong blinks. And blinks again, very slowly. Oh God, Jaeyun almost squeals when red takes over Jongseong’s entire face. He is so cute.

    “Aw shit, I made you uncomfortable, didn't I?!” Jaeyun takes a step forward, attempting to catch Jongseong’s gaze. Wow, from here, Jongseong’s eyelashes are so long and pretty. “It’s okay, you don’t have to answer—”

    “I… would like to go.” Jongseong sniffs, avoiding Jaeyun’s gaze altogether, before bolting out of the dance practice room.

    Jaeyun chuckles, before making his way out of the room, somehow with lighter shoulders after the knowledge that Jongseong must be a lonely virgin like him. That must be why he did not want to share anything potentially embarrassing.

    In Jaeyun’s mind, he crosses off Jongseong’s name from the list of candidate who has been fucking around without him knowing.

     

    (Or, Jaeyun finds out that the proper, calm, and composed Jongseong actually fucks, and it messes up his brain)

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    03 Nov 2024

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    And the drama of it all is stupid. It really is. Jake is back-hugging Jay so that Jay can’t look at him, they’re alone in the kitchen, and Jay’s muscles are tight enough to feel like he wants to bolt. They’ve been arguing for more than a year, they couldn’t stand one another for more than ten months, and here they are. Back-hugging in the kitchen. Any more dramatic and this could be the sinking of the Titanic.
    “You made me feel bad,” Jay whispers.

    (Or: Jake and Jay live together. They hate each other. Then they stop living together. And then one day Jake hugs Jay's back and hides his face in Jay's nape.)

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    11 Oct 2024

  3. Rec 39

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    Growing up, Jay’s mother warned him about people. Mean people. Scary people. Incompetent people. People, she told him, were going to be very frustrating and obnoxious and contrary to deal with, and Jay needed to accept that as a fact of life in order to not go insane.

    He wonders why she never warned him about the opposite: someone who got along so well with Jay that all he would ever want to do was spend time with them. He figures she didn’t want to get his hopes up with a statistical anomaly, because there’s only one Heeseung in the world.

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    25 Jul 2024

  4. Rec 45

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    They’re always a bit too greedy with each other, that much is true; but tonight is the first time that they’ve seen each other in what felt like a lifetime, and the greediness has grown teeth, has grown claws. The greediness demands for skin and blood and a good, hard fuck.
    They can barely offer the two first ones without burning each other alive.

    (Or: Jay comes back, as he always does. Heeseung would wait for him all his life.)

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    25 Jun 2024

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    They’d never exchanged words beyond sorry, my son likes to talk and it’s okay, I do too, but then Hot Single Dad had given him a smile – all big teeth and crinkled eyes – and that was enough for him to become a regular cast member in Jake’s fantasies.

    It wasn’t purely carnal desire, though. Jake genuinely felt an urge to get to know him – both of them, truthfully. Riki seems like a sweet kid, and his father seems nice, and he’d met so few people since he moved back to the city. Jake often finds himself wondering if he should call his grandmother for her banana bread recipe and knock on their door with a fresh batch in hand and see if they were interested in getting to know him, too.

    He’s pretty sure there’s black mold in his walls – that’s what he tells himself to excuse the level of delusion he’s reached. He’s having black mold poisoning induced psychosis, but it’s fine, everything is fine.

    Or, where Jake gets a glimpse of the kind of family he'd always wished for, and wonders if maybe, just maybe, they'd been wishing for him, too.

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    07 Jun 2024