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  1. Public Bookmark 63

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    Because he is fine. Really, it’s nothing. It’s not that bad. He’s just tired, fatigued from the day and the racing thoughts in his head. It’s nothing he hasn’t felt on a normal day before.

    It’s nothing for Mickey to worry about.

    “You sure?” Mickey asks, wrapping his arms around Ian’s waist, hands trapped between Ian’s back and the couch.

    “Yeah,” Ian tells him, nodding a bit. “I think so.”

    He’s being honest when he says it, but that doesn’t necessarily make it true.

    // post-canon: ian isn’t feeling quite like himself these days

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    “Are you okay?” he asks for the third time that day, but he already knows the answer before the words even leave his mouth.

    Ian looks up at him, slowly, with big, sad eyes and a frustrated line between his brows. He swallows, and it looks like that alone takes the life out of him.

    “No,” he answers quietly, staring straight at Mickey’s shoulder.

    He doesn’t elaborate. He doesn’t need to; Mickey understands.

    // post-canon: ian goes through a depressive episode and mickey takes care of him

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    Mickey runs his hand over his mouth, staring at the closet and the arrangement of shirts and jackets that looks no more and no less organized than before. “You feelin’ okay?”

    Something prickles at the back of Ian’s neck. “I feel fine,” he answers, shaking it off. “Why?”

    “You don’t feel… off?”

    Ian scoffs. “Because I did the laundry and cleaned the apartment a little bit?”

    “No… yes?” Mickey winces.

    “Mickey. What the hell are you even saying?”

    // post-canon: ian is feeling better, until he’s not

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  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    The first 24 hours are the hardest.

    It’s full of regret on his own behalf, self-loathing and running thoughts of ‘what if’. What if he had been paying more attention, what if he wasn’t so focused on work, what if Mickey had been a good husband?

     

    Whumptober Day Thirty: Borrowed Clothes

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  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    He honestly doesn’t know which is more concerning. Ian hearing his dead mother just outside their cell door, or Ian thinking he’s actually trapped in here with his shithead brother instead of his boyfriend.

    When Mickey doesn’t say anything, Ian turns back to the door and starts banging on it again, faster and louder than before. He doesn’t stop. The guards start to take notice.

    “Jesus Christ,” Mickey mumbles, finally getting his brain to work again.

    // s9-10: ian has a manic episode while in prison and mickey doesn’t know what to do

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