MalthusiaTW
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- Gundam Wing (10)
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Post-war, with Heero’s return, my solace eludes me, except in the blade’s embrace. Both boys navigate mental health struggles—self-harm, dissociation, depression, and anxiety. LEMON. 1x2. Warning: Triggers. Explores Suicide Watch Psychiatric Wards. Series.
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- Part 9 of Bound For Hell
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Heero"s attempts to thwart Libra"s destructive path proved futile. Consequently, Earth now stands as a barren, icy wasteland. In the wake of the conflict, Heero vanishes, leaving Duo, Trowa, and Quatre to venture into the snow-covered post-apocalyptic world in search of their missing comrade. What they are unaware of is that Duo"s mission extends beyond the quest for Heero; he yearns to confess his feelings to him at long last.
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Ryuichi is currently engaged in a contemplative conversation with Kumagoro about his past and his journey to joining the band. However, not every aspect of his childhood was filled with brightness, as it was also marked by unsettling memories involving bloody razor blades and bathtubs. Copied from my FFN account.
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Taking place a week after "Dear Diary" in the Bound For Hell universe, Duo wakes from nightmares, compelled by an intense urge to wield a blade against his own skin. EXPLICIT WARNING! Content includes self-injury, graphic death descriptions, and drug use. 1x2.
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- Part 7 of Bound For Hell
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Bound For Hell Universe - Between Dear Diary and Broken Pieces. Sometimes running from your demons hurts the ones that you love. Duo POV ramblings about what life is like now Heero has returned to him. No warnings. Just adorableness. 1+2
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- Part 8 of Bound For Hell
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The trauma of his past and the war leads Duo to seek solace in the edge of the blade. After a mission goes seriously wrong, Heero finds out and takes it upon himself to protect and love the braided boy while he battles his own demons.
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Self Injury, Suicide, Sexual Abuse, Substance Abuse, Mental Health, PTSD, Lemon, Adult themes- Words:
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After being thoroughly humiliated by Duo"s vibrator challenge, Heero turns the tables on his lover with a little challenge of his own.
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- Part 5 of Kinktober 2024: 1 x 2 = Smut
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31 Dec 2024
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The image of that boy, forever emblazoned in his memory the way he had looked that last night just before they had parted, his fiery chestnut hair mussed, his cheeks tearstained, his eyes glowing with more love than Heero had thought possible, his voice saying that one last sentence, the one Heero would always remember, “Aishiteru koi, oyasumi.”
Five years ago the war had ended. That very night Heero and Duo had made a promise to end their relationship and move on with other people. People who could better teach them how to live in times of peace. Back then, it had been the correct decision but now Heero wondered if his choice to stay away forever had been right. He was miserable and he had to find out if Duo felt the same way or had moved on.
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31 Dec 2024
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When Duo gets plastered, he gets a little too honest.
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01 Feb 2024
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Duo"s been captured again, and this time he"s being tortured. But who would be stupid enough to starve a street rat? And is there someone who, perhaps, wants to save him... again? 1x2
First posted on ffnet on 07/11/09.
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- Part 1 of Fanfiction.Net Archive
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16 Jan 2024
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There"s no room for love in a war, but sometimes you don"t really have a say in the matter.
Originally published on ffnet from 08/21/11 to 11/12/12.
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- Part 10 of Fanfiction.Net Archive
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16 Jan 2024