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  1. Public Bookmark 33

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    "The first few times had been experimental. The first time, he hadn’t gotten anything out of it. This is stupid, he remembered thinking to himself. It had been with a straight razor he had found, one that he had been keeping for the day he needed to start shaving. But it was shortly after they had arrived in Alexandria and life had felt good.

    The lineup was the trigger. It was the first time he had found comfort in it, the first time it felt good. It was a welcome distraction from what he had just experienced and, in a twisted way, it felt like what he deserved."

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    After reading the diary of a teenage girl, Carl begins to indulge in an unhealthy coping mechanism.

    TW: Self-Harm

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    08 Nov 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    Hyunsu relapses. And then he relapses again. And again. And Again.

    Why aren't his cuts healing?

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    05 Nov 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    a couple days later, nick goes downstairs to get advil, he couldn’t sleep because of his pounding headache, but as he was heading towards the medicine cabinet in the kitchen, he finds matt already there, holding multiple full bottles of pills, pouring them out onto the counter and counting them out.

    nick’s heart drops as he sees the sight, he stays silent for a moment, his heart pounding in his chest, matt hasn’t seem to have noticed him standing there yet.

     

    just as matt is about to pop them in his mouth and end it all, nick speaks up.

    “What the fuck are you doing?” nick speaks up, his tone is quiet.

    matt flinches, his head jerking over to where nick is standing, he immediately shoves the pills back in the bottle, shoving it into the medicine cabinet and closing it up.

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    01 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Matt struggles after a long day without any relief so he relies on old habits again

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    01 Nov 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    Enid asked. Her eyes flit back and forth from his shoulders to the fireworks going off as they sat in the back of Shane’s truck on the Fourth of July. Afterward, when they were walking while Mom and Shane drank beer and talked to random people she said, “Is it better or worse than drugs, do you think?”

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    Carl struggles with his addiction.

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    20 Oct 2024

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